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bored of studyin lahh.
Tuesday, May 01, 2007 10:13 PM

haiz. im tired and bored of studyin. i wanna study but wenever i wanna study i jus feel so tired. like wat my ma says. wenever i sees book or read book i will slp. so wen im unable to slp at nitex i jus need to read book. haiz. kk. so sat i be guai kia stay at hme study. ALONE. ahah. my parents wen to my grands hse. and my sis wen out. so theres nb to disturb me. but hu believes i studied? ahah. exams are round the corner in fact jus nxt week. but i still haven reali reali start revising. haiyo. stress? nahh. cant reali say so. cose i still had the time to go cycling on fri yeahh. ahah. i cycle to my knee start to hurt alot again. but since ive decided, im DETERMINED to continue. im gona stay strong and not let anything affect me anymore. im not gona cry over small matters anymore. anyway no one noes wats goin on wrong wif me so i can jus get away wif it i suppose. hopefully wen they finds out about it i will still be able to play. and not usin tat as an excuse like last year. then sun wen out to celebrate rkycia's bday lahh. go to vivo watch movie then eat cake then off we go. ahaha. kinda bored? but was fun lahh. i kinda reali reali in need of time like dat. im like doin hmewrk wherever i go lahh. then mon was lessons then help ms lesa. its not nice. i still prefer my pri sch tchers. they are much more nicer. espcially mrs dave? kinda miss her yahh. haiz. y mus she change sch? purposely donwan see us? haiz. then go hme lahh. and jeremy reali did treate me to bbt. ahah. then tues tat is today. i slpt till 12. ahah. but obviously got wake up many times bfore tat lahh. cose the DAMN fone rang and no one listens. cose they were OUT and my stupid sis bathin. like ... lahh. i didn noe they wen out until the fone rang and i ask them tis. 'ur go out arhh?' ahah. abit retarded lahh. obviously they wen out not y they wanna call me? ahah. and my sis bathed early in the mornin cose shes gona see her BOYFREN. ahah. stupid lahh. so wen i woke up i go eat then do hmewrk le. so guai rite? ahah. then around 3++ my parents ask if wanna go SEE ppl fish. then since ive been doin wrk 'ALL DAY' XD so decided to go out for a while lahh. BUT i brought my hmewrk out to do yahh. ahah. suddenly like so in need of time to do wrk like dat. mayb i m in need of time. but i jus hope MYE will be OVER as soon as possible. cose i totally hate studyin all day and unable to play netball. its like alr not everyday play le then now stand down even worst. then after seeing ppl fishin then off we go. once i reach hmw hmewrk again. haiz. bored of tis kinda hmewrk life lahh. wrk wrk wrk. like as if im reali tat guai. i wonder if anything reali wen into my head yahh. then bored of hmewrking so on the com and here i m typin lahh.

sometimes i jus feel as though im reali REALI unable to blend in wif all of ur.
go wif tis grp too like nth to reali tok abt? and i cant get how they tinks of each other.sometimes its like they don like each other but is still together. wats the point of being such a hypocrite?life won be easy tis way.
then wen i go wif the other grp. they are too guai to be wif. or mayb always headin hme early and so scare of their parents? haiya. i dono lahh. jus feel reali diff frm all of them. mayb im tinkin too much or smthing. i jus wish to find a grp of frens i can blend in wif. tats all. even if its only one person. only wen its netball i don feel tis way. cose everybody is the same. they train hard to win glory for the sch and for the sake of wanting to play netball. but smtimes i also cant understand y they wanna join a cca they don like. smtimes i jus wonder y ppl wanan mke their own life hard for themselves. haiz. i jus tink tat im tinkin too much.
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