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damn busy these few weeks lahh. so i was jus practically chionging hmewrk since sat. and i finally finished my e-learning on monday! WOOHHOOO~ so ppl, dont cme idiot and ask me questions then mke me realised i forgot do tis forgot do tat OK. i donwanna waste paper anymore. HAHAHA.

im jus too lazy to put it monday and tuesday lahh huh. so wan read jus read everything. if not jus byebye(:

so monday were jus those boring lessons. then trg. ran6 rounds. my stamina is like crap lahh. run equals nv run also lahh. then rained. and stopped. so others were dryin the court lahh. and me rachel jackie got nth to do. HAHA. so we was standing bhind weizhen. since she always stand at tat spot. then i was tellin rachel tat weizhen wont move de. only her leg will keep repositioning. then jackie came in to kpo and i told her to same thing. then i said'then she will turn around' and guess wat, she reali DID turn around RIGHT AFTER i said tat. HAHAHA. then was pair ball. me and jackie do until super slow. we're the last pair to finish. AHHA. bcose we were kinda playin all along. ahahaa.

then team ball. can feel tat weizhen abit angry and not happy wif us alr. so i somehow got serious. but not many were serious at all lahh. then was court work. some throwing down then centre pass. im starting to dislike C again. cose i JUS CANT get free! its like a super hard thing for me. im sucha failure in being an attacker lahh. i train for almost 1year on attacking yet its like nv improving? and then i took sucha long time to get used to playin C and now im changed back to WD. super cool arhh? HAHA. i can nv stay in a position for long lehh. at most only 1year. damn sad lahh.

then my centre pass and stuffs was super bad. attackers always need to run. then i always suay suay halfway bcme attacker-.- and my knee was super not nice. the feeling is like dislocated again lahh. like the bone is not in line-.- but no choice. since the physio said there aren anything wrong wif my knee, i should jus carry on.

after trg went opp to eat and homed. goin up bus tat time i almost 'proposed' to jackie. cose wen walkin up the small stairs my knee suddenly 'brake' lahh. luckily i held on to the bars. if not i'll mke a fool out of myself in the bus.

my knee is totally useless lahh. its like no matter how much strengthening i do is useless alr. i can even do the royal chair thingy for up to 6min in the toilet lahh. but provided i have the patience to keep 'standing' there. but it doesn help at all. my knee is still so weak and pain lahh.

so today had stupid boring ass maths. and i dont stand up to greet her she also dono. HAHA. tats wat i have been doin. cose im jus to tired to keep standing up sittin down. then was history test. hopefully i didn flunk it? then recess. then was chinese test. super boring lahh. i read the passage until i almost fall asleep. and 1hour is more than enough until i took my own sweet time to finish the paper.

then we dismissed and got ready lohh. weizhen is super early. i tink bfore we were even dismissed, shes alr in sch. i tink she got nth beta to do at home. HAHA. and then if i say tat, she will say'no, i can do hand craft, watch tv and draw at home.' HAHAH. i can always predict wat ppl will say and do. esp her, cose shes always doin and sayin the same things. HAHAA.

then went off to the same place. rainning-.- so warm up until shelter. pair ball wif qian yan. we were fooling around again. AHHA. after finishin pair ball she was tellin me shes not warmed up yet. HAHA. sad case for her. im alr used to it. so after awhile we started our game. first two quarter we wasn leading. last two quarters then we caught up and won them!(: btw, the them is scgs.

their defending is more weird lahh. though its normal. and the WA didn run much at all lahh. shes like lost. then mke until i also feel lost. and her face give me the expression tat she feels panicky wen i hands up on her. and tats not a very good sign. i didn performed much today. cose i didn ever dared to run much lahh. and ppl dont dare give lobs. so i seldom get the ball though. HAHA. cose it was rainnin mahh. floor wet like hell. but perhaps bcose the floor was wet so we ran forward more. and the opponents more dont dare run alot and nv pull in balls. and tis time wif the feeling tat im gona fall, i reali did fall. last time alwasy nv fall de. somemore today i said to the opponent' pray tat we wont fall'-.- somemore at knee again. i should start changin ways of falling down. HAHA. cose i'll always put my knee down first. do tat nth will happen to other parts of me. HAHHAA

so after game ended shake hands and hugged tha. cheered her up a little bahh. i didn even wanted to defend her in the game though. but its still a game no matter wat. so i'll still do wat im needed to do. so after game ended went back sch. i tink i need brush up on my taping skills. HAHA. cose its super off today lahh. either too tight or too lose. or either not at the correct spot. worst is, i dono where is my left leg de knee cap! HHAA.

ppl all said the feeling of winning was good. HAHA. obviously it would be good lahh. then ppl went crazy on bus as usual. then reach sch say tmr not trg. sad lahh. cose we all wanted to pon cip. then went opp to eat and homed.

i almost one week nv use com lehh. miracle. HAHA. aiya. cose im jus too busy tis week. practically whole week netball. then plus sick equals die die. HAHAA. i forgot to bring alot things to sch also lahh. so wat i can rmb i'll jus type lahh huh. and i'll jus skip the lessons part. cose its always as boring. its gona be a super ultra LONG post. happy reading if u wanna noe my netball+sick=die die life. AHHAHA

MON
lessons as usual. then changed and ate. and got ready for trg lohh. ran 6rounds? then some running. and pair ball then court work? then i cant rmb anything alr. but i noe im not VERY serious at the start of trg lahh. sry(:

after trg, went hub then homed.


