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okk, i shall skip thurs and fri lahh. i'll jus tok abt nsl and mayb today?

SAT
today's the opening ceremony for nsl lahh. i tell u we were super early lahh. so we decided to waste our time in the ntuc. HAHA. then wen we were at the overhead bridge, i saw weizhen first then peiqin and yilun. then i was like walking quickly to jackie tellin her i saw weizhen. then she got so excited and running up to see if wat i said was true lahh. she saw them and we quickly walk off. then at the tall bushes there she was lookin for them again. then they walked behind us only and jackie was askin me where were they. and i said ' they're just behind us' then she goes 'OHH~' and walked off hurriedly. HAHAHA. weizhen was like laughin lahh. and i suppose her friends must be thinkin that we're crazy man. HAHA.

then the games were not bad lahh. arowannas seem stronger this year? or perhaps tis time the grpings for singapore teams aren tat good? i tink the finals for nsl will be marlins against arowannas liao. expected de siia. sharks are stronger tis year. vipers aren TAT good tis year lahh. their starting are ok, then soon their opponents catch up and they lost. perhaps sharks might have a chance to win vipers man!

jackie was really tyco to have won two nsl shirt man-.- OHH! and and during the game against arowannas, the GS strangled jean ng from vipers lahh! super funny i tell u. want see the pic go jackie's blog. HAHAHA.

after game went back.


SUN
woke up early then went watch game also. support weizhen mahh! AHHAH. nice game for the sharks against arowannas lahh! i suppose they can do better(: then was vipers and stingrays. actually i thot stingrays will lose siia. cose vipers seems stronger to me lahh. but end up vipers lost. i kinda tink its bcose of the sucky umpire pls. they're still not tat experienced yet lahh. cose they didn even go close enough to see the mistakes. there were many out balls, not stepping at the line, contacts and obstructions. and the timing for help balls are really weird. cose sometimes its so fast and sometimes its so damn slow. wat are the umpires doin man?

the game wif mannas and marlins of course marlins will win lahh. wen i saw them play the first time alr noe they will win most matches liao lohh. then wen all game end went home le. and stupidly jackie ong saw jean ng and she actually wanted to follow her back man! she took mrt too only tat not the same side as ours. damn dumb. tat time was tan huiyan and tis time is jean ng. she can be a sicko nxt time man.

went home and watch tv whole day.


TODAY
lessons as usual. meaning boring lahh. recess is always interesting as something stupid will ALWAYS happen. practically while we were in canteen, ppl ard us were all staring siia. AHHAHA. jackie ong embarrassed herself in front of my class today somemore. damn dumb-.-

after sch ate and homed. slept till 630. i got a shock wen my ma called me man. cose my fone rang and i thot i was late for sch bcose morning i was tinkin of not goin to sch if i woke up late. AHHAHA.

so now im using the com. got some pictures from tat day botanic garden thingy. alot pics so i'll jus put some. HAHAH.

arggghhh. damn blogger dont allow me to post pics. then i shall not since i have no more patience. tmr got match against first toa payoh siia. we will win de bahh. hopefully i can correct the mistakes i have tmr. and play a good game. i noe wat im bad at now alr. and i noe wat i wan to be and i'll try to achieve it no matter wat. no matter how some ppl might say i'll try my best. i noe if i can do it last time i can do it now. the passion have not died a single bit instead it increased greatly. i can do it! PPL, WORK HARD TMR AND THRASH THE SCH AGAIN!(: NO 3ROUNDS ARHH=D

okk, ive practically forgotten wat happened on sat and sun. i tink i stayed home?

SO.......

MONDAY
all the normal boring lessons. hist was worst. mrgoh let us watch videos AGAIN. at first i was kinda pay attention and QUITE interested. then after awhile, i totally sian diao. my eyes started closing....why is hist always tat boring?

then after sch went to do d&t? kinda u can said it as redo lahh. so finally its done ok. but the wheels will still drop out. HAHA. so perhaps i'll just use clay to let the wheels stay? HAHAH. mke use of everything i have siia. then after sch went home.

reach home my ma ask me go fetch my sis. obviously i wouldn lahh. i cme back is to slp siia. not to waste time walkin down AGAIN lohh. so i went into my room and realised the damn fan was dismantled to take and wash. so i asked my ma to fix it back then she say wait and insist on me goin to fetch my sis. so i got fed up and jus went to slp wif the windows close and fan not switch on. even my ma go out also dont wan help me fix. i knew it de lohh. but OBVIOUSLY i WONT give in to such unreasonable ppl. its not the first time shes doin tat to me. everything is my fault and blahhblahhblahh. i had enough alright. and eventually i can still slp for 2hours siia!


