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worst time being TAT sick |:
Friday, August 10, 2007 6:40 PM

tis week is jus bad bad bad. three days of sch and i haven been to sch at all. great huh. hmewrks wif jackie. until today haven take yet. ahah. don feel like doin anyway.


tuesday was the worst day of my life lahh. monday i was pretty fine. as i said i was sick. then tuesdays. OMG pls. very pathetic. midnight i vomited monday's lunch all out. and luckily i didn eat dinner on monday. if not i dono how i will live on tuesday. i woke up like almost every 2h to vomit lahh. reali felt very bad.



then buay tahan alr. 8.30 doc open straight away go down see doc. and damn it lahh. its like jus open and alr SO many ppl. mke me wait until i reali cant tahan. then went in doc first thing was injection. wtf. my bone alr pain enough frm all the fever le lahh. then plus injection. my goodness lahh. and yahh, im down wif gastric flu for the week. amazing huh. first time ive gotten tis. and first time im vomitin and even had nose bleed for days. AHH! jus pathetic lahh. cant stand it.



then wednesday was beta. but i still cant go sch. unless u ppl wanna have gastric flu too? and obviously i stay home all day watchin tv and slpin. ahah. i didn eat for the whoe day for tuesday. amazing huh. i wondered how i survive. even wednesday i didn felt like eatin but at least, drank a little lahh.



then thursday beta. but still, i didn go out. still don feel tat good. jus felt like lyin down tats all. friday same but much much beta. im lookin forward to trg again(:





my cheeky little sister. ahaha. my ma always says she looks like me. NOT in the sense of look i noe tat(: but in the sense of behaviour. ahaha. we both got the same temper. and many same stuffs though. perhaps its cose our age gap is closer.
ive reali been wondering. wheres everyone where i jus needed someone? even my family find it normal for me to get sick. yeahh, perhaps ppl do think tat im jus pon-ing sch for no reason. ya, i DO admit tat sometimes i does tat. but not everytime. and most of the time im sick. u tink i reali like being sick? since im a baby im always stayin in the hospital. i even almost died wen im jus a baby. perhaps i shld haven jus died. its ways beta mayb. during tis week, i told myself to be strong, to be independent. i don need anybody. but in fact, i do need smone. but i dono hu to go to at all. i always tell ppl tat i will always be there wen they need me. but i found out tat tat isnt true at all. i aren there wen they needed me at all. i do feel guilty but i noe its all too late. too late to even say sry. im jus a pathetic loner hu does self-comforting.
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