TUES
lessons as usual but dismissed earlier cose got game. so changed, ate, packed balls and got ready lahh. then off to nus. bus drive super duper uber slowly. so reached there quite late and need rush our warm up.

today is super no mood to do anything. cose sick lahh. monday was coughing like siao alr. then slp wake up flu and cough and fever. but i didn bothered lahh. cose theres game today. do i even look like i will go care?

so i jus continued trg. game wif cedar. i played super badly. sry ppl. i dono wats wrong wif my defending either. perhaps i jus feel too blur and gidy. cose i was actually having fever on court wen im playin. amazing huh? i expect myself to faint lehh. but amazingly, nth happened to me. HAHAH

we lost the game lahh. actually we can win de lohh. but seriously, i reali played reali badly. sorry ppl. my defending gettin worst again. after game cried lahh. not bcose we lost. i nv ever cried after losing. its bcose of some other reasons lahh. mainly bcose of my fever. i dono why but wenever i have fever i will cry. HAHA. tats jus me. those in my p1 class surely noe wat i mean. HHAA. and my knee and ankles were hurtin alot. esp my knees. its like gettin worst and worst.

after game i totally no mood. my fever high until dono like wat. but wat can i do? still need to take bus back. reach home straight away go bathe then went down see doc. no choice. cose i wanna faster recover for rgs game.


WED
today pon sch lahh. whole day fever can. highest was 39.3 lahh! its been a reali reali long time since i have fever continuously alr lohh. its like almost every hour i wake up to eat my medicine and take ice bag put on my head lahh. cose my body temp totally too high. i even warmed the WHOLE bed pls.

wen woke up alr 1+ to eat medicines i decided im not goin trg today liao. actually wanted to go. but i noe if i go today, tmr surely more dont need to play. so didn go lohh. then tell the rest and went back to slp.

slp all the way till abt 5+. then woke up do my stupid asshole art hmewrk. then ate a little. since i didn eat anything the whole day except for medicines-.- then finish hmewrk went back to slp again. HAHAA.


THURS
stupid 3 period lessons. thurs is always the slacking day. hu wan pon sch choose thurs the best. nobody will teach anything at all. then we suppose to dismiss at 1215 de. but cose iap. then 2/2 de all wan to pon lahh. so we came out at 1200 instead. at least we give them face attend ONE of their lessons. AHHA.

so those usual things lahh. today cheryl came wif us only. heng wen she touch my head tat time no fever arhh. not i die die alr.

so reach there did warm up. i went in only at 2quarter last few min. cose alyssa was injured. take care yahh! i was prayin cheryl wont call me. but still, it didn work. cose i noe i wont perform in tis state. bcose im coughin like mad. and my voice i somehow GONE-.- wen i shout i need ALOT ALOT of strength. which mean i shout one time my energy is lost another bit. which is totally very difficult for me to continue on court for another 2quarters.

sorry ppl. tats the only thing i can say again. i reali tried my best. im reali very tired. and i almost got my asthma attack again. i took awhile to cool myself down alright. and i wanted to give up at the last quarter and call for time. but since i decided to come on court i will endure it all. but reali sorryy for the lousy performance.

after our game rained-.- and obviously we got reprimanded by cheryl again. but yahh, it is our fault. and mainly mine though. i threw away many balls. even the ones i hao bu rong yi got it back. but still, i got one thing to say, the shooters should reali work on their shooting. sorry to say tat but its the truth. cose its reali very tiring to bring the ball down and then see it go back again.

saw more ppl today. i tink the 4pm match was postponed? so after the rain stop we went back. cheryl went back to sch. we're offically out of south zone alr. unless scgs won cedar and we win scgs. then perhaps we might continue to be in south zone. so JIAYOU ppl. we can beat scgs!

reach sch, as normal everybody went to play and i'll sit down watchin. sec1s today trg so weizhen didn go wif us. can see tat mrs ong and coaches all disappointed wif us alr. and weizhen is so gu yi can. i held back my tears since the game ended. i tried not to cry. then suddenly she come say those words to us then i purposely dont look at her. then she say finish alr come tell me 'rochelle,dont cry arhh. i can see ur eyes are red.'-.- on purpose lahh. but i noe its still out of kindness. HAHA. actually only those hu reali observe alot will notice wat i do. then tat stupid asshole come ask tis ask tat. noe wonder shes not my good fren lahh! ASSHOLE.

and guess wat. i was having fever after the game. amazing right? noe wonder i feel blur on court. so after tat went home alr. then no choice pull myself together and finished my maths and science then slept.


