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i feel like killing myself right now man!!!!
Sunday, February 01, 2009 6:35 PM

i tell u wat, i feel like killing myself right now. damn it. it feel as though everything is coming to me at one go. tats wat im feeling lahh. mayb too stressed? i need time to cool myself down again. i need time to settle everything down man. i need time to face all these also. i may look or seem alright but i guess im not alright at all. seem like im alr running away from it. i dono either. im back into my confused state. i need help but i dono from hu. i have many things to settle but i dont noe how to either. i really dono how to face all these.

now my MAIN prob is kinda like my tests? DAMN IT OK! the thot 'flunk tests liao' alr appeared. like wtf. MAIN MAIN 'flunk tests liao' thot is geography!!! DAMN IT!!!!! i really really hate changing teacher for those questions which need skills to answer kind. which is like GEO?! and its one of my good subj so obviously i want to do well. but wat, the tcher which is teaching me now suck man. okk, i dono if its i suck at understandind wat shes tryin to teach or she suck at teaching. no offence but really. i DONT get it at all. and why the hell change the way of answering the questions?! i alr had probs answering them in lower sec, now change them it'll be worst. DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGGGGGHHHHHH! okk, actually the main main main point of typing this post is to vent my 'anger'. vent liao mayb can study better. HAHAHA. i need a break lahh. my eyes are like gettin damn blurry liao. okk, i tell u wat, i lazy to paragraph this post liao. 2 days of studying and im only done wif maths. geo is somehow somewhat done but not done. okk, i dono wat im tokin. i hate it when the teacher mke me hate the subject. DAMN IT! i hope i understood bio. okk, mayb, i hope i noe how to answer to questions in bio test. both the statements are diff hor.

DAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!okk, i tink enough of venting anger alr. so ermm, actually, i also dono what i dont understand in geo lehh. perhaps its just the answering skills lahh. cose if u answer the questions wrongly, there goes ur paper.......which is something tat ALWAYS happen to me. i noe my facts but not my answering skills): DAMNNNN!
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