TUESDAY
skip all the nonsensical lessons. HAHA. okk, one thing is tat ive changed place lahh. only the rows are changed btw-.- MORE WINDY(: HAHAH.

after sch got ready to go compassvale[?] for match. though its rainning cats and dogs in amk but their sch there totally no rain siia! i was like ' why the hell is the court so dry?' and their court is the so sibeh rough floor de. lucky no one fall. so yahh, the match was obviously easy. i thot they will be at least like pasir ris but end up much worst. okk, no offence though. they somehow got thrashed by us; 62-2. we could have done much much much beta i tell u. we could have at least scored up to 100+ to 0 ok! but instead we allowed them to score in 2goals. crap ass. can said tat we played QUITE badly for this game.

doesn matter, its over. so work harder ppl! JIAYOU FOR THE NXT MATCH ON THURS! we beta not play badly anymore. tis time mrs ong is nice enough to let us off the two rounds. tmr, we got to prove to mrs ong we can do it alright?! though ive nv ever seen zhenghua ppl playing nor even see any of them bfore, i believe we can win them! so ppl, JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!! we still got a long route ahead to get the first yahh! rmb, teamwork is most impt. dont give up on urself bfore we even finish our route to being the first or even in a game!(:

so after the game wen back and shooters got to shoot and defenders are trg. and guess wat? im the only one not trg. so i say, im neither a defender nor a shooter nor an attacker. im nth man, N-O-T-H-I-N-G! im practically stuck between defender and attacker. its QUITE alright to me but the feeling to me is confused. cose im good at nth. ive no idea why wasn i trg on today actually. self-comforting is all i can do. perhaps tats wat cheryl's thinkin, but i seriously dont mind trg more. though i noe its tiring but i just totally love doin defender drills. i dono why but its just like dat. okk, enough of my crap.


WEDNESDAY
lessons lessons lessons. then assembly was crap siia. first part modern dance AT LEAST still can accept. then the jespo. HAHA. suppose to be jasper but i heard jespo and i was like'wat kinda name is tat?' he craps alot. lucky i dont have such tcher. not tat person will die a terrible death i tell u.

then after sch ate, changed and got ready to go botanic garden thingy. i thot today will be free to watch seniors match siia. so went there. then still ok lahh. took many stupid pictures. HAHA. wait till i get them then i'll post bahh. videos MAYBE lohh. HAHHA. i tell u its all super duper uber ultra crappy. NGs so many times lahh.

then after everything go le. buget[?] bus again. HAHAH. then reach sch take things and left. in bus stupif funny weird things happened siia. though i took alone. but inside obviously got some ppl i noe and theres tis weirdo uncle hu kept doin weird sounds and stuffs ok!

okk, now im gona continue my d&t. d&t sucks a whole lahh. dumb ass. everytime waste so MUCH of my time lahh. if its sec1 i wouldn have bothered. cose it doesn affect any of my results. but tis time canot play play siia. later results add up low then die die.

it's just two questions to ask.
is it that i'm too lousy?
or i'm just good enough already?
which i think the answer going to be the first one.

okk, im back bloggin. very tired for the past few days lahh. and too busy to type so much rubbish on the net also. HAHAH. i'll kinda blog as short as possible lahh huh.

MON
okk, so the suay day starts lahh. sch's as usual. no big things happened like perhaps quarelling with tchers again? AHHAHA. then after sch was trg. cant really rmb how many rounds we run lahh. the others run alot but the few of us ran a few rounds only. cose the damn ass jackie ong told cheryl i was a frequent visitor to the sinseh-.-

so we did all the normal stuffs. then had game wif seniors. as usual played WD. damn crap lahh. i dont like playin wif seniors. cose they are like super tall then defending them will be like super hard? and i still cant do my job well man. damn assing crap lahh! but at least i managed to scare the ppl. HAHAH. okk, crap. then the last quater, guess wat? i fell-.- i managed to defend the ball but its bcose senior did not throw properly. crap right? damn. fall right smack on my left hand. wif mke my shoulder felt so damn it dislocated-.- i tried to balance myself by running but ended up worst. cose i land on my hand then slide out-.- damn crap right? scrape my right hand elbow and right knee there the skin off can. damn ass. and u noe wat, i kinda dono how i land also siia. cose i got a big bruise on both my knees. cose its the adding of sprainning my ankle tat time. its super ultra crap on how i fall lahh.

then end of trg had to sprint. sprinted 2laps only. cose my everywhere was aching. i cant swing my hand, my knee pain due to the fall. so i rest instead. soon, rachel joined me. HAHHA. cheered them on instead. after trg, ate and homed.

TUES
sch as usual lahh. crap can. chinese cher fake us siia. cose i rmb tat time she said we're having gong han today. then end up dont have-.- instead did the pasting of gong han format. damn dumb.

after sch went straight home MYSELF(: cose im so in need of sinseh. my left hand today really cant move siia. i cant lift my hand up ok. so practically the whole day my left hand is down. wen i walk i dont swing my hand either. as in i dont even move it wen i walk ok. and normally i'll stretch alot in sch during lesson time but today, i totally didn move my left hand.

so rushed straight home. damn my ma can. she fake me siia. somemore my fone let qinyu play until died-.- then she blamed me for not replyin her msg-.- damn ass. but heck her. i bathe and complained and complained to her. then i gave up and went to slp instead. then ard 6 i realised theres nobody at home-.- and i called her she ask me go myself she meet me there.

so went to sinseh and got myself many ba gua marks-.- my ankle gettin beta, shoulder pain due to some muscle probs. after ba gua massage a while then apply medicine. practically wounds are ALL OVER me. then homed. on bus ppl stare again. never see bfore injured ppl? HAHAH. but if its me i'll stare too. cose tis like shoulder pasted wif medicine, ankle wrapped up, knee and elbow paste wif plaster. hu wouldn stare?


