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“Take up one idea. Make that one idea your life - think of it, dream of it, live on that idea. Let the brain, muscles, nerves, every part of your body, be full of that idea, and just leave every other idea alone. This is the way to success, that is way great spiritual giants are produced.” Swami Vivekananda
“Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.” Steve Jobs
“The truth is incontrovertible, malice may attack it, ignorance may deride it, but in the end; there it is.” Winston Churchill
NP Netball
Monday, October 14, 2013 1:47 AM

I feel that I've been hanging out a lot with my NP netball teammates. HAHAHHA. though not all of them! its a good thing and a bad thing I guess? hahaha. good thing is obviously, we're much bonded but only to those that been to the Taiwan trip? bad thing is that I don't want anyone to leave. I don't want it to just end. yeah, I know it doesn't just end like this. but im quite sure it will.

sometimes I really do wish someone would read this. I mean like someone would be able to convey the msges I've been wanting to convey to certain ppl that I haven't been doing. actually, im kinda quite sure that if someone actually really bothered to understand me, by reading all my super duper long posts since the start of this blog, I do think that person will understand me a lot. HAHAHHAA. but its kinda impossible. cause its really too much and too long!! HAHAHHA

ok, I shall upload some photos of my 'holiday'.














 



 
 


 
 
 
 
ok, I think that's all I did for my 'holiday'! I don't even know if my fyp is going well anot though. I hope it is! School's starting in two days time? I really have no idea how I should be feeling :/ I never did had ANY feelings at all beside 'sian, sch starting again. need to start studying again' since poly started. but I dono, this time round, im kinda feeling mixed feelings. like really really strong mixed feelings. sigh... I don't want poly life to end neither do I want to continue. hahaha. I mean I don't mind continuing to study in NP. but that obviously means retaining?! which is definitely not what I wished for. HAHAHHA. so ya...its time to make myself stop feeling that way. should have the intern 'thinking'. just go there and do properly. hahahah. I mean like for my results, I don't have a choice even if I hate socialising or asking things or whatever rubbish that I usually don't like to do! so yup, I really need to get that thinking back! last sem, last time to work hard and try pulling up or at least maintain my own GPA?! I really want to enter local uni. I doubt im prepared to work yet. so please, let me get into local uni. hopefully, my last sem in NP will be really good! academics wise and non-academic wise! just everything be smooth sailing for once? please?
 
last but not least, I really hope the friendship forged will be maintained. though I really do not have a life out of netball, but I do hope its possible to still meet up even if competitions ended or that we've graduated. definitely wont be easy, but guess what? since when has anything been easy?
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Disappointed?
Wednesday, October 09, 2013 2:34 AM

I dont get it. Really dont. Sometimes I really really wished I didnt understand. That im not able to read minds easily. I dont want this ability. I dont want to know.

So is it just me or its really u guys? Seriously dont get it. We wont get far doing the basics defence and attacking stuffs on court against stronger teams. Much stronger and experienced team. I dont want to only start thinking/practicing/quarelling on court when things happen. Why cant ur get it? Its not a solo game!! No way u can do everything urself!!! Arghhh.

Not that I wanna make things difficult or act big or bossy or petty or whatever shit nonsense u think. But u think the opponents the umpire will go easy on us during a game? So what happened to train like u're playing and play like u're trg? Arghhh.

Shit, I dont really think I'll ever say this. But I miss miss huang's trg. Straight to the point and effective. Miss huang, are u done with ur break alr? I want to continue learning things from u. I REALLY dont learn anything from np trgs. Neither are they doing things I wanna practice on. Everytime I suggest, ill just get the 'ya, ok, we'll do it' next moment, do own things again. Omg, kill me. );

Shall stop thinking. Whatever alr. I dont wanna care so much. Anyway when sch starts, I'll be focusing more on that. Then, dont blame me for not being 'serious' and whatever nonsense.
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