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haiz..long long time no blog le..too lazy n tired n so no time..haha..life have changed mayb..everything changed i guess..startin of tis year is kinda bad..cose the first time i even step into the sch i alr felt so damn lost..then didn reali made any frens for the first week?mayb..but the next week;tat is tis week i made some frens i guess..jus smhw joined into their conversation?then cose of group work know some idiotic guys..so damn bloody freakin irritatin lohh..actually i shld emphasis tat my WHOLE class the guys are all so childish n retarded?haha..guess i onli can rmb wat happened tis week?smhw my memory improved!haha..
8.01.07
wen i came to sch i wen straight to class..n was smhw uncomfortable..cose then WHOLE class was so damn GUAI n QUIET..i felt so damn weird n gave tat weird espression..haha..pratically everybody was readin the sing to the dawn book which the damn english tcher told us to..tats why the whole class was so quiet..then the sec3 de students walk pass was like...erm..i tink i heard them sayin''ni kan zhe xie sec1s,zhe me an jing de..''then i was like..ya lohh..then so weird lahh..cose normally in pri sch class if the whole class suddenly so quiet i will shout 'why suddenly everybody so quiet?'then now cant reali like shout..not i bet the whole class will like stare at me?haha..then after tat i guess the bell rang n we went to the parade square for falg raisin?then got the stupid stupid music cme again..then need check attire..then got lecture izzit?guess so lahh..like everyday to me all have de lahh..so damn damn naggy can..even the form tchers..then go back class for interaction time..which we will have frm mon to thurs..then again listen to the tcher naggin n naggin..mke until i totally feel like slpin..some im down wif flu..even worst..then after tat is english..two tcher came in..so means the class have to split up to study..n im the suay plus fortunate ones..even numbers have to go dream studio for lesson..which means i have to brin book here n there..but fortunate cose there air con..haha..after tat we have to introduce ourself..then hear tcher nag again..then the tcher told us wat we will b doin for tis semester..which is some kinda readin scrapbook..which need to contain more than 5 newspaper article,news in class..which i forgotten wth tat means..haha..then short stories[mus read at least 10]then write 2 book review..then read at least 10 story book for 2 book reviews also..so ma fan lohh..n tis is all part of exams..if i did not rmb wrongly..then after eng is PW..so fast alr had project work..then suay suay again..group together wif 2 damn damn guys..one so damn prevertic the other one so chao..which is still okok..then tat prevertic one keep on sayin stupid stuff..then he keep touchin the chao one..then the girls in my group so damn bu shuang..cose he keep tokin cork..so one of the girls said back..''ni yi zhi dong ta ni men yi ding she gay lahh..''then the girls all started laughin..haha..then i said to tat prevertic one..''you speechless alr rite?''haha..then he nv ans me..he jus walk away..haha..then we continue discussin for the project work..then got maths..which is lecturing again..the first lesson of every subject we will get lectured n we have to introduce ourself..then keep tokin abt watever ground rules..which is so damn borin..i read through it alr n forgotton liao..so i jus heck abt it lahh..then is recess..then we got MT..need go another class again..suay me..then is lit..introduce again..then the whole class heard introduce also got scared liao..then all go''huh?!introduce again arh?''then the tcher will ask''ur introduce bfore alr arh?''then we say''ya lohh''then the tcher will ans''but too bad..i still dono ur..so ur have to introduce again..''then everybody will go''HUH?!''then after lit is sci lohh..then introduce AGAIN..then sayin her rules AGAIN..then need buy file AGAIN..everything all AGAIN..then is geo..then everything repeat AGAIN..same old thing..after tat fang xue le..haha..then go hme le lohh..nth to do de..then at nitex so damn early need slp le..cose im so damn tired..
9.01.07
early mornin need wake up le..then go sch same old thing lahh..then got VE..hear tcher nag again..everything to me is naggin mayb..then got MT..i onli feel good wen its MT..cose mayb not wif loads of guys liao..n the tcher is beta n not tat naggy?then its english..n we had to do some pre-test for compo?its on failure..which i anyhw write..ahahah..scarely fail..hahah..then got IT..then maths then sci..then after sch..then guess wat..go hme again..haha..last time everytime after sch is stay back de..now is everytime after sch go hme..n smhw my main purpose of goin sch is actually playin netball..but now..chum man..need wait till nxt year then will have competition for my batch de sec1s..then feel so weird wen i don get to play the ball a week..haha..cant reali change the habit of playin wif netball everyday..after tat go hme slp again lahh..
