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sick and tired......
Monday, November 09, 2009 6:09 PM

havent been blogging. cause i havent been coming online. HEH. lazy and no time. cause there's still conquer O-.- im damn sick and tired of studying alr. i havent really been doing my homework. hmm, perhaps only txtbook ones. HAHA. cause they're simple! not really using my brain u see. dont wanna work it too hard. HAHA.

im really starting? no, not starting. it had ALREADY BEGAN. to dislike staying at home. or perhaps even see them or talk to them. i cant seem to comunicate with them properly anymore. conversations doesnt last for more than 5 sentence or so? unless we are in a good mood. it kinda suck. i feel as though im like a problematic girl. but obviously im not the problematic one. its them. if u're staying in my house, u'll definitely get it by the meaning of bais. i kinda HATE it alot. realise i use the word hate. why she can still stay young and immature and childish and what not at that age? why couldnt i do it previously? why did i choose this path instead of something which i dont have to bother anything? why must they not consider our feelings and only theirs theirs and just theirs. why must they be so unreasonable and then blame everything on us? what is this man?! i do know life's unfair. but isnt this just too much. why dont they ever understand? must everything just be stated in black and white then someone understands them? im really tired of all this. having so many different lifes and stuffs. but i can feel that im starting to combine some together alr.

i actually decided to come home and sleep today and do my hmewrk at night. but somehow, some sort of weirdness overcome me and i decided to watch tv and slack around, instead of sleeping and hmewrking. kinda suck though. cause this tells me that im not gona hand up my hmewrk on time and im gona chiong things in class. HAHA. but yahh, doesnt matter. k, enough of hmewrks and schooling.

i want conquer O to end ASAP. cant stand studying anymore. it better pass fast bfore i rebel more. HAHAH. i need to take a break already. i kinda hope hk trip comes fast. but i dont want it to come fast nor end fast. cause when it comes, means holiday is ending real soon. and perhaps all sort of netball tests are coming up AGAIN. and it also gona mark the begining of sec4 life): i just want to keep playing.

okk, i shall end this post since they're coming back real soon. after today, ive realised what i wanna do and what are my goals for academic in the near future alr(:

wish me luck in surviving. HAHA
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