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“Take up one idea. Make that one idea your life - think of it, dream of it, live on that idea. Let the brain, muscles, nerves, every part of your body, be full of that idea, and just leave every other idea alone. This is the way to success, that is way great spiritual giants are produced.” Swami Vivekananda
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i finally noe the reason of having frequent headache
Tuesday, November 13, 2007 12:52 AM

my sis jus reached home and straight away said i have to be present on tues. like wen did i say im not goin?! i onli thot of not goin but i didnt say im not goin right. though i did call them many times to ask if i can dont go but i alr said im gona be a guai kia and listen to them for this once. if i want to rebel against them i can jolly well jus heck care wat others will say and go do watever i wan. but i did not. they didn understand tat at all yet they said they understood how i felt.

i finally noe why im having frequent bad headache. its bcose of all tis tats happening. wen they are not at home and wen theres someone to jus tok to me i dont have the headache at all. and wen they jus came home and tell me those stuffs i straight away have the bad headache again.

like they nv ever noe how i felt yet they always said they noe. nobody noes the real reason why i always didn go for the funeral at night. perhaps im not sure myself either. i jus lie to myself tat its bcose im bored there. but the actual reason is not tat at all. the actual reason is im scared tat one day the person lying in there is someone reali closed to me. but they dont understand it at all. mayb this time i do admit tat im young.

i noe everyone tinks im strong or watsoever. i dont care how ppl tink. perhaps tis my first and last time ever posting real feelings. bcose i reali want them to read tis. but i noe all tis will nv ever happen. i jus hope i'll be strong enough to bear tis two days.

ppl hu ever read tis, jus pretend ur didn see anything alright. dont cme ask me anything or watever. it will not be entertain and i mean it. btw, i thank those hu talks to me at night to entertain me. esp monique(: i noe u'll be reading tis someday. HAHA

god, i really want just one miracle.
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