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FUCKED UP PLS.
Thursday, July 31, 2008 10:00 PM

okk, obviously i will skip the studying part. last trg was HIGH. but tis trg was DIE.... omg can. outside 4rounds lahh. but of course, i ran 3 only. i can totally feel my lips breaking lahh! the skin lahh hor. its damn damn dry and white. and my damn bloody right knee is so gona kill me one day. its damn pain lahh pls. i tahan it for 2 rounds lahh! and the scotching sun made me damn giddy till i almost fall at the sch there cose of the giddness and the stupid pain. i really wanted to tahan another one round. but seriously, i dont tink my body could take it. im on the verge of falling down any moment if i continued.

then was skipping 800. quite okk since we get to rest. and the other 400 i sprayed the salonpas which made me felt better so i could skip faster. at tis point of time, my anger limit is LOW. i ONLY stared wifout sayin anything.

then we did medicine ball pases. 30 is too much man. and the damn ball spoilt alr. make until my hand got internal bleeding-.- now, my anger limit is NO MORE.

then pair movements stuffs. okok lahh. just tat my energy lvl is damn low alr. my anger lvl is RISING.

then team ball. MY ANGER LVL HAD JUST GONE OVER THE LIMIT. i seriously got so fucked up. NOT by teammates of course. we're like alr SO tired. and we still have to watch out for incomming balls flying all over the place like BOMBS which will attack us anytime-.- so i got so fucked up i just anyhow scold no matter which assing ball came INTO the court disrupting us....

then finally its conditioning. the damn assing bloody shit basket ball which they use to kick as soccer came FLYING/BOMBING into the netball area there (ps: its at the corridor area there alr) i seriously got damn fucking shit pissed off alr and i just shouted/scolded the fucking shit ass face JELLY-like guy-.- to get lost and stop kicking in the netball court. and he just said 'wat u want lahh?' and obviously i shouted back ' want u to leave lahh? not want wat? LEAVE LAHH!' one big sucker act big attention seeker niia-.- so good in soccer go join soccer team and get a gold for the sch or perhaps be all the goal scorer lahh! SUCKER ACT BIG NIIA-.- i really got damn pissed off ok!

the ball seriously ALMOST hit one of us if rachel didn hit the ball lahh! im really damn damn pissed ok! btw, i scolded is not for me. its for my teammates. i hate seeing my friends/teammates get bully or wat. cose i noe they wont do anything. so obviously its always me doin the bad job. i dont care if they wanna come find me or not. its REALLY damn dangerous to kick the stupid damn bloody ball in the netball court lahh! hu noes if someone get hit and kana head concussion?! SUCKER! i really cant stand it. and i kana hit on the face directly by a SOCCER ball bfore. i noe how pain it is. so i WONT allow my teammates to get hit by the damn bloody ball.

AND fuckingly, the damn stupid assing DM is just standing right there looking! SUCKER RIGHT?! wat kinda DM is tat?! they scold the guai kias wearing uniform to play. but they dont scold the act big niia kias wearing uniform to play. like pls! cant they ever get their facts right?! OMG PLS. THE TCHERS IN THE SCH SERIOUSLY NEED TO GO FOR SOME BRAIN WASHING. OR TWIST ANY SCREWS IN THEIR HEAD TO THE CORRECT POSITION MAN!!! SUCKS LAHH!

okk, i had enough of complaining. ohh, and i just want to get tis right. i noe my attitude today is horrendous. but its bcose of those fucking boys there. not bcose of teammates or wat. and perhaps im really very tired. AND, im not in the wrong in the first place(:

and now at hme i got pissed off by my parents-.- damn fuck pls. i really cant stand it anymore. SERIOUSLY, if anybody can stay out LATE, COME FIND ME. i go join ur. i dont wanna get piss everywhere i go pls. at sch had enough. then at hme i have to tolerate all the shit that my parents give. ADULTS ARE JUST SOME SUCKER WHO CLAIMS THAT THEY WERE ONCE IN OUR STAGE AND UNDERSTAND US. BUT WHAT?! THEY'RE JUST SOME SUCKER WHO CANT GET THEIR LIVES RIGHT AND COME DISTURBS OURS-.-

if u ever sees this, i seriously hope u dont give up. i do want to tok to u. but i just doesn seem to have the courage to say something. it doesn mean that u've once failed means u will fail everytime. u're still young! u have the time. and u're really good. im seriously. not everybody could make it into national teams u noe. many ppl always dreamed of gettin in there but nv once got in. u can do it de! dont give up so fast. if its ur passion, nth can stop u from doin ur passion. u alr gave up so much time for it. so why not put in a little more effort and u'll get wat u want! JIAYOU! i do hope i can do it too!(: HHAAHA.
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