WED
sch lahh. practically the whole day i was complaining abt my hand. HAHA. cose wen i take off the medicine there will be round markings on my shoulder there cose of the ba gua. and we're suppose to wear jersey on thurs lahh-.- shirt can cover cose my shirts all super big kind. then jackie is complaining abt her rashes. but hu wanna see her leg man-.- mine is more obvious can!
then assembly was alright i suppose. still dono wat i should choose. its between physics and bio lahh. then im wondering if i should take pure geo and ss/lit. so tat if my lit is like tis time so crapped up, my geo could help? but arhh, if both crapped up im dead meat-.- and i realised NT is really easy lahh. they only need dono how many subj to go on to sec3 can. no offence to them lahh. but its seriously very simple. if express like dat i could have been much more free?

after sch went d&t. mr tan super scary siia. first time i see him screaming at someone siia! nv ever see him scolding someone really scary yet. tats the first time can. and he wants those wearing specs de to wear googles also-.- even for the buffer machine-.- tats even worst lahh. like how to see wif those blurry googles? i tink the guy hu quarelled wif him got sent to the office? and jackie got scared out of the class. HAHAH. cose shes wifout appron[?] d&t almost finished alr. cose nobody noe how to changed the thingy and the tcher is so damn scary i decided not to carry on doin. HAHHA.

went netball area find jackie. sec1s trg wat. no coach lahh. shermain and careen[?] trg them. then after a while i realised i still got hmewrk to chiong so went home alr. chiongin hmewrk tat time i was practically cursing my ma can. she mke me need chiong de lohh. and the pics im suppose to work wif for chinese ICT was so damn blur so i was complainin to the person hu took-.- she mke me took such a long time to do can. then i slept at 12+?


THURS
HAHAH. pe we dont have to run cose we got match later on. HAHA. shiok can. cose they running 2.4 route. and i totally hate it. and we practise netball instead(: asked the 2/3 ppl come join us also. HAHA. then wif winny and qihuan we played street netball. crap de lahh. same team as alyssa surely die siia! HAHA. cose we two is slack de for such games. so if there 5 ppl in one team, 2netballers slack, another 2 non-netballers and we played against a whole grp of netballers. hu do u tink will win? HAHA. but of course, we played for the sake of playin only!(: so practically ive been calling alyssa's name again and again. HAHA. super crazy lahh all of us.

then was chinese. crap again. had a small test on funeral dog. HAHA. short form lahh. the tittle was suppose to be 参加葬礼的狗 from the book de lahh. but i lazy rmb so much so i jus call it funeral dog. HAHAH. okk i suppose? practically i bei it instead. cose all the hard words came out. HAHAH. so those i dono how to read de is the answers. HAHAHHA. then went lib. tats worst right?! heck the tcher siia. she say need borrow but im in jersey shorts so do u tink i'll bring my ez-link along? though i knew she would go but lazy bring. and sch lib books totally sucks. boring shit only. so jus faked borrow and went off wen bell rang.

then stupid crapped up iap lessons. drama was alright i guess. seriously i dont hope to be in nomad ok! then art was more crap. HAHA. computer slow like hell. and i sucks at photoshop lahh. HAHAH. i said 'OH MY SHIT' in the class and lila asked me to mind my language. HAHHA. then i scolded the com 'lag shit' and yeevon laughed. cose the com totally wont understand and i said the same thing over and over again. HAHAHA. iap are always my kinda crazy time. ohh ohh. our cher change too. ms wong siia. HAHAH. everybody reaction same. HAHAHA

then after sch changed lahh. but im still in my pe. HAHHA. i dont want take out lahh. my hand so ugly-.- then rachel ask me why i didn take out and i showed her and she said it was cute ok! like damn dumb lahh. its ugly not cute! many ppl asked lahh. then got ready. wen warm up starting then i took out my pe. damn ugly lahh. cheryl said it was holes-.- then wat chop chop chop. dumb can. didn anyone go for ba gua bfore?! she said it was for aunties ahmas-.- tats worst. yahh lahh. i noe im being called an ahma can.

warm up actually six rounds. then we 'huh' her and she said 5. then seniors helped us and she said 4. HAHAH. nice man! cose if its 6 we probably be kinda tired alr bfore the game. then footwork, pair ball, team ball and 1/3. rushed through cose they wanna start early. wen they came it hot they were great and i underestimated them man! cose they dressed up like so good like dat wat. but after playin they're like wat i said. HAHAH. okk, at least i gave them the standard up to outram park can.

