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wats the prob wif everybody?
Sunday, November 26, 2006 10:48 PM

haiz..smtimes i wonder..if others live in the position of me wat wuld they do?tink of dyin?smtimes i feel fortunate..cose i noe many ppl cared for me..tryin to give me everything i wan..but nobody is perfect,so i can nv have everything i wan..nv..but smtimes im very unfortunate..like im v sickly..its true..im not fakin at all..wen im a baby im always sick..everytime go hospital then got injection..until my leg the skin died?i dono..then wen im older..i always have asthma..then will have pneumonia..then if its too yan zhong will have lung infection..then everytime need to eat alot medicines then need use the breathin thing..which i called nablisation..hwever its spelt lah..then everytime bcose of tis i cant go sch..cose the sch don have the machine..then have to stay at hme..if missed the time i cant breathe properly..like gona die anytime..n the medicine will mke me drop lots of hair..like some cancer patients..n the pills so big n yucky..everyday have to take so damn much lah..i wonder if u ppl are in my position..i bet u wuld rather die..n new illness cmin le..everyday eat medicines..bring medicines everywhere i go..fortunate n unfortunate thing is tat i can go wherever i wan n wenever i wan..but tat mkes me feel as though nobody cared for me..cose if my frens ever go out late their parents wuld either sms them or call them..but my parents?nv did they call me to ask abt anything..i call them..cose i wanna let them noe im alright..mayb its cose they noe im independent enough..tats zi wo an wei..so i smtimes reali didn wanna b independent..i p1 alr had fones n go sch myself..obviously is wif my jie..but if she stayed back..i go hme myself..so young alr have to b so independent..mayb tats y im like dat now..then everytime wen my frens go hme late their parents can fetch them..but mine..even if they are so damn free they wuld nv cme n fetch me..i noe they are busy..but nv once did they ever cme fetch me..nv once did they cared where on earth i was..but nvm..since i was alr independent,i got to grow up..tink for others..n stop tinkin childishly..but i donwanna grow up..i dono wat i wanna do also..i jus wanna help them..but i dono hw..i wanna them to tink like me but i dono hw..im a failure..i dono wat to do..i got no goals in my life..or do i have?mayb i do..but smhw i may still b too young too noe le..nvm..i shld stop tinkin abt stupid stuffs..n one gd thing i have is tat i have STM..n its SOO DAMN bad..but smtimes STM is also very bad..kk..i donwanna blog anymore..
ppl..i reali hope ur can grow up.spare a thot for others..
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bored lah..nth to post de lah..
Saturday, November 25, 2006 8:14 PM

aiya..nth to post ur keep wantin me to post..
23.11.06
today we took our PSLE results..i got 234..very happy le..but nv get A* for chinese..sad..n nv beat my sis..even worst..jus by a little..but at least i get quite high for me le..wen i called my ma she was like..wah..so high..then i was like..ya lah..im not tat stupid de loh..don always so kan bu qi wo lah..my whole family estimated tat i will get very low..like 21++ or mayb even 100++ loh..but i proved to them im not stupid..eveytime wen i tink tat way i always get quite satisfied marks..haha..tats good though..mus prove to them again in sec 4..i got the third highest at my ma side the cuzs..my sis got the highest..tats one of the reason y i wanna beat her..after tat i cant rmb le..
24.11.06
wake up so early go sch help ms tien..then wanted go staff room find pauline then suddenly 4 tchers came walkin to me..scared me..i thot i goin to get scolded or smth..then ms dc said"hey,rochelle..u helpin ms tien rite?"..then i was like ya..y?then she say"then mon also cme help me"then i was like..okk..then i ask her wat time norhh..she say after 11?then ms ong also cme tok to me..say wat class u frm?then i wanted to ans ms dc say frm my class,6D..then ms ong say..ok..then mon also cme help me at the NE corner..then i was like..my class the ppl so free meh?then i scared another tcher ask me again..so after answering i ran all the way down..then i was like omg lah..help so many tchers..then tell the quite bad quite good news to the ppl downstairs..then after tat jing xun say mon tue cmin back..then i was like goodness..mon tue wed all cmin back..like reali i not gona leave the sch le..then go maths room help ms tien le loh..then ms tien treat us mac..nxt time wanna order mus go there eat..not the fries n nuggets all so damn hard..can play stone fight le..after tat cant rmb le lah..
Today
early mornin wake up cha dian bei qi si..tha sms me say natasha not cmin..then ask me go co p5s..then i was like u capt or i capt?y everything i ask..then its like..so damn early ask me go co ppl..then i keep collin pauline..then she still haven wake up..wth lah..then co p5..one fone not on..the other one still slpin..nobody ans..lucky after tat she call me back..not today's match die le..then after tat confirm le loh..then i go change le..co megan tan again..she haven even get ready..n it was like 8++ le lah..so late le loh..then i keep rushin..she ask me stop rushin her so i go watch cartoon..haha..8.30 de cartoon..haha..noe wat show?...don tell u..sot le me..i tokin to myself..nvm don bother..after tat go take bus le lah..late liao..haha..but lucky game is at 9.45..so won late..then nv do warm up loh..good ehh..haha..not good lah..later got aches..even worst..first game was wif kcpps..if im not wrong..then we won..then second match was wif evergreen team 2?we lost..hw sad..fail lah us..get into nationals still lose to the nv get in nationals de..haha..but bcose we got alot not main players..so nvm..haha..third was wif evergreen team 1?we won..then fourth was wif ang mo kio pri..we won..then last was wif amkss loh..we lost lah..for the same reason..not we may have a chance to win..didn noe sec 1 de netballers also will push ppl de..nvm..over le heck..after tat we get trophy..haha..2nd nehh..haha..its the shun shi for those ppl hu donwanna cme n cant cme..n those tat came zhuan dao..haha..jkin lah..its alright lah..kk..after tat we all go mac eat..then go hme le loh..

