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hospitalised is nv a nice thing.
Tuesday, November 06, 2007 11:24 PM

today i was woken up by the stupid construction thingy again lahh!!! WAHHPIANGG. i wanna stay at home slp also cant. i rather they not upgrade the lift man. since my hse is alr at lift lvl. HAHA. evil me. i dont mind they upgrade but can they STOP DRILLING?! noe wonder im gettin headache so often these few days. damn the drillings lahh. fan si wo.

i ended up wakin at 9am. tried to slp back by blasting music into my ear. but got woken up by my mother-.- to ask me if im goin hospital together wif her. no choice have to wake up alr. gooshh, i tink one day my eye balls will drop out man. i've been rubbing my eyes alot lately. tis shows i cant get my contacts by tis year lahh! crapp, my eyesight is increasing. sooner or later i cant see as clearly as bfore on court alr lahh.

then ate went lib borrow books since i didn wana entertain the com any longer plus im sure i have nth to do in the hospital. then off to the hospital. my ma totally dono the new novena man. my goodness. square 2 bcme u2-.-

so my grandma seriously looks so 憔悴. and i actually thot of how i'll actually look like wen i grow older o.O she had senile and now shes having asthma and preneumonia. gooshh, she reali cant breathe properly man. she actually suppose to transfer to ICU for puttin of tubes into her throat. but my aunts and uncles dont allow. cose the tube was VERY big. plus it will mke her more 辛苦): the more i look at her the more i tink i will end up in a much worst state than her.

then at nitex more ppl came. then suddenly got ppl say wat my grandma gona die. then ended up EVERYBODY in the family came. which is enough to flood the whole lvl in TTSH-.- shows how big the family is and how filial they are. she looks more weak then in the afternoon lahh. some actually did cried. i wonder wat if...forget it.

she actually alr did overcome many obstacles in her life alr. cose its not the first time i've been to TTSH. i can alr tell where is where. shes alr 81 tis year. i tink she wants to take a rest too. cose...ok, why am i sayin all tis. its my family matters.

so i stayed in the hospital for the whole day. besides the part at nitex wen i go eat. stay till9++. meanin from 3++ i've been readin till 9++. my eyesight sure gona increase soon.

though i've been readin, but im not reali concentrating. cose im actually tinkin of tmr's friendly. like it actually mean alot to me. cose it actually shows where our team standard is at now. and im kinda tinkin of how to tell them the combi i have in mind to try out. but im not the coach, so i dont have to right to choose hu to put on court. so i've decided im not gona tell.

im sure tmr's game gona be REAL fast. cose they are all ppl hu have lots of speed and stamina. plus they are experienced players. most of them played at nationals lvl many times. cose practically, i noe most of them. so since i noe them, i should noe how to overcome it.

i jus hope tmr i can steady down. dont be like last year. the game wif kellock actually could have won. but bcose of me, we lost it. me and my limping leg. me and my lack of confidence. and the game wif st.margs. their game on court is very fast. mkin us more nervous and tinkin we're lackin of time so we goes faster and soon, the passes go hairwire. so we have to bear it in mind; play OUR game tmr, not theirs. if we cant play it at their speed, play our own game.

clarissa said hougang tat captain is now IJ de center. so if i did played C i should noe how to defend her alr. cose we played wif hougang bfore and we won them. and jus nice she was the attacker and i was the defender. i always suay suay zhong captain of the team as attacker de. but im sure her way of play should have alr changed. since her coach now is coach mun, the damn fierce and scary one which scared everybody on court.

i dont tink i should tink so much. scarely i wont even get to play. HAHAHA. but if i did get to play i mus steady down tis time. timings mus be right alr. no more off timing for me. cool down and relax~

ohh. and, though we might not win tmr's match, we mus fight hard and not get thrash by them.
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