WD for two quaters. second quater like crap. cose i felt kinda lost. i dont noe why siia. and my job is still not there yet): and i rmb i kicked the ball siia. HAHAH. the players stared at me. but since the lousy umpire( their sch de) didnt see so i heck care. AHHA. cose everybody was snatching for the ball wat. then i cant enter that goal third. so since got my teammates there so i just kick it to their side lohh. HAHAH. its becose everybody crowd there so the lousy umpire nv see. HAHAH. then the WA so happy wen i was blown for obstruction. HAHAHA. so crap lahh. cose i kept snatching her ball and kinda contact her a little lahh. i tried to mke it a non-contact game yahh. but arhh, i just too slow so it bcame a contact game. but its no worst until i mke someone fall lahh. cose i didn tat bfore. and its not on purpose and i said sorry many times alright. she trip over my leg lohh. my experiences in a game is always kinda very unbelievable lahh. HAHAHA.

let me start my story again. HAHA. i rmb once in a south zone top4 placing rounds we played against stmargs. obviously mcs will lose. so its just like a friendly to us lahh. since we noe them so well wat. so we just played normally. and guess wat? i accidentally stepped on my GA shoe until it came out lahh. and i said sorry so damn loudly tat their seniors and coach laugh can-.- damn embarrassing lahh. but it reflects on wat kinda player i am ok! HAHA.

so, okk, back to the game. obviously we won lahh. 25-10. then rest for a while and its trg time. courtwork of course. did many push ups cose shooter didn shoot in. my knee was very damn pain ok! cose the big bruise is still there lahh. so sometimes i did knees up push ups. then game wif seniors again. was asked to go in in the middle of the game. damn lahh. i didn wanna play actually. then somemore after tat still swop to be C siia. worst-.- then after trg 4 laps and ended.

mrs ong said these few schs was only the FIRST grp out of 5 or 4 groupings? i was happy and sad lahh. HAHA. happy bcose we still be having games wif other schs. and one other reason which i wouldn say if not ppl will kill me. sad bcose meaning we'll still be VERY busy and nsl is starting. HAHAHA.

ohh ohh, and i realised tat after wearing my so called ankle guard, im more energetic. as in i'll run more(: more jumpy u can say. jump until sometimes anyhow turn my body. HAHAH. so nxt time i shall wear my so called ankle guard for games. though yahh, its kinda not the same as others and more lousy lahh. but heck lahh. at least i feel the least protection it can give(:

after trg kept the stuffs and off to hub to eat and homed. slept real early like 11+. HAHAH. cose i was super ultra tired lahh. dono why also. perhaps it bcose of the games?


TODAY
woke up ard 10+. nobodyb at home except for my slpin sis. and its still long way bfore meeting time so i continued slpin. then hu noes its 1 wen i woke up. so since im alr late, i jus took my time. went out the same time as my sis. not really same time lahh. cose i asked her to wait for me. HAHAH. just to lock the doors. lazy mahh. then in return i gave her my sweets. and she rushed me until i forget bring my ear piece-.- then guess wat she said to me? she ask me to sing for myself-.-

so went hub meet them go winny hse do project. they went kbox-ing earlier on so all of them are together. yg wif them also. hes the only boy siia. and he dont feel weird sehh. somemore follow us go do project also. but end up we also nv do lahh. cose theres nth much to do either. divided the work up for everyone do. im the editor. HAHA. cose i say they do we all sure fail. HAHA. sorry lohh. no offence de lahh. just tat as u can see, im a perfectionist wen it comes to work.

so we ended up go down play bball. didn play lahh. still very tired from the pervious day lahh. so just look at them play lohh. but soon we also go off le. ard 6+ went mac eat then played swing. HAHA. long time no play liao siia. then homed. reached home did my maths. still left wif english and d&t? so tat i wont rush them nxt week mahh. im gona do those portfolio stuffs this weekend so i wont have to rush them out nxt weekend or something. cose i'll be busier the starting of nxt weekend. HAHA. u noe why? cose nsl is starting! and exams are starting soon too): clashed siia. exams finish nsl also haven finish lehh. i wonder how i cope wif studies last year siia. my ma surely nag wen exams startin de lohh.

so im done for the day! gona stay home for sat and sun. so nth much alr(: ohh ohh! and i realised my cousin went for u17 trials siia! and she got in 2nd round too! saw her name on the web and im super shock. cose shes the only one from her sch and shes always like dont really like netball kind lahh. but im happy for her too. and sad for me. cose im like the only one wif no achievements in netball siia! cose i got two cousins in netball. one captain from beatty and the other i not sure its if vice capt or capt from northland lahh. and tis the northland one hu entered the 2nd round. played wif her sch bfore and wif her wen in mcs lahh. crap right? its like p5 playin wif sec 1 or 2 lahh. sure lose right? but we won their recrea team? then im like a nobody. not capt nor vice capt. but im alright wif it. as long as im in main7(: but arhh, i got enter nationals bfore and they didn not. HAAHAH. she is super ultra tall i tell u. i haven asked her abt it yet lahh. cose haven been seeing her. but mayb nsl i'll see her. so by then i'll ask her. if not i'll sms her. HAHHA.

guess wat? i told myself to wait and ended up i forgotten. perhaps its like how u forgotten mine. but i doubt its impt anymore right? since u have ur frens and i have mine. and im sure u dont wanna rmb me bcose of some bad memories. im alright wif it though. but seriously i didn expect it to be like dat. cose best tablemate rmb yet u didn. kinda sad though. even if u read tis im alright wif it. i bet u noe im refering to u. but still, dont tink im tryin to add to ur burden alright? just wanna tell u, i'll seriously be there if u really need me. like wat u always said to me in the past. tis time, i'll really be there alr(:

okk, now im really done lahh(: anyway i blog once in a while wat. so read once in a while is ok de lahh(:

the first post dated sunday de was suppose to be ytd's. and ytd's post was suppose to be friday's. HAHA. okk, cose ive been bloggin late at night u see. i still prefer the slpin late times than the slpin early ones. cose wen i slp early i would have done lesser things. HAHAH.

