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a moment of loss....
Friday, August 07, 2009 4:49 PM

ytd i was really really really tired. but perhaps the league kept me going in sch. after sch was the crappy AMC thingy. in front part was still alright lahh. but the back part im like lost. or perhaps i should say, i didn have the mood to do anymore. i can like totally hear whats going on at the netball court lahh! where will have mood to do siia? HAHAH. so after giving the paper i straight away run down.

somehow i thought i was gona miss like one quarter of the match. but i forgotten that ytd we're starting at the second match.HAHA. so, fat hope. cose actually, i didn really wanna play. wasnt feeling very good anyway. both my shoulders are like dying. even the bio and eng test i had difficulties writing for a long time. guess its bcose of the previous match. was trying to transfer my energy into my hands to throw the ball. but realised that my hand is alr shivering, although i still had the strength in my body.

okk, yes, i noe ur dont understand. but anyway, i doubt anybody's reading too. cose my blog is dead right? AHHAHA. and i realised that my archives quite nice to read lehh. for me of course. HAHAH. im gona read it some day. so yes, ytd was alright. cose i coudlnt rmb a thing. HAHA. in a sense, i dono why, but after waking up this morning, i really cant rmb clearly wat happened the day bfore. just noe tat ive finally put down a burden kinda thing? and can only rmb tat im meeting my pri sch frens today!!! and i tink im gona be late alr. HAHAHA.

okk, i tink i ytd finally not so temper-ish? HAHAH. at least better i tink? though i get attitude-d at for no reason-.- but seriously, i realised i no longer can play until very rough alr. perhaps ive seen too much accidents and blood. HAHAH. yes, i play rather rough last time. alot ppl fall bcose of me. but its seriously not on purpose! i apologised ok! if not, blame their own teammates for making MY teammates. perhaps that aggressiveness is gone? okok, back to topic. overall, the whole internal league we've gotten 2nd placing so far. didn really expect that though. but it doesnt matter. this league actually really showed me that we can be good. and tat i could be like the past too. though the stamina part is still really tiring me out. but i just got tat confidence to play well now. perhaps ive gotten back my goal. i noe wat i want now. and ive got to work for it. no more slacking and watsoever.

okk, i tink enough of crap lahh. i dont really rmb wat i wanna post abt alr. kk, i better go and bathe and get ready to go out. HAHA. yes, weird i noe. going out at tis time. my pri sch frens are just weird. HAHAHA. kidding. we always meet for dinner though. HAHA. but, im just glad that i could meet up with them again. like bcose we're always so busy and stuffs. HAHA
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