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tired..
Friday, March 31, 2006 8:37 PM

today was quite a ok day lah..but very tiring..after sch we got supp..then wen eatin lunch tat time melissa they all cme sit wif me..then wen i go do smth tat time they hid my water bottle..n i didn realise until somebody tok abt water..quite blur of me..haha..in the class tat time belle pulled my rubber band down..n pass it around secrectly..tats stupid..n tat stupid sze min act innocent..stupid..then she kana drag in by me..haha..i pulled down her rubber band..she looks quite odd lettin her hair down..durin supp everybody was like quite crazy lah..but anyway every friday supp will always b like dat..cose we r restless..haha..wen ms dc teachin science tat time me n sze min keep writin n drawin stupid stuff..haha..then i cant concentrate..so i ask her keep quiet..later then play..haha..after supp wen down pe area..get ready for supp..after a while it was rainin heavily..then we culd nort run..so run up stairs but in the end nv..cose mr chong n ms fernandez dono hw to spell her name lah..nort interested to noe hw to spell her name also..haha..after tat do skippin..the skipping rope so pathetic de loh..no handle de..then do in pairs n threes..quite hard doin wifout handle lah..then do some other runin thingy..after tat dismiss le..v fast loh..tats gd anyway..haha..after tat coach ask the p6s wat sch we wan go mah..then i say chij toa payoh got a few wan go tat sch also..after tat she ask hu wan go sports sch also..then i say i a little bit wana go lah..jia min also..after a while go hme le loh..go hme wif melissa,meribelle and clarissa..cose all take 851 de..reach khatib le i co my mother then go coffeee shop eat..eat le go hme loh..after reach hme my leg damn pain loh..so i jus rest..i leg pain hand pain man..leg i also dono y pain lah..jus like my old shang haven cure then i keep walkin n all so now fa zuo again or mayb even fan yan..hand is cose take things tat time on top of the shelf the huge photo fame drop on my hand now got bruise and somemore durin netball skippin tat time i accidentally whacked myself..haha..gona buy new spects soon or else i tink i sooner or later cant c wats on the board man..then later like today..nv bring back my pals science..don like get scolded by teachers so i always b the 'guai kia' go do hwrk..haha..after buyin spects my pay interest to my mother..haha..
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WE WON!!!
Thursday, March 30, 2006 6:30 PM

YEAHHHXXX!!!!!!WE WON!!!we beat bendemeer!!56 to 8..yeahxx..now waitin for mrs dave go balloting..mus take the nort so gd de..nort later mus run like siao again..today played 3/4 of the game..haha..wen playin WD tat time keep on off side..haha..cose everytime played GD until used to it le..lucky the empire nv c..but saw the WA off side..haha..shes so suay..today ms puva cme coach us..damn it lah..jus cme then scold us le..wth..then at the last quater she go le..we can play so well man..shes our jinx man..haha..jkin..jkin..after our match so dark le then still got other sch playin then i tell mrs dave say they suay..goin to rain le then they needa play..wat i say reali true loh..haha..reali rain..somemore heavy rain..until needa stop the game..same as us last time playin wif TKPS also rain..then stop a while then continue..wa kao..my leg hurts man..a while skin peal a while toe got blood..then now ankle start to pain again..tink is i run n walk too much le..
haiz..these few days cant eat alot..haha.cose need save money buy my own spects..hu donwan their money can donate to me..haha..pathetic man..
i reali hate tis man..so wat if we won??tis still cant fill up the hole..its over..the trust can b back again..im hopeless..i reali wan to forget it..but its jus hurtin me more..all over again..n shes free..happy..no worries..but me??dead..
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today..
Wednesday, March 29, 2006 8:50 PM

today wen i reach sch i was quite late lah..last one in my class..after asembly pauline gave me my broken spects..i was like OMG..i cant believe wat i saw..i almost cried on the spot..haha..wen i reach class i did cried but luckily nobody saw me..alot of my netball team mates think tat i didn bother abt it..cose of my face expression..but actually i do bother..onli tat i donwan to show it..nort my frens will b like wth happen to u..now i have to wear my last time spects..n its like quite blur..n the fame abit rusty..tats stupid loh..tuesday we played against stamford n we won!!yeahxx..34 to 1..everytime 1 one leh..tmr one cant let them have 1 le..must let them have 0..n i cant keep mkin ppl fall down man..i feel so guilty wen i do tat..tmr play against bendemeer..mus win them..tuesday get to play the whole game..hope tmr also can like dat..n ms choo can cme coach us again..tat will b gd..my leg hurts man..tink is bcose tuesday tat time sort of sprain my ankle but is nort the serious type lah..
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my suay day..
Tuesday, March 28, 2006 8:07 PM

