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long time not post. cose im gettin lazier and busier. no choice. haha.

WEDNESDAY
i was super tired also. i dono why. so lit. i totally had no concentration at all. almost feel asleep many times. and so i slept during the nxt period. which is VE. VE is super boring. nobody listens to mrs chia at all pls. and qinyu was bored so she drew me slpin wif mrs chia nagging-.- then had some boring lessons lahh. and assembly was alright. had band performance to entertain us. then after sch went straight home. im gettin more guai each day. ahah. and obviously first thing to do was sleep. ahah. then woke up chiong D&T until 2.30am-.- wtf. had 3h of sleep again. seems like every wed is like dat. weizhen did sleep early either. everytime wen i sleep late shes the onli one online and if shes free, she will be the one 'entertainin' me. aaha. even wen i slept she didn lahh.

THURSDAY
today cose got D&T so didn manage to slp during lessons. and i wasn tat tired too. cose i had things to do. lessons were boring. after sch went straight home to slp again. ahah. cose nobody jio me out also. actually have. but i didn want to lahh. and i was sick. guess its bcose im lack of slp. sore throats, muscle cramps, flu and cough. wtf. and one damn stupid thing happened. wen i woke up frm my 'nap' i over stretch and muscle pull. stupid rite. but arhh, i pain until slp-.- so power rite me? ahah. guess im reali reali too too tired.

FRIDAY
today pe had napfa. and we STILL haven finish our five items. pathetic rite?! so long alr. and its so not good. im sick and i still have to do. bsides my knee aren tat well either. so i jus have to do my best and put my target lower i guess. standing broad jump was the most disappointing one. i had 176 or 179 last year. and tis time i onli got 175?! damn irritated. i tink its bcose of my knee again. and as usual, my sit and reach jus passed C. ahaha. to get gold for my napfa.


then was boring history. ppl rebellion against mrs chia again. ahah. mrs chia is startin to scold the world shut up. and got one time she said' don force me to say words like donkey and monkey.' i hear alr i was laughin away. i dono why. cose it doesn make sense at all. donkey and monkey aren use for scolding ppl lahh. wan scold also scold idiot or stupid wat. where got scold donkey monkey de.


then had maths pre test. stupid tcher nv say got pre test. then i nv bring calculator. so borrowed from qinyu. and ppl cheat de lohh. ahah. or mayb more specific. me and tat idiot cheated. ahah. i ask him for the ans for ques 6 and he ask me for ques 4. ahah. but end up he don believe my ans and he got wrong i got correct. ahaha. and his ans was wrong also lahh. need use the stupid algebra way.


after sch had trg. didn reali feel good. as i said, im sick lahh. but no choice jus did. cose wasn anything big until cant train de. so warm up 12rounds. i was kinda laggin bhind cose im sick and the last few rounds i jus felt like giving up. cose my right knee reali reali cant tahan anymore. very pain. but i jus pushed myself for a few more rounds and end of warm up. and i almost vomitted. cheryl was damn late today! we run finish 12rounds she still haven cme.


then did the 3workers thingy. then got one part i do until my left knee 'break' then xia dao the ppl in my grp. ahaha. cose i landed then suddenly went all the way down on the left side. tats why i called it a 'break'. then some drills. and we were splited up into mid fielders, defenders and shooters to practise differently. last time wen it was splited up like dat im in the middle. cose i play everything. if shooter not enough i go there. if mid fielder not enough i also go there. but normally will jus go defender side. but now its totally diff. jus C. amazing lahh. i change position every year. i still missed playin as a defender! thinkin abt tis im saddened by the reality.[nobody wuld understand wat i meant]


drills was alright. then very fast trg ended. seems real fast to me. i wanted to suggest to continue trainin. ahah. and cheryl is weird. wen trainin gona end she look at me then look at her watch then say' ok, go run 4laps' like, mus she look at me first? then after trg mrs ong was tokin abt the juniors of some of us interested to cme amkss not. and as usual, mrs ong also ka bu qi mcs de netball. wtf. we aren tat bad anymore ok. then i said wat the juniors achieved wat. then at the nationals part i said top8 only. then they all goes' only?!' reali wat. if tha, jiamin and the team was there they wuld have said tat too. and mcs is back to the top8 position thingy again. after the juniors and juniors juniors batch i bet mcs netball is goin back to the no-break-history thingy again.


i kinda overheard wat mrs ong and cheryl was sayin. ahah. not tou ting can. and i heard my name. then roughly noe wat they sayin liao lohh. then they changed subject abt wat boyfren thingy. and supposingly its abt her. ahah. i don wanna mention.


after trg went kb there. at the road there saw devika darmin! ahaha. long time no see her. and i was practically shouting and shouting for her like a retarded can. and she was listenin to her damn ipod lahh! qi si wo. mke me shout so many times. but tis time i didn said darmin out lehh. weird. she look damn bloody fierce. as though i called the wrong person can. the first thing she said was her present-.- yeahh, i noe its been months lahh. and we hugged each other then winny was like sayin dono wat kan dao jiu qin ren. then i said go and die. ahah. its normal for girl sch ppl to do tat pls. and its reali reali very long since we see each other ok. besides, shes frm a mix sch obviously they won hug tat much. mayb tats why SO BLOODY MANY ppl you pian jian against girl sch. but one fact. IF U ARE STRIGHT THERES NTH TO BE WORRIED OF GETTIN INTO A GIRL SCH OK. unless u are not straight then i got nth to say. and if in mix sch not straight isnt it the same?


then went hme wif jackie. chatted and i felt like slpin pls. bloody tired again. lucky not much hmewrk. and i finished typin out the stupid eng hmewrk alr. so im left wif stupid D&T. try to finish tmr mayb. then mayb start revising for the upcoming test. but i didn bring hme any books at all! ahah. iseriouslydonwannabesickanymore.ifinallynoehowtocherishmylifebeta(: