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im bored so i came to blog.

YTD
lessons was ULTRA boring ok! first was art auction. wifout playing seriously my grp won the art auction thingy-.- and my grp only consist of two ppl. how lucky can the ppl get? cose they only need to give us two thumbdrive. but anyway i bet that thumbdrive is super cheap also-.- if not u tink they so good give us thumbdrive where every sec2 class will surely have them? anyway its toshiba brand also lahh. so guess wat im gona do wif that thumbdrive? HAHAH. dl maple into it! AHHAHA. but i doubt i have the time and i doubt my bloody assing com will even allow me to dl. so its time to try out the slow poke com or HACK into my sis laptop!! AHHAHA.

then chinese was stupid. the whole 2/5 ppl complaining and complaining. its as though we[2/2] ppl were invisible or smth? super boring. then its recess and iap. practically half the class left-.- so me,clarissa, jaselyn and zhenyee went to toilet to play poker until we missed out the classroom cleaning thingy! AHHAHA.

then i was like askin ard wen we'll be gettin back our report book. until yongguag said its now in class-.- where i alr walked all the way down gona go eat lunch-.- damn ass. mke me run ALL the way back to class. then see that stupid old hag wong lecturing ppl WASTING all of our time. shes NOT busy and NOT hungry doesn mean that we are not busy or hungry EITHER ok! bloody fucker. then we finally got back and my chinese results was wrong. and so obviously i told her. and guess wat? shes tryin to push all the blame to me-.- sayin wat im not there to check results-.- fucker lahh, nv come got prob arhh?! then ms poon came in and i was hoping that i will go to the staff room wif her instead of old hag wong-.-

then end up go staff room stupid old hag wong say the ALL the marks recorded are wif ms poon!! then i sprinted all the way back to class and wat? ms poon went off alr!! i dont even see her anywhere can? so i went back to the staff room to find old hag wong and she ask me to wait-.- bfore trg go find ms poon again. or either after trg.

so bfore trg i went to staff room to intercom for ms poon but shes still not back. so i sms-ed her. nv reply-.- throw away her fone lahh! HAHA. and i saw ms low, so since they are all science tcher so i decided to ask her. and her reply was 'no'....ohh! and i even asked ms lim until she got somehow fed up wif me. AHHAH. but i said thankyou to all the tchers i asked ok! plus i offered help to ms lim but she reject me. HAHA. shes holding card board only lahh-.- cose i wasn wearing my specs so the object shes holding looks VERY huge to me. AHHAHA.

so i didn wanna bother anymore and just went for trg. startin wif 8rounds ALMOST killed me-.- im serious lahh. my ma always wanted me to stop running wen i cant take it but i cant do tat. if not wen will i ever improve my stamina? but tis time really cant stop at where i started. i tried to sprint but cant lahh. my heart feels as though it stopped beating lahh! soemtimes i just find that im super ultra useless. even though ive been a netballer for years but yet i cant get rid of my asthma, pneumonia, lung infection and blahh blahh blahh. im damn useless. i cant even overcome all these how will i overcome others?haizzz....

then its pair ball. paired wif simin and did ball worked wif jackie. okk, i tink doin wif own age de its easier. HAHA. cose i can stop wenever i want. as in slack slack yi xia. but do wif seniors, cant. as in, i noe they wont want to. but like dat also good lahh. so i can improve faster(:

then during ball work ms poon came to find me. seems like jaselyn not paying attention arhh! HAHA. cose i really didn realised ms poon AT ALL. i didn even heard her callin me or smth. HAHA. and its always jaselyn thats telling me ms poon findin for me. HAHA. lucky i asked ms low just now and i tink she told ms poon. though i didn tell ms low why i was finding for her. AHHA. so perhaps ms low told her and she saw my msg? and my chinese marks IS wrong. HAHA. from 82 to 72-.- mke me get a2 ok!

then was game. okk, playin C really will kill me lahh! plus the other C is like super tall? defend wat? my defending sucks today. if only my stamina was better i could have defended more balls for sure. its just bcose my leg was lazy again-.- and i realised my reaction is gettin slower): the game wif zhenghua tells me that i need improve on my reaction. seems like i have ALOT to improve on yahh. but first thing is to improve my stamina(:

after game trg ended. seems like every week have to go back sch for trg. but at least im way better than those wif nomad rehearsals. AHHA. seems like nth can stop me from goin trg now!(: and seems like trg gona get tougher! i better improve on my stamina ASAP bfore all the killer trgs start): but actually if the trg doesn consist of much running, im way safe(: cose weights and stuffs wont kill me tat much(: on sprintings and running drained my energy off):

and i guess almost all the other sec2s have to go for ptc. HAHA. okk, i mean they said their tcher faked them and said every classes everybody have to go? okk, actually i dont mind. cose no matter wat crap old hag wong will say, my ma wont bother. and if i got choosen to go for ptc i'll actually be happy instead? cose no tcher ever wanted to see my parents.

my class position is dropping man! from last year MYE 3rd to FYE 4th to tis year MYE 5th-.- then tis year FYE? 6th? ohh crapp.... but arhh, my lvl position improve ehh! haha. its still within a class position lahh. but im seriously tryin to pull up my Bs. and seems like my form tcher dont liek me ehh. AHHAH. i got a B for civic moral education[?]. HAHA. obviously lahh. i quarreled wif her ehh. HAHAH. but hecked, i nv ever once bother abt such stupid things. as long as she dont try anything funny on me, shes save. ohh, and their remarks sure suck a whole. cose everythings fake lahh. studious? obviously a no. self-decipline? mayb a little. help fren? way no. but help my good frens still can. help those fako idiots, no way am i doin that. if tokin abt helpin the class deco all these, even worst. u wont see me doin all those unless something happened to me. HAHAH.

and so tats my day.


TODAY
ive realised my appetite is really gettin from bad to worst till i kept having gastric during trg and stuffs. perhaps its not totally gastric though. it might be side stitch also? plus my headache are gettin worst. wenever i start runnin my head will spin-.-

so today woke up ard 1 ate my lunch and started using the com. until 4+ went to do some strengthening. seems like my timing for royal chair improve ehh. okk lahh. improve wen im not in the toilet. HAHAHA. cose wen i do it in the toilet, i can do over 6min(: so today i did 3min. my arm strength is gettin worst. i guess its bcose of the 1mth of not trg and stuffs. and my whole body is really aching like crap. esp my back. no idea wat i did ytd man. so ard 5 i went down to run 2.4km. slow like shit. but i tink i shld cool down and slowly start. tis time i must must must improve my stamina no matter wat.

so tats my day):

seems like if u nv get happier, my appetite will nv be good. but i doubt u'll see tis either. i seriously hope if u're tinkin abt giving up ur passion, u shldnt. tink, wat if u really did give up. wat will u be doin? studyin? is tat wat u really want? u gave up so much time for ur passion. and now? u will still have a chance nxt time. i dont noe the nxt time is how long but theres surely a nxt time for u! u're still young u noe. being able to play at such a high lvl is not so easy for everyone to do tat u noe. many ppl hoped to but yet cant. so i really hope u wont give up so easily. be strong(: i noe tis not tat easy but still i believe u're not a weakling.