TODAY
lessons as usual. didn drank any cool drinks this few days man. tis shows how much i wanna get beta to go full out on court alr. but today reali buay tahan alr. after sch, played netball awhile then went opposite bought fries to eat. HAHA. sry lahh. reali cant take it. i alr nv drink milo alr lohh. until practically everybody get 'scolded' by me if they ask me why nv drink milo.

i reali wanna get well by tues so i can reali help in the team and beat scgs. and im not gona bother if tha is on my side there alr lahh. tis call sportsmanship. HAHAHA. i'll tell her im not gona give way to her on court. and sorry if i bang her on court bfore game starts. ahhaaa. then went the whistle blows, shes jus my opponent(:

so everybody JIAYOUS! TRY UR BEST IN EVERY GAME!! WE CAN BEAT SCGS DE!!(:
SENIORS MUS GET SOUTH ZONE TOP4!(: SO, JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!

ytd self train was okok lahh. i admit abt like the first hour or so the trg i was kinda fooling around lahh. but wen its time for court work i'll be serious and do it. but its like....everybody still in the playin mood or either the goin home mood. yahh, i noe theres no coach no tcher and yahh, i was playin also. but wen its court work, do u ppl see me laughin? or even smiling? i dont tink so.

seriously, i dont feel the anxiousness in the tchers and coaches. perhaps they are anxious but they didn show it. but one thing proves it all. tcher; team not name. not tryin to say naming the team is impt lahh and i noe tchers also busy lahh. but at least stop faking us and draggin and draggin right? coaches; i've got nth to say. cose they are still students like us. though one is not studyin now. but shes still busy lahh. and not everything they noe or can mke the decisions lahh. players lehh, i can say everybody practically have no confidence at all. how we gona get through round 1?

so trg ran 4rounds, pair ball, team ball. abit court work. court work is the part i reali feel like attituding alr. and i noe i kinda did at the last part of self trg lahh. cose i kinda reali cant stand it. u ppl say u wanna enter the team. but did ur put in ur best? to show tchers coaches that ur can do it? and then ur jus gave up like dat. wat are ur tryin to do and show tis way?

things came into my mind again. the pain seems to start all over again. the knee, its gettin weaker again. strengthening doesn seem to help anymore. everytime i land, it starts to break again. so this thought came 'the knee guards day are coming back'. even the elbow pain is cming back. plus the sudden weakness in my shoulder. i dono wats happening again.

so after trg, ate and went home.


today, plain boring again lahh. woke up early in case my ma gona go out lahh. cose i wanna go cut hair mahh. then hu noes she not goin out-.- mke me wake up early for no reason. so ate and went down to cut hair.

then came up, ate again. btw i woke up ard 11. and wet down ard 1+. HAHAA. so by the time im up, its lunch time. but i shared wif my sis. cose i wasn very hungry lahh. then on com and did some hmewrk. and started to feel confused lahh. bcose of the damn learning fest. it mke me feel so messy. cose i dono wat to do-.- plus the unfinish hmewrk collated since last tues. mke me feel more confused. cose i dono wat to start on first. thn wanna start and i realised im stuck. stupid right? then ask ard, nobody can help me.

fuck lahh. its always d&t and art where i need help. i ask ppl until i myself pekcek can. then end up the ppl i ask, either dono or nv ask directly to my question. maths i can solve it in no time. only depending on wen my sis come back. then the bloody hell learning journey thingy need time to go do research and stuffs. and i have so mny doubts to ask ppl. then the damn e-learning also need time. then once i tink of nxt week, is equal die die again. haizzz.

then at home, everytime get blammed for everything. sister sick my fault. no job my fault. helping them also my fault. wtf they wan me do. im alr lazy to go explain or even tok to them alr. jobless is so none of my business. its jus u hu is useless cant tahan tough jobs. and its him hu ask me buy pls. fucktard, wats so happy abt me calling him tat stupid not a word word. if its possible i'll rather call him oii.

once again i'm in need of miracles.

long time nv post. cose i was too lazy to lahh. anyway nth SPECIAL happen.

WED
the stupid learning festival start alr-.- dam dumb. my class go to little india and kampung glam. both was stupid lahh can. esp little india. no offence lahh. but arhh, reali very smelly can. its like hot and suffocating. i rather have a whole day of netball[court work] than whole day of goin those two places!