so today i stayed home all day and woke up only at 2. HAHA. slept at 1+ ytd. long time nv slp tat way liao. so woke up ate then did my chinese wif the help of my ma of course. then geo is totally cmi so heck. and chinese project i have no idea how to start. so shin yin shall be the starter. HAHA.

theres trg tmr and my ankle is still not fully recover yet lahh. but supposingly im still attending full trg. wif the fact tat im gona fake cheryl bahh. if not i tell her i dont tink i can attend any trg tis week siia. hopefully the pain wont act up lahh. if not i have no idea how to fake her. just perhaps try to tell myself not to tink abt it. then after trg i have to rush back home to bathe then out again to sinseh bfore 830pm.

ive realised my 10dollars in my wallet is gone man! damn, and im left wif only 2dollars. damn, meaning im not gona eat nowadays again. HAHAH. okk, tats random though.


几年已过去，
可是我还是无法忘掉你，
甚至还会感到忌妒。

damn damn damn damn damn. i just realised i left my wood in the d&t workshop after like 12345678900 of hard work in the damn thing. like ive seriously spent so much time doin tat damn thing lahh. i seriously give up in d&t alr. totally sucks lahh. its so damn it troublesome.




so today suppose to wake up at 930 to go see sinseh. but im just too tired and slept till 11 to go see sinseh lahh. cab there. which is like still in yishun. HAHAH. cose the sinseh closing at 12 and 11+ we're still at home. and my ma blame me for not telling her where i told her we have to reach there by 12 straight wen i woke up lahh. heng i dont need walk so much siia. though my ankle felt beta after slping.



so obviously they rejoint[?] the bone back in place? HAHAH. tis time round not so big deal lahh. cose i can still ran. HAHAH. i mean after the fall. and the pain is not so great tis time lahh. so the sinseh ask me come back on mon. and im like 'orhh, okk' the after gettin my medicine and walk out of the shop to go take bus i told my ma abt the monday thingy. then she goes ' i thot u got trg' and i was like ' ohh yahh hor!' then i was tinkin ' die die liao. how am i suppose to train tis way? mrs ong and cheryl sure nag wen they noe i sprain my ankle' then i told my ma after trg then come. so, conclusion is im still gona train wifout lettin them noe abt my stupid ankle. but if it really hurts, mayb i'll stop. if not i'll really kill my leg and the nerve in there is alr haywire(:







compare the difference man! okk, dont bother abt the colour difference. HAHAA




then went back home alone wif many ppl staring at my ankle. as its wrap up like some zhu jiao-.- then reach home watch tv then did my hmewrk. geo is totally cmi lahh. dono wth the ws and the website tokin abt. the website is totally of NO HELP can. the ans come out from wb and i dono is cose im just too lazy to go tink of the ans and to even search for it. then did eng narrative. anyhow do lahh. sounds more like summary of the riots than a narrative can. the whole narrative i only like the first paragraph. HAHAH.



so now im still left wif chinese ws, geo ws and chinese project. where im only left wif one day. HAHHA. how amazing right? cose chinese ws tmr i ask my ma then everything will be done. geo ws monday go sch copy. chinese project tmr finish. HAHAH. pro me(:



after finish everything went to bathe. wrap plastic ard the zhu jiao leg but it still failed. HAHA. water all sip[?] in. so heck alr. after bathing took it out. anyway the whole thingy is itching my ankle.



so tats the day for me. i wanted to go out but yahh, my ankle is in such a state that i need more rest in order to attend full trg yahh(:

emo-ing time. HAHAHA. kiddin lahh. self reflection can. dont have to read. just for me to type(:

ive realised, i seem independent. but im actually still dependent in some way. i bet wifout my ma i couldn have accomplished many things. perhaps things more of like buyin stuffs, asking things and taking care of myself. cose im a person who take no time lookin after myself. i fall sick easily and injure easily. i bet if it wasn for my ma i could have long gone. cose if she aren there, i dont eat much. practically i can skip ALL meals wif just drinkin water noe. so i'll jus be using up energy and not replenishing energy. and i'll eventually faint and die. so kinda sometimes she do nags a whole lot, look down on me, scold me, blame me for everything, take me as chu qi tong but i noe she still care abt me. perhaps it is getting lesser nowadays but i suppose its alright?

i noe its super obvious i dont like him. i bet u noe also the reason but no matter wat u do u cant change the fact tat i hate him. perhaps time might take away the amount of hatered i have in him. but wenever i thot of how much pain it brought u and us and yet u're still so good to him, i hate him even more. so no point tellin me wat he says. cose im just gona mke it more obvious. i dont care if hes gona scold me or wat. cose he dont have the right to. i thot of forgiving him. but i just cant. all i can do is treate him as a stranger. 不管你怎么说，我仍然还是不相信他

just feeling like posting suddenly. mayb kinda dedicating tis post to weizhen and cheryl? coaches bahh.

