Decipher the Story of My Life

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“Take up one idea. Make that one idea your life - think of it, dream of it, live on that idea. Let the brain, muscles, nerves, every part of your body, be full of that idea, and just leave every other idea alone. This is the way to success, that is way great spiritual giants are produced.” Swami Vivekananda
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suay suay suay.
Tuesday, July 17, 2007 7:48 PM

MONDAY

i cant rmb much i onli noe im jus plain SUAY today. mornin in bus actually damn slpy wanted to slp de. then suddenly i rmb today got iap and need to wear pe. then 'ohh! i forgot to bring!' ahaha. then asked ppl lahh. then hu noes alot ppl then wear. wtf. waste my time. borrow the smelly shirt. buay tahan the smell lahh. ahah. no offence lohh. its onli the shirt. the shorts was alright. then iap art tcher asked us to draw so many sketches lahh. sian.

then after sch rushed to hub watch movie. ahah. then after movie we sat down and suan zhang. ahah. and i alr felt the pricking feelin in my knees today. i forgotten to take my medicines. but anyway, nth works now.

TODAY

i was suay too. i forgotten to bring my lit book. but it was alright. cose its jus test so jus borrow can liao. cose i slept while readin the book ytd so i rushed rushed rushed to pack my bag today mornin then end up i left the lit book on the table-.-

so science was super boring. another tcher cme teach us. wtf. the tchers are gettin more and more boring and more and more lame. smtimes they even tok to themselves. HAHA.

then was eng. lit test. i have no idea wat im writin actually. cose i dono wat to write at all pls. then i saw qinyu paper write until at the back. mine onli half the paper. ahah. but i didn leave lines and she did lahh. and handwritin diff.

then after recess was boring history. ahaha. i had nth beta to do so drew stupid pictures. ahaha.

all was stupid. i showed ppl and they all laughed. ahaha.

can u all guess hu is tat? HAHAHA.

then was maths. had test also. was kinda easy bahh. counted liao. if got wrong shld be onli 2marks gone?

then was chinese. had test ALSO. wtf. was alright i suppose? and wen i looked across i saw smth funny. haha. btw, im sittin at the back too. ahaa. 3tests in one day. cool huh. actually 4 de. but thanks to us, we asked mrs chia to postponed history. ahah.

then was trg. i jus drank for lunch. the pathetic old me is back. wtf. i seriously hate it. if i hadn hold on to my leg i wuld have jus finished tat stupid bloody LAST round. jus like a few metres more and im done u noe! AHHH! but seriously my right knee was reali pain. the joint. omg can. jus like it disconnected! i had no choice but to stop. actually didn wanna listened to wat cheryl said. but i donwanna hurt my knee any further so jus stopped. senior was asked to help me. but sry lahh. im always like dat. no matter how injured i am i don like help. mayb if nxt time im reali reali pain till i cant tahan.

then the runnin part i wasn allow to do again. then pair ball. im allow to do but not the 2man work part. sad case. ok. nvm. then was half court. played awhile the fucking NDP trgs ppl cme use court again. wtf. i bet they heard wat i said lahh. haha. i said many times go and die and asked them to change their trgs dates or either go the soccer field to trg. HAHA. they are jus some idiotic pest. ahah. no offence to ppl whom i noe in uniform grp lahh. i noe its ur de huever decide de.

so we shift to the carpark-.- did small court work. ahah. then soon the seniors also cme liao. and the buses came also. and we were like' don ur also cme snatch our place' ahaha. today's trg was alright except for the knee painin part.

during warm up cheryl ask me if my knee pain again and obviously i said yes. then she asked if she put me on court for 4quaters wuld my knee be painful. then i say i dono. cose last yr i didn had these probs until end of year. which is like after nationals are over. besides i rested long enough last year. cose i didn even played for nationals! wat cheryl ask is like tryin to say smthing or wat. BUT after tat smthing also showed tat i might be replace. i seriously is losing my confidence all over again. thinkin abt wat my choice was right all over again. everything seems to start frm the beginin all over again. everything is repeating itself.

ppl might think im fakin it or smth but seriously im not at all. if u r at my state u will exactly noe how i feel. smtimes i do regret for changin my cca. if i did continue being a gymnast wat will actually happened to me? but i did not regret for trgin so hard for the past few years. all the trgs actually made me a better player and allowed me to achieve wat i paid. and i realised one thing i can nv change. the prob where i defend for lobs. im jus afraid i might bang into the person. irealirealihopeiwillgetwellsoon.idonwannajuswatchatpplanymore):nobodyevernoeshowieverfelt.