THURS
in sch had the F1 car making thingy lahh. at least its beta than the stupid learning journey thingy i tell u. but sad case i had flu on tat day. do things damn difficult lahh. but still carry on doin. not my grp surely short of ppl.

so our class won the 1st and 2nd placing of the race. and the most stylish and original car design. so practically our class owned other classes. HAHA. and 2nd placing was my grp! HAHAA. tis shows tat our grp still can survive WIFOUT winny tio(:


TODAY
woke up at 730am jus for tat damn e-learning thingy. its super dumb pls. chinese all sorts of stupid quest was asked. then the tcher reply very slow. somemore some nv reply. but tat is understand de lahh. so many of us and only one tcher.

then 10am was f&n de. ITS WAY WORST LAHH! first few minutes tcher got reply. after tat more and more ppl tcher nv reply. plus its not ms rose, its not ms lesa either. its ms clara. hu the hell is that? so many clara in the sch. so ended up everybody was tokin crap in the discussion board lahh.

so conclusion is, THE DISCUSSION THINGY WAS A FAILURE LAHH-.- its totally no use pls.

so now im jus waiting for my food to come and trg to faster start lahh. perhaps i'll go trg earlier. hopefully today wont rain. cose its really very impt for use to train on court work now alr.

today lessons were boring lahh. i was hoping all tchers nv cme. AHHAA. then maths tcher came. history tcher surely come de. if he nv cme i tink smth will happen. chinese tcher also same. if she nv cme i tink sky will drop liao. then finally, lit tcher nv cme! HAHA. i until now still dono hu the hell is tan chui ling pls. i tink whole month no lit liao lohh.

then during recess one big new is being passed ard. rachel kan finger dono wat crap happened. then until recess then we bring her go find ms tay. then ms tay went to find ms ng. and then ms tay chase us off. sad lahh. i wanna shun bian pon chinese lehh. HAHAHAA

then after sch change then ate then got ready for trg. ran 12 rounds. or i shld say 10rounds man. dono how they count de. but nvm. i dont mind runnin less rounds. HAHA

then warm up. pair ball then rainin-.- pathetic ass lahh. like dat forver dont need trg court work liao. last time at least mcs still got shelter de. now the shelter is like pathetic. plus cant use hall-.-

then was some jumpings. then i suggested gym and we reali did gym. HAHAA. cose i need to do strengthening. and im too lazy to do it at home. so do together as team beta mahh. cose my knee gettin weaker alr. long time nv do strengthening.

then endurance. and sprinting? then end trg. team not said again-.- and they dont even noe wen is the matches man. friday trg. hopefully no more rains.

my right hand dono wats got into it. today super no strength. then shoulder there very pain. feelin like dislocate like dat. but obviously its not lahh. jus tat i dont even have the strength now to lift my right hand up man. and its not over worked my hand muscle either. cose wen i start doin pair ball alr pain. alr no strength to throw ball. i dont even dare to stretch my right hand too much. later reali dislocate. HAHAHAA.

its like after my ankle then knee then elbow then now shoulder. like dat surely kinda scold by cheryl or mrs ong again de lohh. SURELY de lahh. so beta not kill my own shoulder now. and i beta do strengthening. if not i'll kill my knee too.

i feel so like pon-ing this two days of sch man. totally sian diao.

i suddenly feel so free. came home ard 430 and i still got the time to slp lehh. and yet i still have so many hmewrks not completed. perhaps its bcose of the 3days not like sch schooling bahh. cose tmr only hav like 4lesson lahh. so many double period. i surely sian diao de lohh.

i guess my mind these few days isn on studying at all lahh. practically ive been tinkin abt netball. the finalised team, how strong our opponents are and stuffs lahh.

so jus now jus had a conversation wif tha. shes so FULL of confidence lahh. btw shes a netballer frm scgs. meanin i'll meet her very soon. their team have the confidence of beatin rgs. they are only scared of cedar lahh. like crap. after seeing wat she typed, i totally no confidence in even beatin her sch lahh! but i noe we got to win all tis matches. if we wanna get into south zone top4.

her team is like so full of confidence. but wat abt ours? team not even finalised, everybody all like no confidence in even their own positions. if we wanna beat the others we first have to beat our own obstacles. get it?

i noe i myself have not much confidence either. but i noe i wont jus give up even BFORE playin wif them. even worst, haven even SEE them alr give up. haven even enter the team alr give up. jus face up to the challenges given to u. i believe we'll work as a team to face up all these challenges. perhaps not in sch but during netball trgs and games right? i noe i will chiong for the games alr. even if i die of asthma attack! HAHHA

SO NETBALLERS, I DONO IF U PPL WILL READ TIS, MOST PROBABLY NONE WILL ACTUALLY READ TIS LAHH. BUT, I JUS HOPE U PPL CAN HAVE MORE CONFIDENCE IN URSELF. I BELIEVE WE'LL WORK TOGETHER AS A TEAM TO BEAT THE OTHERS!(: DONT GIVE UP EVEN BFORE MEETING THEM ON COURT YAHH!

guess our first match will be wif cedar then rgs then scgs then henderson. why izzit always like dat man? all the hard ones come first-.- cant let us play wif the not so good ones first? so tat can boost our confidence mahh. HAHAA

JIAYOU PPL!!!

stayin at home is like so wrong after thursday. the feeling is like so not right. avoiding everybody and stuffs. conversations are like tokin to strangers. i had a hard time last time to start taking things as per normal. and now everything jus started again. the impression had always been on my mind. he had no right to scold me or even reprimand me after tat day. bcose he fucking well noe the fucking damn ass reason. i hate it wen ppl are not even doin the right thing and then the person jus jolly well start scolding or reprimanding the person to do the right thing.

so ytd after wakin up was like a disaster. i avoided seeing him. so i jus woke up and went straight to the toilet to bathe wen hes in the toilet. cose i dont wan to see his fucking face. then i was praying and hoping he'll get out of the hse asap. and gladly, he did as wat i wanted.

so only my sis came home cose i wanted her to come home asap to teach me chem. cose i was totally blurred out by the questions. so the conversation between us was weird too. i had those weird feelin as though its been like a thousand years since i spoke to her.

then abt 12 my ma came home. and the disaster started. she started blaming me for mkin him gettin sacked by his boss. like wtf. its fuckingly not my prob at all pls. he dono how to control his emotions and all its so not my prob. hes an stupid adult and im only a teenage. for goodness sake. if its bcose of wat happened then shouldn i be like attituding all my tchers and frens and failing to focus on netball every single day?! since ive always gettin accused for i-dono-wat reason at all pls. though i admit sometimes i cant reali control my emotions and i did attitude ppl and cant focus in netball. but i still try my best. unlike all those fucking sayin they are adults but they mindset are jus like a 3year old kiddo. or mayb even worst, a baby-.-

and he got sacked bcose he played psp-.- tats worst. stupidly he played infront of his boss. which idiot will also noe not to play infront of ppl which status is bigger than u lahh. even in class, which idiot will go use fone infront of the tcher and let the tcher confiscate the fone?-.- only brainless asses will go do tat pls. its fucking hell not my business he got sacked lahh! and seriously im not gona be tat childish to go entertain in watever they are gona say alr. they dont bother abt me i wont go bother abt them. i wont bother them to do anything for me alr. so im gona stop helpin them in watever way they want me to help them alr. its tiring always sacrificing for them and yet they jolly well jus accused me wifout knowing anything at all.

ahh~ im not gona tok abt them alr. everything was forced by them. so dont blame me for being like tis.

so today was boring man. woke up ate and went back to slp. i feel like a pig lahh! then woke up started doin hmewrk awhile then went down to eat again-.- damn crap lahh. then came up do finsih geo. left sci, d&t and art. and im gona finish sci today only. art i'll jus anyhow print some big big pictures. d&t wait till im more in the mood to do. art i got do the tcher shld be very happy alr siia. i gave her face. HAHAA

starting of 2008 is alr like crap. i wonder how NICE can 2008 ever get to. the only REAL nice part is only netball. cose netball let me 偶尔meet dao my pri sch teammates/seniors. and my favourite coach arhh!


希望将来的日子会更好!(:
大家要继续为目标努力哦!
加油!(:
i feel so cheenafied. HAHAA

jus came back frm all the netball stuffs.

FRI
had all those normal lessons lahh. super boring. always felt like slpin lahh. but must be attentive. not how to survive for tis year streaming man. okk, i tink im tinkin too far. HAHAA. i tink wen greeting those smaller size tchers arhh, if i dont stand up they also dono de lohh. HAHA. but anyway im always the last to stand and the first to sit back down.

then after sch went to change, drank milo and got ready to go st nichs. their sch super big. court super not nice. HAHA. i still prefer ij lahh. big plus nice. somemore court is nice de. not those super rough surface ones. fall liao sure die die kind.

so saw both daphne, clarissa, alexandra and kelly. ohh, and the kellock girl. i stil cant seem to rmb her name though. ahhaa. the first quarter wif st nichs wasn very good lahh. but i wasn playin though. until the second quarter onwards then i started to play every quarter i tink. cant reali rmb. heng i not reali the attacker kind. so i wont reali meet those pri sch teammates as in attacker and defender kind. but its cose i meet the defender ones more often lahh.

my passes were kinda haywire lahh. lobs too high and sometimes very slow. or either overshot. then defending wasn very tight lahh. cose i didn wanna over commit. firstly, i donwanna step into the puddle. secondly, i scared fall down. cose i got tat bad feeling wen i reach there. though im not in red. HAHA. thirdly, if i over commit everytime cant defend properly. the only good thing was only 3feet hands up lahh. and its always tat though. plus today 3feet hands up wasn tat good either. jumping up timing was wrong so didn manage to hit the ball fully.