ppl..i post le..k?good enough mah?very long le loh..
smtimes i reali wonder if im gone will it all b gone?

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haiz..last day of sch..
Friday, November 17, 2006 8:40 PM

today yi da qing zhao got the stupid rehersal alr loh..so irritatin lah..wait so long..then clap so many times..then kana squeeze..no oxygen to breathe lah..so stuffy de..especially the backstage lah..n so hot lah..then turn the fan to me mrs dave go turn back..so bad de..smore she go change shirt until so funi de..seldom c her like dat..haha..lunch tat time go disturb tchers ask them help us write n sign things..then disturb until no time to eat..haha..after tat go back for the real de prize givin loh..the ppl tok so much de..today so surprise i didn cry lehh..haha..alot ppl say i will cry but i didn..hw sad arh..haha..wanted to cry..but smhw i ku bu chu..haha..today stayed back for quite some time..until the p1s n p2s go hme le still haven reali go yet..haha..we saw jing xun's lover..named geraldin..haha..dono if its spelt like dat lah..haha..then intro to megan..aiya..then got alot things happened lah..so called alot..lazy to type out..then go hme le lah..everytime so late go hme de..reach hme at 8..

haiz..sometimes i reali feel like tellin them the truth..but smhw i jus cant..i dono y..
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its endin.....it has jus ended..
Wednesday, November 15, 2006 8:09 PM

haiz..ytd was p5 netball tournament lah..they play quite well bah..happy for them lah..but they still didn won the first place..shouted so much lah..no voice le..then today was p4 de tournament..like sai lah..all play until so undescribable..feel like killin them lah..but they still young lah..so cant guai them..ok le lah..quite satisfied wif them liao lah..anyway if they win or lose i also won get anything..so its alright to me..i tried my best to teach them le..they tried their best too bahh..today de..got alot nv blow..then we feel so bad..but nvm..its over..so heck lah..its onli a inter-hse competition..not watever big events..so doesn matter bahh..nvm..don tok abt tat le..after tat go for the stupid rehersal..so ma fan lah..i feel so damn short wen i standin wif them..hahaha..but i m short lah..i noe tat..after tat stay back loh..then go disturb tchers..go in staff room go disturb tchers..n go take sweets frm tchers..haha..ms lee table sooo damn messy lah..n so much tibits in her drawers..kk..today nth much happen lah..
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ytd n today..
Saturday, November 11, 2006 7:10 PM

ytd was the graduation party..alot ppl were late..haha..then ms choy was naggin n naggin..so chao lah..then we are suppose to go blow all the 12 balloons?and step burst all of them?bernice did all the steppin..then got other events lah..then the water thingy event..my bottle was a victim man..they squeeze the bottle so hard until pian alr loh..n pour away the clean water refill it wif the water cooler water..wth lah..then i was a victim to mrs dave n her daughter..mrs dave ask her daughter to spray me wif the water gun..actually not wet de let them mke until wet liao..smore is right at the face..then whole spects wet..then after tat the game over le pauline n melissa use the left over water pour on mrs dave n her daughter..then i saw it le also follow them..to take revenge on mrs dave..haha..i spray her wif the water cooler water..haha..then pauline help mrs dave daughter 'bathe'..haha..her whole body wet le..haha..after tat go for other events le loh..then got the disco thingy..then almost everybody went high lah..but too me..i onli like it to b noisy but i don like to dance or scream so i didn do anything lah..i jus sat on the chair n slp..haha..so tired lah..n my sittin is so unsightly..haha..smore sit smhw near a tcher..but the tchers don care de..even in the hall i also sit until v unsightly..but nobody cares..so i don care either..after tat got the stupid treasure hunt lah..so the bo liao lah..i don like tat..after tat nth le lah..co my ma bfore the tchers even cme n dismiss us..dismiss le still haven cme!still dare tell me wat toa payoh cme to mcs very near..is v near but then they too slow le..at grandma hse tok tok tok..still say wat bcose my sis slpin..don fake lah..slp also can carry her to the car de loh..mke me wait so long..so i pester them..haha..i keep callin n callin..haha..after tat go hme le loh..then watch tv a while too slppy cose everytime slp so late n sit in front of the com for too long le..so damn tired so go slp le..kk..nth to say le..

