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“Take up one idea. Make that one idea your life - think of it, dream of it, live on that idea. Let the brain, muscles, nerves, every part of your body, be full of that idea, and just leave every other idea alone. This is the way to success, that is way great spiritual giants are produced.” Swami Vivekananda
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AHH!!!i alr had enuf..can smbody help me?
Wednesday, October 18, 2006 6:58 PM

AHHHHH!!!i reali dono wat ur wan frm me..i alr had enuf of all my troubles..isn frens suppose to help out wen frens r down?instead of add more probs?u ppl are reali keepin me in suspense..all ask me to wait wait wait n wait..wat do ur take me for?queuein up to go to hell?if ur wan then y don ur jus kill me..so i can straight away noe wats the prob wif ur alr..sooner or later im dyin so y don jus kill me?wat have i done in my previous life tat ur mus torture me now?i noe y i smhw stopped cuttin myself..its jus bcose ur are the ones hu are torturin me instead of me torturin myself..i tink tats more painful..smtimes i reali wish i was myself..the one in the past..tat wasn emotional n was so heartless..totally like no feel at all..so i can jus stop myself frm goin siao now..i reali don feel like givin way to ppl anymore..i don feel like sacrificin myself anymore..but smhw i still have to stand it until nxt yr then can i change back?hu noes?guess its reali hard to change back alr..so i said i musn get too close to ppl..but smhw i still did..smhw i still hurt many ppl..smhw i still influence many ppl..cant u ppl jus influence to beta side of me?instead of the worst side of me?everything seems to happen jus in a flash..i dono wats goin on..can ur jus tell me wats goin on?stop hidin things frm me anymore..i had enuf of my own probs..jus b more understandin..
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