so tats how i feel for both the games lahh. and the ipoh de C got attitude prob man. i didn bang her nth she cme bang me show me tat damn ass face. so obviously i got tighter on her and bang her too lahh. and i rmb got one quarter was super funny. first, i kana shocked by the WA on court. HAHA. cose she suddenly shout in a very loud and high pitch voice. so i kana shocked dao and we two was laughin. HAHAA. then was reali some very funny things happened lahh. skirt drop, some ppl voices changed like dono wat, the game suudenly goes so fast and everybody was like practically laughin. those on court laughin de mostly is me and alyssa lahh. cose we kept tokin abt the game of course!

then rained mahh, so game stopped. then get ready all these and back to sch. me and rachel is forever snatchin for things. ohh! and those injured de ppl take care arhh! i tink im so good at those cleaning wound at knees and stuffs alr lohh. ahahaa

reached sch took our bags went up AVA room put bags then off to bathe. in the boys toilet. HAHA. cose girls toilet flooded wif ipoh girls. the boys toilet super disgusting pls. then went up AVA room chat lohh.

then 9+ went down for games. the waiting was boring but overall the game still not bad lahh. ahhaaa. then went up took bags and off to hall. then went walkin ard the slp while waiting for milo to be taken out. HAHA. jackie and jaselyn scary cats lahh. they grab my hand so tight pls. mke me bathe liao still perspire so much. cynthia and huey fen kinda scared us. ahhaa.

then went collect milo. and off to play cards. awhile niia lohh. they all not fun de. then they were telling ghost stories. super not scary lahh. they tell until 2 like dat all died out liao. meanin all slept. then us me wake them up went goin.

so practically i didn slp lahh. but ard 2+ i doze off. cose too tired. but woke up at 3. tried waking them up but to no avail-.- jackie open her eyes look at me slp back-.- rachel woke up dono say wat then slp back-.- crap them man. since all heck liao so i shall slp too then. so i was freezing while slpin lahh. super cold and i didn wanna use slpin bag. ahhaa. and i slp until my neck pain man. cant turn right fully. HAHA.


TODAY
woke up ard 612 like dat. actually i woke up every hour lahh. so no big anyway. cose heard alot footsteps. cose seniors and the ipoh de wake up liao.

then go brush teeth, tie hair, change shoes and got ready. cose we're early so mrs ong let us drink milo. ahhaaa. finally shes nice man. HAHAA. but still, i find ms lee beta than mrs ong.

then got up the bus and off to knc. saw many ppl man. and one made me super happy to jus see her. HAHAA. saw both daphne again, jiamin, the st margs ppl, ms heng and ms choo! ms choo is the one which made me happy jus to see her. HAHAA. LONG LONG time nv see her alr lahh. and she is suppose to be in hongkong! bluff us man she. at first wen i see her was funny lahh. cose she walk pass me and i was sittin down mahh. and saw her watch only. so i was tellin ppl tat tat kidsnet de was wearin the same watch as me. then wen i stood up i saw her face. and i was like 'ms choo ehh!' then was shouting for sherylyn. HAHAA. and asked daphne to see. then we was tellin each other to go call her but nobody dares to. HAHAA.

okk, i shall tok abt the games today lahh. rgs bdiv was reali very strong. theres one singapore de inside. and i tink not one but two. their stamina super high i tell u. they're like totally not tired pls. then was st margs cdiv playing wif ipoh cdiv. their standard went down alot. but they're still good de lahh. the twins seem diff. the C de twin now also can play GD lehh. i tink cose they not enough ppl. cose the GD went rgs i tink. then the GK went sports sch. so wat do u tink abt their defence now? but they're still good lahh.

so after the game off back to sch. debrief and finally told us our groupings. south zone wif rgs, cedar, scgs and henderson. we can only afford to lose one game lehh! how like dat? nv seen cedar play bfore how can i interpret? scgs can win de. HAHA. my capt in tat sch, somemore my pri sch teammates also say so. then henderson if im not wrong should be like nan hua tat game. if im not wrong i tink pri sch i play wif henderson pri bfore. and rgs if we play our best the score diff shouldn be very diff. so ppl, JIAYOU!(: seniors grpin is easier than us lahh. but its bdiv so its still hard de. bdiv not tat easy for me interpret. cose nv seen many of them play bfore. so seniors must JIAYOU too!(:

and the team list not out yet-.- damn crap pls. frm dono how many weeks bfore say wanna say until now still haven say.

then after tat went hub eat. saw caroline and alyssa there. so chatted for quite awhile then went back. reached home super sleepy. so decided to slp. frm like abt 4 till 10 lahh! i got a shocked went i woke up. i thot was nxt mornin liao lohh. cose the light outside very bright plus the fone was ringin. i thot was happened. HAHA. then see the time, 10PM-.-

so woke up i feel so dirty. HAHA. cose i didn bathed and went to slp liao mahh. hahaaa. so woke up first thing bathe. then ate chips for dinner. ahhaa. so amazing right. eat until full liao then go offer it to my sis. im sucha nice person man! HAHAHA. then use com till now lohh.

so overall, this two days was fun lahh. though lack of slp but i get to see many ppl. HAHAHA. in few days or week time and if im in the team i'll get to see THA!! ahhaa. abit too excited lehh. i lookin forward to the games though. but not the ones wif cedar and rgs. and tinkin of the sun, i tink i'll faint in the first quarter): all tis is wen i get into the team first then say. ahhaaa. and hopefully tis time round coaches appear for our games. i donwan like pri sch everytime no coaches again.