sry..i forgot to sms u..
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happy?sad?dead?
Thursday, November 09, 2006 10:16 PM

haiz..today a v busy day sehh..so called 'busy' lah..mornin ms dc nv cme..hw sad..nv do the ribbon thingy..then end up in the STUPID library..so borin de..or shld i say im borin?i dono..cose i rather sit in class alone then in library alone..cose its not nice at all..although theres air con..i seem as though im in jail?cose to me i seems so lock in..then look down at ppl playin so happily yet i onli can sit down at stare at them..i totally hate tis feelin lah..then after tat p5s cme find the some p6s to go train the p5s lah..then i train until wanna vomit blood le..v easily get agitated today..dono y also..mayb too ji da le..or mayb jus feel like scoldin ppl..so the innocents victims bei wo ma le loh..so sry lah..i dono wats got into me lah..then train n train loh..then after tat they have to go up for the BORING course..pity them..haha..after tat we went to find for the p4s to train..they listen but then too little ppl..especially emerald de..a while 5 cme down..then go up..then the other two cme down..tell me like dat hw to train lah..then after a while our turn go up..go hall listen to the ms choy tokin abt the graduation thingy..so stupid lah..everything we provide..so like wth lah..our sch reali so broke meh?water also need ask provide..crazy de..jui duo all don play lah..i don mind de..after tat go back class go discuss grp wif hu?lucky tis time luckier..not reali graduation party not graduation le..then after dicussin nth to do le..so as wat i always do..go stand at the window there kan feng jing..then c so many ppl there walk here walk there..saw mrs dave also..wanted to shout..but then ms khoo there later kanna scolded i rather not..after tat after sch le loh..then go find megan they all..at the library outside..go find le walk down to staff room..the funniest part was..i said hi to mrs dave as i always do wen i c her..then ms lee thot i say hi to her..then she wave back to me..then she like so...haha..so stupid lah..after tat go canteen 'eat'..then so kong dang dang de..so nobody..exam over le stil so nobody de..then go pe play netball again loh..after tat tired le sit down then i lie down look at the sky..realised tat actually the sky was nice..haha..then we tok tok tok until they cme out le..durin the tok we tok alot of rubbish lah..then megan throw the ball at me wen im not noticin..luckily i hit it away..not hit my face le loh..then the ball roll far far away nobody wanna take..then i say mrs poh will do the job..if ur noe ppl hu xing poh de confirm will noe hu liao..haha..then they all cme down le loh..then after a while rain liao..so the..then sit down at pe area..then after a while jing xun say wanna play game..then my brain too dirty le so tink of those stupid stuffs..haha..then after tat go play ball le loh..since jing xun say wanna play..after tat some siao p5s cme tao lun sm 'plans'?wanna cme pull our rubberband down..n mess our hair..then we stand until like we gona have gang fite or smth..after tat run around the pe area..cose got siao ppl chasin me..haha..no offence..then got two siao de bu shuang say y my hair so eay can tie back de..then theirs cant..haha..cose they too ai mei le..need comb n mirror de..haha..i don even care lah..my hand is my comb loh..n my hair is like so wet..cose im perspirin like siao lah..after ms lee cme down scold us..say wat the ball anyhw roll then competion balls onli for sch team players..like as if the ball will rot in the non sch team players lah..the ball gold meh?y other ppl cant touch?then wan us keep ball still go close the pe room the door..mke us still need go find tchers..the the other p5s damn smart lah..play alr jus walk n go hme wif out even keepin the balls lah..after tat then go hme le lah..reach hme leg pain like hell lah..no choice still have to eat the painkillers everyday..not reali cant tah han..aiya..nth to say le lah..tis time time so much..not abt sad stuffs le lah..happy now?
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haiz..bored..
Wednesday, November 08, 2006 1:36 PM

ok..i post le lah..gd enough?i gt nth to say at all lah..the past few days com spoil then at hme once cme back is watch tv watch tv watch tv le loh..the tv is my fren sehh..tv is the onli THING tat pei me..cool rite?then in sch is water bottle pei me..even beta..all non livin thing..hw pathetic i m rite?guess im also a non livin thing..tats why i get along so well wif non livin things..then these few days com ok le..then is sit infront of the com for the whole day playin maple..now is com pei me..cose theres always nobody at hme to play wif me at all..elder sis need to study for O lvls..then my ma everytime busy doin housework..then my younger sis is too stupid to play wif..haha..no offence lah..anyway she don even understand anything..onli can play tic tac toe wif her..then everytime win until she also pek cek alr..then wan go out cyclin or wat also cant..cose STILL sick..later die half way then good alr..don need everytime stay at hme do same thing..lucky my sick now cure abit alr..so don need kao the machine to 'stay alive'..so damn troublesome lah..everytime bcose of the damn machine mke me have to stay at hme..now kao the inhaler..forgot to use it then cant breathe..so ma fan lah..i guess the rest of my life i have to kao medicine to even stay alive lah..not will pain to death..haiz..reali v bored lah..the damn com so idiot..mus restart then can play maple..then install watever stupid macfee thingy install so long still donwan let me restart my com..idiot de..one day i bet the com will b on the floor instead of on the table man..haiz..nth to say le lah..
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