AHHH!!!!i wana kill myself..im so damn it suay today..in sch durin chi my bks dropped..then art tat time,i prickled myself wif tat dumb needle..then after sch goin up the bus tat time..i dropped my spects n i didn notice it!!!after tat wen i in the bus i rmb i was nort wearin my spects..then i look all over the bus..then i rmb i put it at my pocket there n i suppose tat the bag hit the spects n dropped on the floor!!!!after tat mrs dave called the general office help me to find..tats quite nice of her to do tat..=)..hahabut they cant find it!!i bet they are blind..then after tat i cant stand it n called pauline co her fren tat is in sch to help me find..they found it noe..but crushed!!ahh..so careless of me..then after tat..warm up tat time..i doin pair ball work wif jia min..then the ball hit my mouth..it hurts..but lucky nv bleed or swollen..nort like last time swollen then die..i told my mother abt the spects thingy but she didn reali scold me lah..but wen i reach hme my mother told my fathe!!tats wat i don like..i bet he will scold me for sure..n he did!!he said tat everytime buy so X spects then EVERYTIME lost or wat de..WHERE GOT EVERYTIME???anyhw say loh..somemore say everytime lost y don u lost urself..u tink i donwan lost myself..i also wan lah..but jus tat if i did lost myself..wat will they feel??they will feel worst..so y did they even say tat in the fist place?did they even spare a thot of wat i feel?u tink i wan lost my spects meh?its jus a mistake tat i made n i will nort do it again wat!!fine lah..scold loh..i will saved my OWN money to buy my new spects k?gd enough..anyway he also like dat wat..so wat rights do he even have TO SCOLD ME!!??reali feel like killin him man..his a pain in the ass loh..sonner or later i cant stand it..i reali dono wat i will do man..its reali freakin me loh..ASS LAH HIM!!sry for all the vulgar words anyway..hu ever tats readin..i hate my life man..the onli thing i like is tat i can play netballtats the onli thing loh..n one more thing i hated most is.....someone..
ppl hu reali noe me will noe hu is tat..i wonder wen will somebody ever understands hw i feel..im jus hidin everything to myself..but hu can i tell all tis to..anyway is i ownself mke the person gone de..no use regrettin now..jus have to control..stuck there..worst off than other ppl..reali wana tell someone..but hu??nvm..nvm..hate my life n myself!!arghh..
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for the past 2 days..
Saturday, March 25, 2006 1:45 PM

on thursday we went fr the match..we won!!haha..49 to 1 leh..n ms choo cme coach us..so good loh..she cme we always win de..she nv cme then v seldom..i rather she b our coach then tat stupid ms pova loh..she idiotic one she..ms choo change liao..last time she nort tat fierce de..but at least still beta than ms pova..i overheard her sayin tat we more serious then last time le..haha..tats gd..on friday alot stupid n childish things happen loh..in my class one got a few cant stand each other then donwan fren..which they alr stand each other for alr like so many years then suddenly like dat..crazy de..then another one is bcose 'she' said smth tat another 'she' don like then tat other 'she' run away to cry..n partly is bcose she hate her or dislike her..tats y..if its me i will jus hack care abt anything..anyway its alr our last yr in tis sch..n everything gona b over..n i alr used to b alone..no frens or watever alr nort tat important le..friday after sch got netball trainin again..tain until like siao like dat..my whole body wet until cant wet le loh..its like jump into the swimin pool then cme up again..so dumb..after dat went to my grandma hse to bath..watch tv n slp..haha..there got nth to do..must wait until 11 then can go hme..i slept on the sofa..then i got allergic skin mah..so wen wake up my leg there got rashes..so itchy loh..today got nth to say lah..the whole day confirm is do hw then watch tv then slp de..nv change de..so sian loh at hme..i rather go trainin n wet myself again then to say at hme..haha.
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wat happened today..
Wednesday, March 22, 2006 9:35 PM

today ms dc nv cme again..then ms saw took over us again..saw saw saw..i wan saw her face man..i don like her face loh..look so hypocrite..laughed tat time worst..chinese lesson tat the worst of all..boring like hell loh..i almost slept durin the lesson..then the last 15 mins we supposed to do zuo ye but nort wif us..so i shouted to the teacher tat we go bak class take..then she say ok..but one person go take..but then nobody listened all jus ran there..haha..after takin we came bak..on the way bak i told megan whether i can stay bak nort..then i haven ask my mother so i went toilet to co..haha..then jia min c all stay bak also wan so she used my fone to co her mother..after tat we slowly walk bak to class but the bell ring le..haha..we took 15 mins jus to take the bk!!haha..after sch stay bak do hwwrk le then loiter around the sch do nth le..wait until 4 then go hme wif megan..go hme le go northpoint eat mac..cose mother nv cook..but i bluff her i eat chicken rice..haha..white lie..tmr got match against fairfield..for south zone..mus win..nort die..haha
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wat happened today..
Tuesday, March 21, 2006 8:52 PM

today happened some stupid stuff loh..ms dc nv cme..then have photo takin..so idiotic..tats wat i hate..somemore got individual photo takin again..aiyo..so ma fan one..then chi lesson tat time is the worst..chinese teacher nort cmin to sch for 4 weeks..mke until 6a class mus spilt up..tats idiotic..9 ppl went 6e..im one of them..n the teacher is damn borin!!!i sat wif pauline..then need do the p5 CA1 paper..the pauline cme bak frm photocopyin the papers alr she went to do it lah..then she don even read jus write the ans there..she jus choose wat number she like then write down loh she say even exams also like dat..somemore wana copy my work..stupid..
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The past
8:21 PM

Tis is my so called blog lah..i noe my blog is quite childish lah..but hu cares..haha..i onli can rmb wat happen on fri..tat is durin the holiday..i got netball trainin..then at the end of the lesson ms lee ask us gather around her then she ask us abt the carnival tat time the lost balls n the stupid time of tat damn trainin..mrs dave said it was 1.30 then 2hrs later then end de loh..means is end at 3.30 loh..then ms lee n the coach say end at 4..but for me end at wat time i also don care de lah..then at carnival tat time go up the bus ppl say gt 9 balls then cme bak got 8 balls..then evrybody tot lost mah..then go find ms lee tat time we told her tat gt 1 ball missin mah..but a while they say have a while say don have..i also gana mix up liao loh..then bcme trainin tat time gana punished..so idiotic loh..run so many times..wan us die izit?pauline the worst..do until gona die loh..i do tat time half way cant breath loh..but jus run..do push ups do until the knee there bleed..so pathetic loh me..the coach ask us to have carbo overlode..haha..alot ppl ate many things..i ate alot plate of rice for the past few days..haha..later bcme fat..but as long as i grow taller nth wrong le..haha..
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