JIAYOU ppl!(: we'll be very busy soon. anyway, since sch starts im alr very busy. in fact, since last year sch ended im alr very busy wif netball stuffs. and ive thought it over alr. tis my 5th year playin netball liao. first year no achievements, second third year all enter nationals, fourth year no achievements either. not even carnival siia! so fifth year im not jus gona give up like dat. ive put in so much of my time and effort and everything and im not jus gona give up like dat(:

NETBALL IS STILL MY PASSION!(:

I HATE HIM FORVER. I ACTUALLY WOULD HAVE BEEN SO STUPID TO TRY FORGIVING HIM. I CANT BELIEVE IT. I HATE YOU! FUCKING BLOODY IDIOTIC ASSHOLE. FUCKING SHIT. I SWEAR FROM TODAY ONWARDS IM GONA STAY AWAY FROM TIS FUCKING NOT A HOME HOME! I MEAN IT TIS TIME. IM NEVER EVER GONA TOK TO HIM ANYMORE. NOT GONA CALL HIM. NTH! I'LL JUS BE ON MY OWN TATS ALL. I HATE YOU!

i actually wanted to post abt wat happened tis few days. but forget it. i totally lost my mood. i jus feel fucking accused now. even they dont understand. tats why i never ever bothered to explain anything. now sch is a much better place than here. fucking shit.

i dont tink im gona blog tat often liao. cose im even lazy to go on the com. plus i got no time. HAHA. if got free time also is go use and slp.

THURS
supposed to have pe but the cca selection thingy make us no pe. sad lahh. i dont like stayin in class. cose the damn partner is damn damn. asshole lahh him. then chinese was totally boring pls. i hear the tcher tok until i wanna slp lahh.

then recess then IAP. art for tat whole 2h15min. super duper uber boring lahh. tchers dono how to mke use for the time de. ask those super ass questions for dono how many times. then hu ask me suay suay kana by the tcher to ans ques. somemore is the last few. all we learnt last year was alr said by the others alr lahh pls. furthermore its such a long time everything alr forgotten-.-

so tcher asked ppl wat we learnt last year. everybody practically said everything alr. and i was hoping someone would say the thing i wanna say out. but hu noes tat stupid ass tcher called my name instead. and since tat was the only thing in mind i have to say, so i jus said it out. then the tcher goes 'WAHH~' and the class also did the same thing. she tink im picking a fight wif her. but sorry, no im not. im jus stating the fact. and she attituded us the first thing she saw us. so why cant i attitude her back? i dont tink i'll have peace for the nxt 6mths for art alr-.- art is alr a burden to us last year. givin us so much hmewrks. sittin down for such a long time. torture man~

so the whole IAP was a disaster. then we was released earlier. since those tchers didn noe wat to do and we aren interested in them and art at all. the tchers are like a total failure pls.

so end sch and waited for jackie then went hub. then homed. then slept all the way till 8. and watched tv till 12 and slept again.


FRI
starting the day was maths. and the tcher alr dono die until where. the first lesson wif her was alr....i bet tis year maths class gona be rebeling session also.

since today dont need see tat damn angela wong so i changed place to sit wif qinyu instead. i cant tahan jeremy lim tat asshole. i rather sit at the back wif qinyu then sittin in the middle wif tat fat ass.

then was d&t. worst than chinese. i listen to mrs koh tok until wanna slp. but everytime my head on the table the tcher will stare at me-.- and theres alr homewrk): then recess.

then was sci. ms poon still ok bahh. but sometimes shes like weizhen. mouth got open to tok but i canot hear anything. HAHAA. her lesson pass kinda fast. since we're needed to copy stuffs.

then was eng. ass. another attitude tcher. i prefer last year. though the tcher is the same but i sittin wif eng pro plus room got aircon plus only 20 ppl. the only bad thing abt last year was we have to climb alot stairs. stupid nair reali very dumb lehh. dono how to use com then suan le. still mke our whiteboard like shit-.- she go use permanant marker on our white board-.- she claims tat she picked it up on the floor. cheap lahh she. i say is she buy de lohh-.- then end up she ask us to go clean it up ourselves-.- she mke the board like dat then want us clean-.-

then was geo. i tink geo is the best lesson of the day lahh. and i rather ms lim be our form tcher than tat asshole. though sometimes ms lim very fierce lahh. but most of the time shes jokin wif us than being fierce wif us.