10.01.07
today go sch then got sci lohh..then we suppose to do some role plays..which i forgotten to prepare..haha..but im so heng..i didn get called..haha..bt tat guy bside me kana called..then alot ppl nv prepare lahh..or shld i say whole class except for one pair?haha..then those ppl hu kana called nv do need to stay back..haha..hw evil of me..haha..thent he tcher say shes so dissapointed in us..haha..then she say she will called one last pair or somebody volunteer..or else the whole class will have to stay backk..n heng a pair of girls saved us..haha..then got history..the borin tcher tat is our form tcher came in liao..so to me history is borin,plus a borin tcher equals to boredom..then we had english..then maths..then LS assembly..which is damn damn borin lahh..the damn sot principal told us to copy wats on the screen into our handbook..which is like the whole slide!n the WHOLE presentation!which last for 1h30min..cant he jus print it out for us?!isn it easier?!then copy halfway i sian liao lahh..so..the onli word..HECK!i donwan write alr..n its such a long naggy lecture type of presentation..after tat finally stayed back?haha..cose have to do finish the group work..then do wif the guy n the girls lohh..the prevertic one nv cme..n its good..haha..then mus go colour the pic..then the chao guy also quite prevertic..i donwanna say out..haha..then megan called me..then the guy say..ur bf rite..then i was like..wth..then i told him its a girl lahh..n my pri sch is a girl sch..the guy frm where pop out lehh?then he say..orhh..so u lesbian lahh..then i say..not all girl sch de girls is lesbian ok..then frm then on he keep callin me lesbian..then i will call him gay..n he is reali damn damn gay okk..he toks like gay then move like gay also..so eeyer lahh..haha..n he so damn no sense de can..he say i lesbian still say i like the other guy..then i say..i not so no taste to like him lahh..n wanted to say''i rather b lesbian then to like him arh''haha..cose its so damn true..he is so damn freakin irritatin can..n the gay guy is the first one kana hit by me in tis sch..hahah..smore kana chased by me..haha..run so slow somemore..ppl readin don tink wrongly..i DON like him..n WON like him either..the guys in my class is not very shuai..hahah..no offence to them..n smhw i tink theres two guy in my class like the same girl..haha..somemore one of the guy is the one sittin bside me..haha..the girl is the prettiest one in our class..haha..suan ta men hai you dian taste..haha..then after project work wen back mcs..then megan n jing xun ask me go back le then tat megan go hme..so idiot lahh..then saw some tchers..then after a while go hme le lahh..nth to do at all lohh..waste money n waste time can..stupid de..
11.01.07
today simple lahh..nth much happen..so i had maths,MT,english,recess,hme econs then pe le lohh..then pe tat time tcher say can choose watever we wanan do mahh..actually wanted netball de..but arhh very ma fan..cose the post have to carry in n out de..n i bet they no strength to carry de..so decided to play badminton lohh..easiest lahh..then chum lahh..the ones i grouped wif not so sporty..so they didn reali noe hw to play lohh..so its like..no continueing de..i hit there then drop then they hit back then i hit there then drop..then keep repeatin lahh..then rainin..so idiotic..so wen back to class then dismiss le..then stay back for netball trainin le lohh..FINALLY..but didn reali played netball lahh..then get to noe some others..then after tat go hme le lohh..nth to do de..then rainin mahh..so walk under the rain lohh..very shuang but arh the book will wet..so i somehw block the books frm gettin wet lohh..then end upp my whole body wet lohh..so go into the bus tat time stand under the air con to dry myself..but i noe lahh will get sick..but heck lahh..then by the time i reach interchange dry le lohh..haha..then go hme le lahh..
12.01.07
today onli got three period of lessons lahh..but last longer lahh..first is science..then we get to go to the lab lohh..then do the practical book..need so much drawings de..smore need draw the science lab map..then after tat we got geo..then cose the chairperson of the class will lock the class door mahh..then we smhw late for class?so the tcher kana lock outside..haha..then the chairperson quickly get the key out..too hurry until drop the key on the floor..then its so........then had geo le then recess lohh..then after tat is IAP..so stupid lahh..first hour or so we have to do music..then the other we do dance..hate both lahh..then nxt year is drama n art?if im not wrong..so the music part we got to sing the sch song..so......then the dance thingy lucky today don have to dance yet..haha..then the tcher called mr g...haha..then he move like gay n tok like gay also..so everybody started laughin..cose g mahh so stands for mr gay lohh..haha..then he told us many ren sheng da dao li lahh..then we had a 'contract'..haha..the he had a motto for us..if u tink it deeply..it does mke sense..
careful ur thoughts,they bcme words.
careful ur words,they bcme action.
careful ur action,they bcme habit.
careful ur habit,they bcme character.
careful ur character,they bcme ur destiny.
after tat we had lots of free time..so he said tat he tinks he left out somthing to tell us..then we keep askin him to do tis do tat lahh..then after tat go le lohh..then go hme le..rainin again..so again i walk under the rain..n tis time the heavy type of rain..so whole body wet again lahh..then my hair drippin water..haha..then stand under the air con to dry myself again lohh..then wen to 7-11 buy chocolate eat..ahaha.then walk back hme..haha..cose i didn eat lunch..so jus buy chocolate..even beta..jus feel so not myself tis few days lahh..so weird..wanna smhw start afresh but cant reali do tat..cose it involved many ppl..n i donwanna hurt them anymore..but if i don..i will still b bluffin myself..hidin my own feelins..even frm myself..till i don even noe wat im doin and wat i wan..like today..got to decide wat i wanan eat n if i shld go back mcs..so i decided not to eat n not to go back mcs..i decided to go hme read book..haha..hw guai of me rite?haha..smtimes i don even noe wen i will hurt smone..jus by wat i say n wat i do..n i don even noe wen i will hurt myself..cose i don feel a thing..i dono wat i wanna do..the feelin is jus so odd to even describe it..cose i don even noe hw to put it in words..nvm..i will stop here le lahh..too much of my crap..