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“Take up one idea. Make that one idea your life - think of it, dream of it, live on that idea. Let the brain, muscles, nerves, every part of your body, be full of that idea, and just leave every other idea alone. This is the way to success, that is way great spiritual giants are produced.” Swami Vivekananda
“Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.” Steve Jobs
“The truth is incontrovertible, malice may attack it, ignorance may deride it, but in the end; there it is.” Winston Churchill
Did it ever happened?
Friday, April 30, 2010 10:19 PM

i've just realised something. i've never ever forgotten what happened. i deluded myself all this while. i dono how i've done it. but seems like its just an appearance. deep now, its empty. im really lost inside.

i realised that its affecting me. my mind aren't clear at all. i couldnt even think straight today. i guess it would really be weird if i do well this time. seems like the ability of me being able to separate school and personal stuffs is gone.

actually yes, everything's gone.

okk, i rmb saying im not gona say anymore stuffs. and seems like ive broke it. so, once again, ive done it. HAHAH. so, thats the end.

my parents said they wanna go east coast tmr. AHHAHA. weird much? they love suggesting weird stuffs now. especially when im having my exams. told u, they never knew when i had exams. but i do think my mum knows alr. since ive been telling her my exams are gona be terrible. HAHAHA. and obviously, theres no reaction.

i have no idea if i should be elated or dejected. because i haven studied any single shit for the upcoming exams. though i still have some time, but i doubt i have much time. HAHAHA. but yeahh, im going tmr. AHHAHA. not to play of course. but honestly, i dono if i have that self-discipline to watch ppl play and i myself studying. HAHAH. though the environment there would be conducive. in a sense, conducive as in its windy and RATHER peaceful. but there are hell lots of distractions. HAHAH. but i'll try to study there. since i really dont think i have much time.

'its really contrasting of what he's doing. if only i could share, then everyone would know how much my world could change in a minute. i dont know if i should cry or laugh?'
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HUMANITIES SUCK.
Thursday, April 29, 2010 3:33 PM

one word- DIE.
it is to describe how i feel for SS today. ultimate alr lahh. the things i studied came out. the WORST part is, I CANT REMEMBER. FREAK IT MAN. SUCK SHITZ LAHH.

but nvm, its over. i just hope i managed to scrape through. seriously.

next week will be uberly duperly superly stress alr. good luck man ppl. dont see white. HAHAHA.

i doubt my mum knows my exams started. HAHAHA
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Useless.
Monday, April 26, 2010 8:15 PM

I swear its totally useless in having a sister. she cant help me in any way. furthermore, shes snatching with me stuffs. i thought that after her graduation, she wouldnt be that childish anymore. but seems like im STILL wrong. why am i the one giving way where im the younger one? seems like the theory of the older one giving way to the younger one really doesnt work here...

'everything's adding on to the burden'
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IM GOING CRAZY SOOOOOONNNNN!!!!
Sunday, April 25, 2010 7:14 PM

YES, IM SERIOUSLY GOING CRAZY. HUMANITIES ARE DRIVING ME UP THE WALL MAN. SS MYE IS IN 4 DAYS TIME? AND IVE NOT GOTTEN ANYTHING INTO MY BRAIN AT THE MOMENT. I CAN ONLY REMEMBER PART OF VENICE STUFFS-.- WHICH ARE NOT EVEN TESTED-.- FREAK HER. USE HER BROCOLI/BROCOLLI( HOWEVER U SPELL IT) BRAIN TO THINK LAHH! NOT TESTED IN MYE THEN MAKE TEST US ON THAT FOR WHAT?! URGHHHHHHHHHH. IM STILL NOT OVER THAT.

AHHHH. I WANNA CRY. AHAHAHHA. AND GEO TEST IS TMR WHERE MYE STARTS IN 4 DAYS. AND GEO MYE IS LIKE 2 OR 3 WEEKS LATER?! IRRITATING. WHAT EXACTLY IS THE PROBLEM WITH HUMANITIES TEACHERS?! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT. IF I FEEL SO MUCH STRESS AND WHATNOT NOW, I HAVE NO IDEA HOW AM I HANDLING O LEVEL. WHATMORE IF I WANNA TAKE A LEVEL. WISH ME GOOD LUCK MAN.

DOING GEO PEEE CAN REALLY KILL U IN DEVELOPMENT-.- I CANT IMAGINE MYSELF DOING FOR FOOD PRODUCTION. I GUESS IM STILL LUCKY NOT TAKING PURE GEO. I WANT MS LIM BACK MAN. BUT SOMEHOW, IM STARTING TO GET A BETTER IMAGE OF ISMAIL. PERHAPS I SHOULD ASK HER CHECK MY PEEE ONE DAY. HAHAHAHAHAHA. AND THIS SOUNDS SO SO SO SO SO WRONG. AHAHAHAHAHHAHA.

OK, I CANT WASTE ANYMORE TIME. THOUGH IM GONA GO WATCH TV ALR. AHAHAHHA. JUST DONT LET ME FAIL HUMANITIES ANYMORE MAN...AND I HAVENT TOUCH ANY OTHER SUBJECTS YET):

OH, BTW, IM TYPING USING THE COM. THOUGH ITS IN CAPS. CAUSE I FEEL LIKE IT. AHAHAH. OTHER POST ARE IN CAPS TOO CAUSE ITS USING PHONE AND I DONO WHY I CANT TYPE IN SMALL LETTERS. SO JUST GET USED TO IT SEEING MY POST IN CAPS. HEHE.

'THERE'S ONLY ONE GOAL LEFT TO KEEP ME GOING. IF I LOSE IT NOW, I LOSE MYSELF TOTALLY. PERHAPS EVERYTHING ELSE IS SECONDARY. I'LL JUST LOSE MYSELF TO BOOKS ALR I GUESS? ITS THE NON-LIVING THING THAT KEEP ME COMPANY AGAIN. OR HAS IT NOT CHANGED AT ALL?'
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Facade.
Friday, April 23, 2010 7:11 PM

SOMETIMES ITS THE FACADE TALKING. AND I NO LONGER KNOW HOW LONG I CAN KEEP THIS GOING.
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Pointless?
Sunday, April 11, 2010 11:48 PM

SOMETIMES, I NO LONGER SEE THE NEED IN TALKING ANYMORE.
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Arghhhh!!!
Wednesday, April 07, 2010 10:41 PM

SUCK SUCK SUCK! ARGHHHHHH!
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Yeahh!(:
Friday, April 02, 2010 10:44 PM

HAHA. IM BLOGGING USING MY PHONE WITHOUT LOOKING AT THE SCREEN. SO GOOD LUCK READING. THERE'LL BE ALOT ERRORS. HHAHA.MY PHONE IS DAMN USEFUL FOR LAZY PPL LIKE ME. HAHA. CAUSE I DNT NEED TURN ON THE COM? HAHA.NK, SINCE I CANT SEE THE SCREEN, I SHALL JUST TALK BREIEFLY ABOUT YTD AND TODAY. HAHA. YTD WAS CRAPLY FUN. CAUSE WE TRICK DEEPA! HAHAHA BUT ORAL WASNT THAT PERFECT LAHH. TNDAY WAS FUN TOO! PICTURES IN FB! UPLOADED VIA PHONE TOO! YEAHH, IM SO SMART!HAHAHA. OK, BYE BYE. I FEEL WEIRD TYPING WITHOUT A SCREEN! OHH! BUT WAIT! I NEED TO SAY THANKYOU FOR THE EARPIECE! HAHA. THANKS!(:
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