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damn it..
Thursday, April 13, 2006 10:35 PM

haiz..today mornin so suay again..mornin reach sch straight away go netball court to skip..then cose i run down wif the skippin rope the handle dropped off..-.-''...n now dono gone where le..feel like killin myself..im reali v careless in the mornin..a while fall down a while lost things..haiz..after tat go back hall for asembly then have lessons alr loh..assembly tat time needa stand straight i cant even stand straight..wana stand straight then my leg keep shiverin..like goin to fall down anytime like dat..then the other leg ankle got prob..v pain..mayb cose tat time sort of fight wif pauline then got internal bruise or smth..mus faster cure man..nort later cant run again..
after sch got chinese supp..smth happened..the teacher ask us do ws..i do finish everything le..but the last page first ques dono hw to do so jus leave blank..first time leh..haha..then smth happened loh..don reali wana say..n its like..i in class thinkin tat smth may happened..but dono wat will happened leh..like the night bfore i fell..i sort of dreamed tat i gona fall the nxt day at the game..then hu noes..reali fall but nort at game..in sch..wth loh..
after supp go hme le lah..take bus hme..stand the whole journey..leg so pain loh..but don even have the choice..then wen reachin the bus stop i called my mother..she ask me help her buy newspaper again..i say donwan cose i wan buy food but she say my father wana read so mus buy..bloody ass loh they all..actually i wanted to buy food for them instead of usin my pocket money to buy for myself de loh..i onli wana bluff them then wen go back then tell them de..but they like so..newspaper is even important then me..tat mke me so angry n sad..then wen i angry will walk v fast de..but bcose of my useless leg..i cant..then i walk n drop tears..but nort alot..cose i was also angry..then i reach hme i nv tok at all even wen they tok to me..i jus go wash leg then take off my skirt n go find things to eat..cose in sch i didn eat AT ALL..cose i wanted to save the money to buy food for them..but wat did i get?i get to noe tat im nort even worth 70cents..cose tat damn newspaper cose 70 cents..WTH!!they now got nort much money tats y im savin..nort to eat..so the 4 dollars they give can last for a week..but yet they like dat..i reali wana noe are they reali my family or jus some strangers?hu noes?sometimes even wen they are at hme..i also feel like nobody's at all at all..all they noe is slp eat watch tv..they don do anything at all..even wen i fall they won ask anything..nort even help me dress my wound..they jus scold me for dressin my wound..i reali feel v jealous of ppl tat parents treat them so nicely which they don even appreciate..nvm..don tok abt tis..i donwan to rack up the past..okok..so after reachin hme..i find things eat..guess wat i eat..haha..i eat milo..haha..okok..after eatin i go drink water..then sit on the chair watch tv..i watch looney toons..haha..quite funi..which sort of cheer me up..after tat while waitin for the nxt show..i slept on the chair..haha..my mother woke up n also called me go back room to sleep..tat was quite gd of her to do tat or after i wake up my back n neck for sure v pain..so i jus walk back to room..slp for a while smth woke me up n tat always happened to me durin slpin..tat is my leg cramp again..reali v pain..the cramp can reali mke me cry..but i didn..i jus tell myself to relax n slp...haha..n tat mke me slp frm 4.30 to 8.30 like dat..haha..v long eh..haha..but if my mother didn co my up to watch tv..i tink i'll still b slpin..haha..then after tat jus watch tv le loh..today mayb nort doin hmwrk le..haha..now feel like slpin alr..haha..but cant..now have to go type things le..so post nxt time wen im free..
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