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have u even forgotten me?
Saturday, August 25, 2007 11:44 PM

today woke up kinda late lahh. abt 12 like dat? cose jus felt like slping all day. then watched tv and used com. nth much to do. since theres no more test tis term no more mood study le. i dono why. no motivation. but wen i no motivation, others all got motivation. weird lehh. why ppl always diff frm me de huh?

then ard 6++ then i did SOME of my hmewrk. im still left wif iap. STUPID iap lehh. i reali feel like killin the STUPID person to mke such a STUPID lesson. its jus plain boring. studying is boring enough. plus those lame stuffs and lame tcher arhh, noe wonder students all don like studyin lahh! the worst is to have some unreasonable freakin idiotic ass tcher. tink they like very smart very good like dat. then give us all some STUPID rubbish hmewrk. draw so much for wat lahh. frm got inspiration also bcme don have liao lahh. im SO sure i will get B or C for iap. but, yahh. I DON GIVE A DAMN TO TAT.

then watch css. i'll always watch the finals de. other than finals i don bother watchin. ahah. did my english portfolio while watchin. super no inspiration. so end up not very nice. or i shld say; super duper ugly lahh! for english onli tis kinda rubbish thing i can get marks. other than tat my english is super lan. i rmb got one time my pri sch p2 de eng tcher say' if ur eng was as good as ur maths tat will be great.' ahah. cose tat year i got 100 for maths and like B for english? ahah.

then wen to bathe and continued using com. i don feel like doin iap at all. drama i'll sure be goin to sch to copy for journal. ahah. cose i CANT RMB wat happened. ahahha. then art arhh, depends liao lahh. mayb today chiong or either tmr chiong or either don bother to do! ahah.

today super boring. stayed at hme all day doin rubbish. super bo liao. cose the stupid weather cheat my feelings again): ahha. the sky so dark arhh, then like goin to rain like dat wat. so i didn went down to cycle. then end up pass so many hours liao still haven rain. wth-.- somemore so windy lohh. if i went down confirm super shuang. even if rain nobody noes im under the rain either. stupid choice of mine again. im so gona go down tmr. be it goin to rain or hot like hell. shun bian ask my ma go down play volleyball wif me. ahah.

seriously i have no idea if u gotten over it lahh. but im SURE u will be much much happier and relax if u gotten over it. many alr gotten over it. but why cant u? perhaps some are fake, i noe tat. but if u dono how u control ur feelings, they will eventually get over u. and end up many MORE things will happen. and wen u eventually grown more mature, u will tink tat u are foolish to even let the feeling got over u at tat moment.

if u reali wan me to be happy don let me worry abt u. u shld noe well tat i can read many things out of jus one particular word or even wat u do. so don try to bluff me. i aren the past me anymore. i grown more mature after much things tat happened to me. perhaps wat u said to me u shld leave it to urself. work hard, study hard is more for u. cose im alr satisfied wif wat i had acheieved in sch besides netball lahh. u noe clearly tat the past aren goin to cme back anymore. besides more of it is sad rather than happy lahh[to wat i can rmb]. so perhaps forget it is a beta choice(: AND, im not tryin to be mean or go back on wat ive said to u. i don like to be stuck between two of my good frens or mayb even more. if i culd control time, i culd have perhaps jus mke ur not noe each other or mayb ur not noe-ing me.
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