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its something i have to clearify even though u may not read it or even tink it another way.
Saturday, November 17, 2007 11:00 PM

i have something i forgotten to say. if u're reading tis it will be good and im sure u noe hu im referring to. perhaps not tat person im actually referring to but hopefully somehow u understands. and if u understands, hopefully u dont tink it the other way. not it'll still be back to the same misunderstanding. if u did not read tis, then perhaps im jus the unlucky one hu always get misunderstood then. i dont mind either way.

tat day tat paragraph of words were not referring to you at all. u got it wrong. and after reading wat u wrote i tink it should be me hu get more worked up isnt it? yahh, i noe im perhaps always very rude. but tats jus how i am. if im nice ur will say im weird or watsoever. then wen im rude ur say i attitude. wat ur wan me to do? tats why i always kept quiet or repeating the same thing over and over again. bcose i jus wan ur to be happy for the day.

tok to them more? bcose they let me feel tat i can be myself. but wif ur, i jus feel weird. as in i have to actually go tink abt wat ur said. tats how im used to have diff grps of frens. even wen i go back i cant call all my frens to actually have a real good gathering. i actually have to split myself up. mke up decisions and stuffs. even go back need so much effort and time. i mke my decisions and wanna ask ur only. but it doesn look like gathering at all. and ur all have diff interest as me. wat i do ur will only tink its stupid, its useless. watever.

i didn say ur were at fault at all. i didn bothered ur is bcose i tink ur together wifout me will be happier. will not dislike them more. its my fault again alright. i shouldn have called diff grps of ppl back ok. nxt time i'll jus try to blend in alright.

wat u said abt her. shouldn u tink bfore u said it out. it'll actually hurt her alot wen she noes wat u said abt her to others. and, aren u like her bfore? she'll also change nxt time. in fact, im sure shes only plain treating u like a real good fren. perhaps she overdo it or smth. but wat abt u. im not tryin to say anything abt u anyway.

i jus hope the misunderstanding will be clear. but if it goes deeper i have nth else to say. meanin u nv did understood me at all. not a single bit.
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