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bored. everything repeated itself.
Saturday, March 10, 2007 12:26 AM

haiz. bored lahh. everything jus seems to repeat itself wenever im alone or smthing. every sat and sun its the same. always the same. i wanna go sch everyday but don have to wake up tat early. every sat and sun i will always be ALONE. i specify ALONE. cose its reali reali alone. jus be and the non-living things. jus totally bored me out. i jus got to do hmwrk and on tv and on com jus to like keep myself busy. alone until i practically skip my lunch and dinner. cose mornin ma made milo for me. so i ate smthing? or mayb more of drink smthing. then after eating i watch tv for awhile felt damn tired i wen back to slp. like jus one hour after i woke up i wen back to slp again. interestin rite? i slept on the sofa. so arhh. i slp until drop on the floor. ahah. then climb back up to the sofa continue slpin. ahah. then wake up first thing take the sweet container put in front of me then do hmwrk. ahah. see! im so guai ok! ahah. and my lunch was jus sweets! ahah. if tis continues i bet i will lose my stamina again. haha.then do and watch tv at the same time. ahah. then do until 9.30 like dat siann liao. and my dinner was peanuts. haha. im like can don eat for whole day also nth will happen de. so wenever im alone i don eat. cose probably im too lazy to. so for me the best is go out. not i will nv eat. but its still the same. cose in sch nobody buy food for me so i also very lazy to eat until jus drink. even if theres netball i also jus drink milo and tats it. ahaha. then after eatin on com le lohh. then also nth to do lahh. so nth to do mkes me think of the past again. all tis reali sucks lahh. i jus practically hate my life and envy others. cose im like practically always waitin for smthing or mayb smbody to like pei me? then wen theres smbody i will like not bother abt the person. im jus totally weird. i reali wonder wat the hell do i reali wan.
all tis is fuckingly unfair.
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