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“Take up one idea. Make that one idea your life - think of it, dream of it, live on that idea. Let the brain, muscles, nerves, every part of your body, be full of that idea, and just leave every other idea alone. This is the way to success, that is way great spiritual giants are produced.” Swami Vivekananda
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“The truth is incontrovertible, malice may attack it, ignorance may deride it, but in the end; there it is.” Winston Churchill
ive been realising more and more things.
Saturday, October 13, 2007 2:50 AM

today was so far not bad. at least i dont have to stay at home and face the com the whole day. so i specially woke up early jus for some ppl. they shld be glad huh. but i dont tink ppl will tink its early at all. ahaaa. and supposingly, they dont tink its early either. went vivo to meet them. i tink its bcose of the first trg tats why im actually very tired tat made me yawn throughout the whole trip to vivo. but hu noes, i specially woke up early for them but go there liao after abt 1 or 2 hours went back-.-

then since its onli 3+4 me and belle decided to go find rkycia. then walk ard amk hub? and ive discovered something. ahahaa. then went rkycia hse downstair play cards awhile then went cycling. ahaha. like how great can i ever get? by shun-ing frens wants? yeahh, even though my whole body is aching doesn matter. seeing them happy is beta. and anyway i wan to cycle also. hao bu rong yi theres someone willing to pei wo cycle. HAHAHA. so called 'pei' lahh. cose after awhile they wen into bishan park the restaurant kinda lookin place to eat. and obviously i didn have money. or i shld say i didn have money to waste on such things. as u can see, im out wif those rich kids wat can i do?

and that so called nv pangsehh me fren was on the fone for hundred years man. so i didn wanna be an extra ass sittin there staring here and there so decided to continue cycling on my own. besides, i kinda looked at the whole restaurant alr-.-

manage to cycle the whole park except for one end. bcose my legs seriously couldn take it anymore. i cant go up slopes anymore. like how i cant walk down stairs properly): but tis time i suppose it bcose my legs are still havin muscle ache? so i decided to go back to find them. so relax awhile in the air-conditioned place and decided to walk to amkss there de bus stop. HAHAHA. i jus felt like walkin i dono why. perhaps walk more bfore my legs reali go bai ka? ahahaa. so jus took 852 home. reach home obviously nobody.

perhaps its beta to stay at home alone bcose i didn wanna follow my parents to those boring place to let them jus leave me alone playin their mahjong is much beta than goin out then noeing that im actually alone. yahh, but i dont blame anybody for tat. bcose they noe my temper and my stuborness[?] wat ive decide nobody can change it at all. so nobody will say anything abt leaving me alone.


i dont tink i'll ever be as happy as bfore le bahh. nth big reali happened. since i alr got used to tis kinda life and its no longer impt. those ppl that are close to me also dont mean wat they say anymore. i realise they are jus faking things to me. but no matter wat, i'll still try to be there for them wenever they need me. though i noe many times i wasn there for them wen they need me and ive hurt them many times. but....nvm. even ppl hu noe me 6 years or even 13 years don understand me fully. how do i expect them to noe wat im tinkin? they onli noe my outside character very well. but nv once do they understand my inside character. nvm, i'll jus stop here. no point sayin anymore. not some ppl say i emo again. which is so not true. cose im jus like typing to sort out my thoughts? though i did not type wat i fully tink. ahahaa
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