profile guestbook affiliations history credits
“Take up one idea. Make that one idea your life - think of it, dream of it, live on that idea. Let the brain, muscles, nerves, every part of your body, be full of that idea, and just leave every other idea alone. This is the way to success, that is way great spiritual giants are produced.” Swami Vivekananda
“Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.” Steve Jobs
“The truth is incontrovertible, malice may attack it, ignorance may deride it, but in the end; there it is.” Winston Churchill
i wanna cry alr.
Sunday, July 26, 2009 12:59 AM

i wanna cry alr man): the previous time when reformat the com i forgot to make a copy of my files. this time i forgot again!!!!!! FREAK IT! hmewrk all these not impt. cose impt things all in my thumbdrive alr. but i TOTALLY forgotten all abt my music and pictures!!!!!! FUCK. now i noe why i always cant find pictures. music still not tat impt. cose i can always get it back from my phone. plus i initially alr wanted to delete them but i dono which songs to delete.

its like all fate man. no matter how much i tried to remember what to do and go and think of wat are the 'what ifs' but still, i did not try my best to prevent it from happening. sometimes i really tink i shld follow my heart instead of following my stupid brain. my brain only noe how to read read read and more read. AHHHH! its just not wat i want.

freak it, its not tat i wanna run. but i really dono how to face it. or perhaps there really isnt anything. its just tat im tinking too much. but so wat if there really is something? who can i tell? theres nobody. nobody could understand me at all. perhaps im watching too much shows or smth. im starting to feel everything all over again. everything just seem so impossible. i guess its all the things that happened which made me this way. i tink im making myself too busy also. i kinda think im alr lost. i dono what's my goal anymore. but theres always smth i can predict after i post this.

SO TO REPEAT MYSELF AGAIN. DONT TRY TO ASK ME WHY I TYPED ALL THOSE. IF U ACTUALYL REALISED, I DONO WAT IM TYPING EITHER. SO JUST SHUT THE TRAP UP. I DONT FEEL LIKE TALKING. THOSE PPL I FEEL LIEK TALKING TO ARE PPL WHO ITS IMPOSSIBLE TO TALK TO. IM NOT TRYIN TO SAY ITS THE DEAD OBVIOUSLY. BUT JUST IMPOSSIBLE. AND THOSE I DONT FEEL LIKE TALKING TO ARE ALWAYS TALKING TO ME. IM REALLY REALLY TIRED. I DONT FEEL LIKE GOING ON BEING THE GOOD PERSON ANYMORE. I ALSO NEED A BREAK SOMETIMES.
BACK TO TOP