then after sch changed and ate. then fill tumblers and played for tat 1h bfore trg starts? suppose to be match but was cancelled for dono wat crap reason by mrs ong-.-

then warm up. my warm up was only one round in sch. HAHA. cose i cant run lahh. i run one round in sch alr half dead. asthma wat to do? i donwan like wed trg. run until almost die. if tis time run surely die alr. and i got somehow reprimanded by mrs ong for being sick-.- she say me like grandma-.- eye got prob, knee got prob, ankle got prob then got asthma. wats her prob man? like i want like dat. then i was like 'huh?my eye got prob mehh?' then she said 'u're short-sighted wat' then i was like 'ohh, okk. but i can see on court' all these probs like i want to have like dat. if i have the choice to choose obviously i will choose t be perfectly fine right?

then was some footwork, pair ball, team drills. same stuffs lahh. ohh, and endurance. its pretty easy for me nowadays. since i do it at home. and cose theres sec1s so the time is shorter.

then end trg. mrs ong said nxt week gona be hectic week for us. meanin i'll have less time to slp man. HAHA. hopefully we will have a nice team huh.


TODAY

woke up at abt 10plus. then since i was still very tired decided to slp back till 12. then woke up almost quarelled wif my ma. cose she didn tell me today doc was halfday-.- so practicall rushed down. haizz, asthma attack again. why didn my asthma break? my sis one did but mine didn): had 6 diff kinda medicines again. saddening lahh. the tastes all sucks pls. lucky no pneumonia lahh. not there will be more than 6 kinda medicines. and heng the doc didn try to give me MC. ahah. but i still needa go see the doc again on mon night): hopefully i'll be cured by then. if not he surely give me MC liao.

then went to eat and homed. ate the medicines. reali super sucky. whole day shivering bcose of the medicines instead of the weather-.- watched tv until slp cose super tired made by the medicines lahh. all have so many diff kinda side effects. even have restlessness-.- cant eat wen goin sch man. HAHA. cose im restless enough in class.

then ard 7 decided to do hmewrk. sian. i cant write properly cose of the shakiness of my hand-.- d&t worst. totally sian diao. find pic all tis again. and im feeling tired again by the medicines...........

okk, since its such a long time since ive blog and i cant rmb wat happened either, so i shall jus tok abt today.

reach sch at 720 zun zun. HAHA. si beh re nao lehh. so jus went to class put bag and those long long talks lahh. okk, today one counted quite short liao lohh. i rmb last year de was longer. mke until i totally felt like slpin.

then first half of the day all form tcher dono wat shit thingy. damn ass lahh. now EVERYDAY need see tat stupid wong face. damn ass lahh she. irritatin freak. 1year alr still cant rmb ppl's name. but also good lahh. so she wont call those tat she dono the name de. ahha. and im one of them! bcose i hate tokin to her. but ms poon is nice bahh. and worst thing ever. im sittin wif tat irritatin asshole.irritatin like hell. i tis semester surely no peace. BUT, 我不会给他好日子过的. plus im sure sooner or later i will suggest tat stupid wong to change place.

then was recess. canteen even more crowded siia. then ve. see tat stupid wong face again. last year ve whole class noisy like shit. now ve quiet like hell. then was eng. stupid nair again. alamak lahh. but ok lahh. as long as u dont tok she wont pick on u.

then maths. SSRP. tcher got dono wat band thing. but need do the journal thingy again-.-then was assembly. bored lahh. totally same as last year.

then drank milo and wait for trg to start lohh. im back to my milo days. HAHA. recess and lunch all milo! i was tinkin tat today sure run outside two rounds and tat if i dont faint or die of asthma attack i alr xie tian xie di alr. HAHA.

but sure enough i kana asthma attack again. tis time more jialat. since im alr havin asthma plus pneumonia. its alr counted lucky tat i didn die. HAHAA. its amazing how im actually willingly to risk my life for netball. HAHAA.

then was some running stuffs. jus tryin to endure more. but wen i heard cheryl sayin runnin up and down 6times. i totally no more endurance. cose my heart very pain. plus very diff to breathe lahh. so had to tell liao lohh. cose i donwanna die bfore fulfilling[?] my dreams and aspiration. ahahaa. actually after the two rounds my heart alr start to hurt alot liao. jus tat i believe i still can tahan.

then was pair ball. very fast hand tired liao. plus right shoulder pass i totally cant feel wat im throwing. then was some drills. then centre pass. then end of trg.

they said the team will be named mayb tmr or fri? so mayb i shall say im the suay one, if they're gona base alot on today's trg. then im reali suay. hu ask me to be sick lahh. no choice. i dont even have confidence tat my sick is gona cure by fri game. if not i tink i wont even last for 1quarter. perhaps even another attack. so the only thing i can say is good luck to myself and hopefully the coaches and teachers can understand bahh. but arhh, if its mrs ong. i sure u she wont understand. haizzz. forget it, jus wish me luck.