i noe after 1yr+ its a must tat they're not the coach coaching us anymore. but just at least stay on coaching the new batch which comes in every year? at least tat way i noe where to find them wat. if not its like ms choo again. she left us wif puva bcose shes goin overseas to study. why cant she wait till we graduate? bcose i hate the feeling of ppl leaving me. i rather choose to leave ppl. so i can hate myself instead. at least mrs dave stayed on till we graduate and go MIA.

but kinda i still thank all of them for bringing me up to this lvl. yahh, i might disappoint cheryl and weizhen. and mayb if the ms choo, ms puva and mrs dave saw how i perform on court on they'll be disappointed too. i can kinda see it from ms puva face tat day. i noe ive deproved a whole lot. i noe it myself. but kinda, i dono how to bring myself up anymore. sorry cheryl and weizhen yahh. im always not performing well on court. esp the recent games. i could have performed beta if it wasn for the damn fever. but i noe tat aren goin to be my excuse. i always told myself tat many things aren my excuses but it just ended up being my excuses.

weizhen, i bet u noe how i feel. ive kinda tried hinting u to stay bfore. but yahh, its understandable that u wont stay. cose...yahh. u dont have to say and i alr noe. so i just wanna thank you for encouraging all of us, being the so nice and soft coach even when ure scolding ppl it bcmes tokin to ppl, always mking our trg so fun and tolerate us even though we're really super duper ultra noisy(: so, jiayou for ur future endeavour and take good care of urself(:

cheryl, yeahh, i noe ure leaving soon too. i wanna thank you for spuring[?] our team on, for being the bad one to scold us to wake us up, for tryin to help us when we're in pain even though u will mke us more pain and mking our team look more like a team. i noe u dont like to scold us too but u cant help it to be the bad one to help us. perhaps we've really let u and weizhen down. but im sure its not wat we wanted either. we wanted to perhaps earned the glory for both of ur and the sch but mayb we're just to suay to have meet strong teams in the first round. if not we could have gotten st margs position in south zone. if its the north im sure we could have earned it. south zone is really hard, ive experienced it for 2yrs alr and now its gona be another 3yrs if i mke it to bdiv. so, take care of urself and stop being so fierce to ur students lahh. and and, nxt time wan help ppl down mke ppl more pain. perhaps tryin to be more like weizhen and weizhen should try to be more like u. HAHAHA.

its gona be real long long long post if i wanna continue. but yahh, i dont tink u ppl will wanna noe abt my past anyway. though its really nice but i dont wanna share. HAHAHA.

ps. mrs dave stop goin MIA man. even ms choo is out and u're still MIA-ing.

these few days were super fun i suppose?



the cluster of netballs!

okk, so today's tuesday alr. so wat have i done for the past two days?

monday went for trg in the morning. 8 rounds wif timing again. obviously i came in last. like wen will i not? my damn knees are always gettin in my way. and my stupid ankles prob coming up again. damn assing pain can. i always wanted to give up but i dono how to start sayin and i dont want to let the whole team run and then i sit down and stare. it mkes me feel like a real bad ass. tat is how i treate a team team. even though i may spoil my knee if i always do tat but i dont want to feel bad. and i hate the feeling of staring at ppl playin netball wen im sittin down.

then had the hard passes again. its seriously like murdering ppl lahh. esp u have partner like rachel kan, the REAL muderer. HAHAHA. then was the 3man work thingy. then team ball? its totally OM MY GOSH can! we did dono how many push ups cose we dropped the damn ball dono how many times lahh! like damn ass. jus one short pass and u cant get it? and i get scolded for tat? okk, perhaps its my fault. but tink, how many weird assing passes u gave me but i still caught it? be it high low or haywire. okk, enough. i just noe tat i bang my knees on the floor many times while doin push ups. and its bloody hell pain. but as usual, i dont give a damn(:

then was 1/3 court? and game wif seniors. its always raining wen we're having game wif seniors. HAHA. god doesn like us playin against each other. HAHA. okk, tats crap. i hate it wen we're lack of shooters and im needed to play C. cose need run super lot and my energy will be drained out. and cheryl's a mean person man!
*cheryl throw the bib to me*and said; until u cannot alr then we'll put in another bai ka.
me; wahh lao. how can like dat say me. [in a kinda kiddin tone]
rachel; *laughin all the way*
damn crap right? yeahh. the two Cs are bai ka can? the only not so bai ka C is playin GA so the bai ka C have no choice but to play C. HAHAHA.

then obviously half way the thingy rang again and we cant play anymore. HAHA. then did physical. like crap can. only mke me ache lahh. launches wif medicine ball, running around dono how many times wif medicine ball too! then did 15 knees up push ups and 60crunches. ache ache ache lahh. then finally trg ended.


and today, woke up early in the morning went to sch to do d&t-.- finally finish quite alot alr. and i stuck the sanding machine wif my stick! HAHA. was rainin the whole day lahh!

after d&t did the thingy. HAHAA. ard 5+ the 3 of us went separate ways. HAHA. and its seriously separate ok! then reach home modify abit, ate and bathe and using com now.


