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haiz..
Friday, October 13, 2006 6:37 PM

haiz..i suddenly donwan tis yr to end fast..i wan it to end slow now..real slow..cancel away all holidays..i donwanna b at hme..it bored me to death..nobody to pei wo..onli can slp n slp..tink n tink..haiz haiz..i broke my promise to myself..sad..im a promise breaker too?hate myself totally..nth is good abt me..
ytd got the day of togetherness..its quite interestin..but i hate to sit down on the floor n not movin until my neck cant turn left!haiz..my whole body got alot probs..ankle got prob,knee got prob,arm got prob,wrist got prob,neck got prob..im so sickly..the last part of ytd's programme was the worst lah..im suppose to b the one not doin anything..but i did..smore first one the ran out..interestin eh..then actually suppose to give some kinda notes..then at first nobody gave me..then hu noes..mayb out of pity or smth wen i came back many ppl gave me..i noe im mean..but i didn say all tis out on purpose..i can onli confirm some of their notes are true..im sure of tat but not all?mayb some of them treat frenships lightly..but i don tink so..haiz..jus wanna thank them for their notes lah..after tat got some sort of flowers givin 'ceremony'..haha..then tha gave me..i was quite touched..heh..but i knew it all along they gona say my name..cose of the way they looked at me..smhw told me they gona do smth..smtimes i wish i reali dono hw to read ppl minds..so i won understand wat they all tokin abt wen they are so scrective..so wen i donwanna noe i don look at them n hear parts n parts of wat they tokin..so i won noe..or u can smhw say im very kpo..anyway..i onli wanna say..thankyou to all my frens for all tat they had done for me..im reali thank them for somehw keepin me company?anyway..for those hu still don wanna cherish all the frenships..good luck to u ppl..don regret if u don cherish them..
and one more thing..i noe wen i tok to some of ur i always say kk,okk,no,yes,aiya,aiyo,yaya,n alot other short short words..but jus b understandin for the moment..i don feel tat im myself tis feel days..some sort of idiot took over me..i cant reali control myself..so jus don blame me for sayin all those..but if u reali wanna blame me i don mind..cose everybody always say everything is my fault so i don mind being more 'faulty'..
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