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“Take up one idea. Make that one idea your life - think of it, dream of it, live on that idea. Let the brain, muscles, nerves, every part of your body, be full of that idea, and just leave every other idea alone. This is the way to success, that is way great spiritual giants are produced.” Swami Vivekananda
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New year resolution
Saturday, January 02, 2016 2:57 AM

Suddenly feels like dejavu. Cause I've never set any new year resolution on the last day of the year or the first day HAHAHA its always like the second or third day.

And i guess since secondary sch i probably only had one resolution. Oh no maybe two. Firstly, stop injuring myself. Secondly, be healthy. I guess....the second one is almost about achieved alr? Since im no longer as sickly. Just every year i have some nonsense weird ass illness to deal with...but oh well, still thankful for whatever healthy days i had!

As for stop being injured...i guess i'll never achieved it :/ just one after another man...after the knee, comes the ankles. After the ankles, i injured my thumb. And now my shoulder? As much as i want to continue competitive. I no longer know how. My body no longer allow me to.

Even when i dont play competitive, i get injured from i dont even know what. Probably i should change my new year resolution to stop having to bear all the physical pain. Everytime i get injured, i increase my pain tolerance. Sometimes i dont even know for what. It still feels like im just being a sadist. Just someone who needs pain to feel alive. I dont even know either.

But oh well, i do feel that I've become more mature and.....anti social HAHAHAH i no longer see a point in keeping friends that throw me aside when they have new ones. Why should i always try to hard to keep my friends? And yet they dont. I guess everyone have a different set of thinking. Oh well, mine is also not totally right. If its meant to be, it will be. Just be thankful for whoever who stayed and whatever that i have.

Mind over stress 😉 Stay healthy and happy everyone!
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