HOHOHO. im gona pon diao tmr drama lesson. heck lahh. anyway not much ppl goin also lahh. sad case for jaselyn. her ma dont allow. HAHAHA. sad lahh. i bet the girls will only be like less than 9 only. then the boys perhaps less than 4. since theres only 4 boys. HAHAH. so the class gona be VERY pathetic. heck siia. my excuse gona be i having fever. HAHAH. wen im goin out tmr and having trg the nxt day. and if the stupid tcher dare ask me which is impt, netball or drama. obviously my answer will be NETBALL. AHHA.

i just found out tat the person tat came our sch tat day was actually ex-amkss. and shes in u21s too. super duper ultra uber surprise can. cose.....ahhaha. cant say. and yeo pei qin is the nsl poster person. ahhaaa. shes super tall i tell u. okk, tall for me lahh. like obviously. HAHAHA. OHH OHH! and and and, ms choo is playin for nsl again! WOOHHOOO~ im finally gona see her in action! i last saw her was at the carnival wen shes teaching the kids net ppl. and sadly she seems like she dono me alr): damn sad lahh. but im still happy tat im gona see her again(:

assing lahh. suddenly bad mood siia lahh. i rather not be at home lahh. irritating x-hole. suddenly feel fan abt the stupid choosing subject thingy. seriously sayin i reali dono wat subject to take. worst still, i dono wat i wanna be in future. perhaps i reali wasted or perhaps used up alot of my time on netball. till im lost in life? im just like taking one step at a time in my life. ive wastedused up alot of my time on CCA and stuffs. totally not interested at studies though. yet i wanna go JC. weird huh?

so back to the subject. wat subject should i take? pure geo, art and music izit a must to take one of them? plus shld i take physics and combine bio and chem. or bio and combine chem and physics? haiyo. hu to ask? jia lat lahh. ask is can ask sis. then she will ask me ' ur bio or physics beta?' then i will stuck there. aiya. perhaps i should go back to the zou yi bu suan yi bu style of life.

i shall go slp now and get ready or tmr netball trg le(:

HOHO. suddenly im in a real good mood. ahahaa. okok. im just gona tok abt sat lahh huh. lazy type so long.

so i woke up at abt 6 just for the stupid fund fiesta thingy. cant it be later or perhaps nearer? so took 39 to pasir ris in less than 30min? not bad huh. other took abt 1hour train ride right? HAHA. so they will noe our tong ku of stayin far goin to even further places. okk, tats crap lahh.

then went there waited for ppl to come then blahh blahh blahh. then had the stupid 2.6km run. damn ass. i seriously didn wanna run at all. shld have given myself an excuse huh. during the run my right knee joint was super pain. but didn bother and continued running lahh. ran wif yanting. ahhaa. thankyou arhh! last turning point we sprinted all the way. i rmb we past one girl then the girl ran pass us again and we ran pass her again and she said 'WAHH~' and we two jus sprinted off. HAHA. it felt as though its my fastest run so far in sec sch heh. HAHA

then went to the sea there cool down yi xia. cose i was pespiring profusely again. super cooling lahh. then 10+ had captain's ball. super crap i tell u. netball rules ALL totally not applied. HAHA. but heck lahh. as long as we had fun its enough right?(: cose i practically hit many ball off dono hus hand lahh. and fake ppl tat its our ball. HAHAHA. aiya. its normal for me right? if u ppl are in my trg u will get it. HAHAHA.

then went to white sands shopping centre after tat. whole leg and shoes was super assing muddy can. super err lahh. then went to eat at food court wif huimin yanting jackie wing and qinyu. qinyu and wing went off first. then huimin went for her dance thingy. left we three. went walkin ard and goin crazy. the crazy one is obviously jackie ong lahh. then we had an idea to go get birthday presents for ppl. HAHAHA. okk, tats a secret between me, jackie and yanting. so its not to be said!(:

then went to get the stuffs needed and went home ard 5+. hopefully the things we're doin will be successful huh!(:

bfore this week i realised my holiday very empty. but after this week i realised its actually quite packed. but not as packed as some ppl lahh.
MON; trg and project.
TUES; go sch do d&t.
WED; go sch for stupid drama lesson. then go out wif pri sch frens.
THURS; trg
then im finally free. and tis whole week includes doin hmewrk. and im left wif english narrative to write, english book reviews and cover pages. chinese project, chinese ws. geo project and geo online hmewrk. other than hmewrk i still have to finish the 'experiments'. then still have to train on my stamina. many things huh?

i'am experimenting things nowadays since its holiday. and i actually finished my maths hmewrk and chinese wb alr. amazing huh? cose im kinda rushing everything to finish in order to experiment my things. im gona mke snow globe too(: hopefully everything works well(:


some ppl may be really rich till they dont need anything. but sometimes theres still smthing they will need which they themselves dono. some ppl may also be rich but they lack of family warmth or perhaps frens.
some may be poor but they have family warmth and frens.
some may also be poor but greed will lead them nowhere.
what about me? im in which category?
sometimes i just keep myself busy to numb myself.

im super ultra lazy and tired nowadays lahh. so didn bothered to blog neither did i even bother to on the com and i ended up forgetting to send ms lim the geo thingy-.- crap ass.

so...sumarise abit lahh huh. but still back to the so called QUITE long post. HAHAH.

