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“Take up one idea. Make that one idea your life - think of it, dream of it, live on that idea. Let the brain, muscles, nerves, every part of your body, be full of that idea, and just leave every other idea alone. This is the way to success, that is way great spiritual giants are produced.” Swami Vivekananda
“Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.” Steve Jobs
“The truth is incontrovertible, malice may attack it, ignorance may deride it, but in the end; there it is.” Winston Churchill
i just couldn have one.
Tuesday, June 10, 2008 10:50 PM

okk, tis post is just gona be random. and if u ever understand tis, then its good for u. but if u dont, dont try coming to me to ask me wats goin on wif me. cose there's practically nth goin on wif me. even if there really is smth on goin on wif me, i dont need help.

i do noe tat u trust me, and its not a matter of whether i trust u to tell u wat im feeling. u can say its just a phobia in me tat i'll nv ever tell someone how i really ever feel ever again. cose its a past which made me like dat. not just one practicular event but many. so i seriously hope u do understand tat i do trust u. but u're just not the person which i'll ever confide in. as in those really confidential stuffs. im not tryin to hurt u here but just tryin to tell u tat i trust u but i wont tell u my true feelings and stuffs bcose i wanna get far away from my past. cose everything links back to it and i really wanna get away from it. u may be curious to noe abt it but u noe it urself i'll nv ever tell ever again. unless u're part of my past and noe wat happened. so im just tryin to tell u tat i trust u but i wont tell u wat im feeling. and that wen i said smth, i truely mean it. and if u really understand me well, u shld noe i dont say those so called mushy words to me TAT often. as in not tat really mushy words lahh. even words and thankyou and sorry is very hard for me to say. so pls understand tat wenever i say tat i mean it. unless theres like a singlish at the back. meaning its not tat sincere and it is used to _ ppl. but tat happens DAMN seldom. so i seriously hope u could understand. if u doesn, i tink theres nth i can do anymore. u do noe i hate explaining myself(:

_ is a word im tryin to put it into words. okk, u'll have to try to figure out wat im sayin. HAHA.
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