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sometimes i reali feel so tired to continue competing further.
Friday, December 21, 2007 8:51 PM

went sch early today to so called pei monique. ahaha. i jus brought her to the hall tats all-.- not much diff.

ran outside 2round. the 4 P6s came down to join us today. did pair ball wif one of them. their passes abit sloppy[?]. i think cose they still not used to it yet bahh. anyway my passes aren any beta than theirs.

then those normal stuffs. and friendly among ourselves. played badly again. perhaps cose today abit no concentration lehh. i dono why. tis few days i suddenly feel as though i didn wanna play netball anymore. i dono why either. perhaps cose im jus too tired to continue competing alr. i dono wats got into me tis time. after my knee is beta and i have no more excuses to let my mind tink tat its bcose of my knee and im not performin and all of a sudden i didn wanna play anymore.

i guess i finally noe why netballers will wanna quit or retired or watever frm netball alr. cose sometimes its reali tiring to keep competing for positions and competing in games.

in front of ppl i act as though im reali confident abt not having my position being snatch away. but in fact i noe it clearer than anyone tat if i gona continue slackin, my position will be gone. theres so many mid fielder anyhow choose one got stamina one also can be C liao lahh. why will need one no stamina, ball sometimes anyhow fly de C for? they only thing i have tat not much mid fielder have is only tat i have more exprience on court tats all. so theres actually not much of a diff.

my thinkings are all on the negative side. so how am i even gona mke it to the team? if i carry on tinkin tat way, i dont even have to tink of goin far in netball alr. and yet goin far in netball has always been my aspiration since ive joined netball.

haiz, i tink i should buck up man. guess im gona take tis one week break to improve my stamina bahh. tats the most impt thing i have to improve. and cose if i let them jus enter the team like dat wifout goin through the same trg as us, i wont be rochelle goh anymore. HAHA. i noe im not jus goin to give up jus like dat wifout even tryin. i believe tat if i can mke it to the sch team in pri sch, i can mke it into sch team tis time round. i dont believe i cant perform as well as i did in p5. so im gona prove to myself. jus hope tat i wont be lazy huh. AHHAA.

but sometimes i really feel too tired to continue competing already.
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