MON
lessons were obviously boring. ive been slpin for long long hours but i still feel sleepy lahh! then after sch had trg. damn the lit cher can! damn damn damn. she said stay back for ONLY 10-15min but ended up she used up 45min of my time!!! damn her. stupid ass lahh. we took back our paper and she like dono for wat crap reason start writing SO SLOWLY. and i got reali impatient and started bangin table and shoutin for her to hurry up. and guess wat? i just pass the lit test. HAHAH. i wrote lots of crap but didn realised it was contradicting lahh. damn stupid can. and my poem was total crap.

then had trg. ran 10rounds lahh. ms lee's fault. actually 12 de. but the good cheryl let us cheat and run 10rounds. HAHA. at least 2rounds lesser. then did those physical stuffs. combine wif seniors lahh. slack as usual. but sad case senior very hardworking. me and jas slacking but shes not. HAHA. sorry lohh. cdiv ppl yi dao physical is like dat de. HAHAH. not all though.

then had some drills like thingy. tiring siia. but still endured lahh. since its called endurance test or smthing? and i kinda anyhow jump and land during the drills lahh. and my grp de seniors were laughin. HAHA. kk, tats how i am when im tired lahh. then was square ball-like drill. not bad, very fun. HAHA. cose i love doing FAST square ball(: then was dog and bone. even more fun siia! cose cdiv were like super hyper. and the sky is like super dark. and my vision lvl will go lower. cose im not wearing specs siia! then went home.


TUES
erm.. nth much lahh. just some stupid assing boring lessons again. the double periods day lahh. so at 130 we got early dismissal and went to tpy sports hall to watch the cdiv and bdiv south zone finals. super exciting lahh! BUT, i knew wat the outcome would be lahh. cdiv cose i noe the ij team too well alr. i mean those ppl way of play. rgs dont have enough strong players to overcome ij's strength. cose since pri sch kellock's team have been unbeatable[if theres such word] except stmargs have the neng li to beat them. but bcose now stmargs team alr change and kellock ppl some go ij then ALOT all from other sch dsa in. so wat do u tink? hu will win? rgs or ij?

then bdiv de is super obvious can. surely rgs lahh. cose they got like the super good defenders? and like 3 singapore player? i like the rgs GK defending. super ultra coolio lahh! wen can i be like her? HAHA. wait long long siia. even the height cant even be compare alr lahh! haizzz, i just wanna grow taller and my probs COULD be solved): god, let me please grow taller!(:

went to rachel kan's hse play badminton after tat. damn crap ass. her mother seriously is VERY MONSTER lahh! zhen bu kui shi monster mother. monster mother sheng chu lai de monster brother siia! cose jackie drop her brother 100+dollars racket and her brother complained to her mother and we cant play anymore. damn ass right? so we'll nv ever go her hse and play wif her anymore siia! somemore her mother tinks tat we're bad influence to rachel! damn her. my studies are like beta than rachel's lahh! still dare say i bad influence-.- stupid x-hole lahh.

MONSTER FAMILY CAN GO ACT IN MONSTER INC LIAO SIIA LAHH!(: rmb, nv ever to go rachel kan's hse. her family are super duper ultra UNwelcoming. even though their hse is full of the welcome mats-.-


TODAY
schs boring too lahh. and tat damn bitch ass old hag wong purposely dont want give me my progress slip siia! x-hole. she ask ppl to give out instead. and she use the chinese period to give. until my tcher came to look for us lahh! BUT, obviously we dont care(:

then all the super boring lessons. i pay attention until i seriously wanna slp. cose i was kinda having flu lahh. then recess went borrowing tie. 3/2 the dono wat tcher super ass sia! borrow tie will die huh? x him lahh. noe wonder their class is like super quiet can. surprisingly.

then after sch went to do d&t for awhile. like crap can. i took a long time to heat the arcylic to bent it lahh. and the uncle just took a FEW minutes to heat and bent it-.- urgghhh. i should have wait till fri and ask him do everything. cose he said his gona help me. but i wanna do it myself(: okk, contradicting AGAIN.

then bcose jackie ong kept pestering me to go so i went back to play netball. so called play lahh. seniors trg look interesting to me lehh. HAHA. then went back around 5+ and eating chocolates now. HAHA. im deprived of chocolates again!(: gona go plan wat i gona do for march holi. HAHA. dont worry, it wont be abt hmewrk. but instead abt how to improve my stamina. cose im gona improve my stamina and work hard for a place in bdiv. and if im in bdiv, i'll work hard for the team to be in south zone top4. if possible, aim for nationals again(: i believe if pri sch can mke it, sec sch can too. though i noe its much much harder alr.

okk, im gona off com now. and perhaps sleep. HAHA. deprived of sleep too man! no matter how much i sleep im still VERY tired. and now is only 922pm(:

i didn on nor used the com like one week alr lehh! surprisingly huh. until i came online and to my blog and realised tat the blog pic is gone! AHHAHA. i thot my com ie got prob siia! HAHAH. but seriously im just too lazy and not enough time to go find another blogskin lahh. so i'll just leave it till i have the time. HAHAH.