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wats the prob wif everybody?
Sunday, November 26, 2006 10:48 PM

haiz..smtimes i wonder..if others live in the position of me wat wuld they do?tink of dyin?smtimes i feel fortunate..cose i noe many ppl cared for me..tryin to give me everything i wan..but nobody is perfect,so i can nv have everything i wan..nv..but smtimes im very unfortunate..like im v sickly..its true..im not fakin at all..wen im a baby im always sick..everytime go hospital then got injection..until my leg the skin died?i dono..then wen im older..i always have asthma..then will have pneumonia..then if its too yan zhong will have lung infection..then everytime need to eat alot medicines then need use the breathin thing..which i called nablisation..hwever its spelt lah..then everytime bcose of tis i cant go sch..cose the sch don have the machine..then have to stay at hme..if missed the time i cant breathe properly..like gona die anytime..n the medicine will mke me drop lots of hair..like some cancer patients..n the pills so big n yucky..everyday have to take so damn much lah..i wonder if u ppl are in my position..i bet u wuld rather die..n new illness cmin le..everyday eat medicines..bring medicines everywhere i go..fortunate n unfortunate thing is tat i can go wherever i wan n wenever i wan..but tat mkes me feel as though nobody cared for me..cose if my frens ever go out late their parents wuld either sms them or call them..but my parents?nv did they call me to ask abt anything..i call them..cose i wanna let them noe im alright..mayb its cose they noe im independent enough..tats zi wo an wei..so i smtimes reali didn wanna b independent..i p1 alr had fones n go sch myself..obviously is wif my jie..but if she stayed back..i go hme myself..so young alr have to b so independent..mayb tats y im like dat now..then everytime wen my frens go hme late their parents can fetch them..but mine..even if they are so damn free they wuld nv cme n fetch me..i noe they are busy..but nv once did they ever cme fetch me..nv once did they cared where on earth i was..but nvm..since i was alr independent,i got to grow up..tink for others..n stop tinkin childishly..but i donwanna grow up..i dono wat i wanna do also..i jus wanna help them..but i dono hw..i wanna them to tink like me but i dono hw..im a failure..i dono wat to do..i got no goals in my life..or do i have?mayb i do..but smhw i may still b too young too noe le..nvm..i shld stop tinkin abt stupid stuffs..n one gd thing i have is tat i have STM..n its SOO DAMN bad..but smtimes STM is also very bad..kk..i donwanna blog anymore..
ppl..i reali hope ur can grow up.spare a thot for others..
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