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“Take up one idea. Make that one idea your life - think of it, dream of it, live on that idea. Let the brain, muscles, nerves, every part of your body, be full of that idea, and just leave every other idea alone. This is the way to success, that is way great spiritual giants are produced.” Swami Vivekananda
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“The truth is incontrovertible, malice may attack it, ignorance may deride it, but in the end; there it is.” Winston Churchill

i was damn damn damn tired ytd. actually not only ytd. since tues? i was alr damn tired for i dono wat crap reason. so friday, first period pe. and we like finally got caught by mr lai to not wear fbt? HAHA. stupid man. but its like, hu cares abt him? and hes actually very nice liao. HAHA. we dont run and yet we still wear fbt. AHHA.

then was english. damn tired i tell u. wif nair's tokin, i tell u its worst. i totally feel like slpin yet i cant): then finally its recess. and i finally got my ans. HAHA. okk, i wont mention anything though. then was maths? DAMN LAHH, just bcose of one stupid dumb assing radius ques, i didn get my full marks!! okk, but i wont go emo over it. HAHA. im not like rachel. its just a result. i live for myself anyway, i dont have to report anything to my parents. anyway, they'll nv be happy for watever ive gotten. then sci, wonderful man! i can fang xin go bio class if i want to liao! HEH. wif my damn assing crappy ans, i still got an A1! heh. but i could have gotten higher. cose of the crap and carelessness ans i gave, ive only JUST gotten an A1.....but still, like i say, i wont go emo over it.

then was stupid pw. its super duper ultra uber damn assing dumb shit. old hag wong came in and starting nagging at us just bcose many of us didn change. pls lahh, its like wat? the last period alr. change or not is not a big deal at all. plus theres another tcher siia. u dont want give us face also give ur ownself face lahh-.- lame pork. somemore call toh come in. u tink wat? ve now arhh? lame siia. still read wat stupid sch rule. wan ask ask me lahh! ask michelle for wat? knowing tat shes a guai kia. come ask me lahh. i got a WHOLE lot of GOOD reason to tell u. if possible, i even want to ask tancs why is there such a sch rule also lahh! LAME SHIT. tink u tcher very big mehh?

then its some stupid lit lesson. at least im sitting wif someone hu is more entertaining. so its less boring. and im doin things. the tcher is totally fei de. practically half the class pon diao she also dont care. zhe zhong lao shi dang de fei chang mei you yong.

then its finally trg. 17 ppl only. sad case huh. and its raining. so we dont have to run so much. HAHA. then go canteen run. everybody ended up sprinting?! so obviously all of us followed. but the sprinting is of slower speed lahh. then pair ball. and movements then teamball. amazing huh? all of these were done in the canteen. imagine how small and congested the canteen is? wif those stores, tables and benches?! and the 17 of us were doin ball work? AHHA. wonderfull right? tis only shows how BUGET the sch is lahh!

then was suppose to do sprintings but rained. so saved? but not very saved either. cose the physical is totally killing my knee. theres just TOO much of jumpings in ONE CIRCUIT!! i realised tat my knee now not only the top and bottom part pain alr. now is the joint. and this sign is not very good. haizzz..

3sets of circuit to do. and ive endured the 2sets. last set i totally cant take it anymore. i just stop of the jumping of high cones. i really cant feel my right leg anymore man. its like damn scary pls. imagine u just jumping and only feeling the joint moving but not the leg landing. how wonderful huh? but ive endured down for the skippings. it just numb my knees. and i tink im starting to noe why my backbone getting more and more not straight. tink its bcose of the stupid sit ups which we always did wifout proper mat!! and wat it gave me? spine pains.....

sometimes i do wonder if im gettin older or weaker? AHHA. cose im practically having all sorts of joint pain! ankles gettin weaker cose of the frequent number of sprains. knee gettin more pain bcose of weather and nv take care. wrist dono why i cant even play badminton properly!!! shoulder dono wats wrong, always very pain, cant keep lifting up hand either. then elbow wen bend too long also pain. backbone now startin to pain either. i cant bend down for too long then straighten my back. the pain is like totally unbearable. sad right? and i have to persist on for every trg regardless of watever pain or watever ppl will say. haizz, so, anybody want my life?

then after the circuits was sprint/jog. i tink we were suppose to sprint/jog 5 rounds? but i just stopped at the 2round. i really couldn take it. my right knee was hurtin like mad. so i just stopped. i dont wanna continue sayin lahh. wen u're in my state, then u'll understand. i just blame myself for not able to withold the pain tats all. i can see tat not only i was in pain. many others were too but they didn stop. im just not strong enough.

then trg ended. helped kept stuffs and went opp eat and homed. is tat how typical amksians are? or izzit everyone's the same? ive realised more things and tat tis world is just so complicated. sometimes being deaf or mute is also a blessing. it will only work out if ppl starts tinking it easier and stop tinking as though everyone's tokin abt u.

today got woke up by fone calls and smses early in the morning!! AHAH. and worst thing is tat i thot it was alarm to go sch!! so wen i open my eyes its alr so bright so i got a shock and look at the fone, its just a msg. DUMB MAN! then after awhile it rang again! i still thot its alarm, so i press away. and just nice press the reject button. AHHAHA. the suay person hu called me kana rejected. i tell u, only stupid ppl will come call me early in the morning or even sms me lohh. esp on a sat or sun. on weekdays, i will only wake up AFTER 12. so dont come disturb me man!!!

so i have totally no idea hu called. or izzit my dream im also not sure. AHHA. so i went back to slp since its such a nice weather. slept till 2 like dat then woke up!(: i insisted not to eat rice so i ate baos instead. HAHA. then did my hmewrk. now left wif the reprinting of decision making, time planning, zuowen and sci flowchart. i doubt i'll do sci. i dread mondays ALOT now. cose of HEcon. i really wonder wen can lesa STOP screaming/shouting/gettin agitated and stuffs. its really damn annoying u noe! or either suddenly pms come find prob for us. hu be her rep surely suay like siao!

today damn no mood to do hmewrk. i just felt like slpin or either watchin tv. cose it practically rained the whole day u noe! and my dinner was baos again! AHHA. i told u nobody bothers abt me alr. nobody have the control over me(:

so i tink ive finished typing. dont feel like typing so much anymore.