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“Take up one idea. Make that one idea your life - think of it, dream of it, live on that idea. Let the brain, muscles, nerves, every part of your body, be full of that idea, and just leave every other idea alone. This is the way to success, that is way great spiritual giants are produced.” Swami Vivekananda
“Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.” Steve Jobs
“The truth is incontrovertible, malice may attack it, ignorance may deride it, but in the end; there it is.” Winston Churchill
so u did read it.
Sunday, November 18, 2007 4:05 PM

so u did read it and somehow understood wat i meant. but tats not wat im actually tryin to tell u. i didnt even thought of it tat way like how u tink it will end up. as in i didnt though u wanna be with me or watsoever. i KNOW how u feel. i KNOW u don like to word 'i know'. but its true tat i understand. cose i've been through it too. tats why i didn avoided u in the past, even now. if i thought it the way u tink i've thought it, i long ago would have avoided u. i wouldn even have talked to u wen we've been in the same class for years. many ppl told me to not bother abt u. but i did not. bcose i believe u didn tink it tat way. but seems like u still tink i thought it tat way. but no matter wat, its over. those years are over. i still hope we could still be good frens.

like i always say. wenever someone's close to me, it seems like i'll definitely hurt the person. and wen i hurt someone, i'll not feel beta than how tat someone will be feeling! u tink i want to hurt someone close to me? tats why im self-centered. tats why i did not like to tok. then have ur ever thought i'll ever feel scare? i doubt anybody ever thought it tat way at all.

tats why now i've nv started tokin to ur first unless its impt. cose i noe, wifout me in ur life, ur will be much much much happier. but sometimes i asked ur out is jus plainly bcose i reali wanted to see ur. i missed ur alot too. but so wat, like wat u say. seems like everytime theres bound to be something tats gona happen.

perhaps, yahh, all the words and watever i've done hurt u greatly. so im seriously very sorry. the pain i caused u is not much lesser than the pain i've caused myself. im reali very sorry. u did somehow understood me. but somehow u always tink till u misunderstood wat i meant.

im sorry for watever i've done alright.
jus continue on with ur life happily.
if u ever need my help again, i'll definitely be there for u.
and i mean wat i said.
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