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Injuries
Monday, September 30, 2013 11:24 PM

I think it's been awhile since I've posted right? Quite lazy to post pictures though.

I feel as though I've changed quite abit. Dont really know if its a good thing or a bad thing. It's true that I appreciate ppl more. Starting to somehow be nice to ppl ard me. HAHAHAH. But it kinda feels weird. Like not right. HAHAHAH. Ok, whatever.

Just wanna say that injuries can be such a burden at times. I was quite amazed at the limit I went over for my own body. I knew I was at my limit. I knew something will happen if I dont stop, but I continued. I wasnt the only one tired and in pain. Everyone deserve to rest too. Im glad I preserved through. Just that I didnt do good enough. I still allowed my teammates to feel helpless. Should have been more focused. Yeah, none of them would have seen this, but I do feel at fault. Ur may not have looked at me and said it, but I felt it. Whenever its defenders or midfielders, the WDs gets it all. I cant help but to feel at fault. I tried, but I guess it just wasnt good enough. I'm really sorry.

Sometimes I really really wished I was the one injured. Whenever I see my friends getting injured, like those major ones, I really hoped it was me instead. At least I finally had a proper reason to stop for me. Those who were injured, they still had a long way to go and they still wanted to play. For me, I just needed something real hard for me to stop for good. For me to give up for good. Cause I know how much passion I have for this sport. How much it requires for me to stop for good. Dont think anyone would ever understand. I really really hope I can do something to help my friend who just tore her mcl, but I know theres nth I could do. The only thing is to be nicer to her. But yet at the same time, I dont want her to feel like im pitying her. I just know how its like to be injured. Really hope she can be well soon. Though I may not be able to play with her anymore, but at least seeing her on court would be good enough.

Though I may not believe fully in God, but shes the first person I've seen to pray for me when I was in pain. Appreciate the gesture she did and I'll also do the same. Thanks for trying to make me feel better.
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