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Back to square?
Friday, February 26, 2010 10:23 PM

hmm, life hasnt been going well again. ok, in fact, it was never well.

today's lessons are rather crap. esp geo. its totally crap lahh! thats like one of the lesson i couldnt stay awake at all. her voice is damn hypnotizing lahh. ok, i mean, i really couldnt stay awake! ok, skip that. perhaps i would say, just skip the whole day.

i dont feel well at all. my mind is difting elsewhere except during maths. HAHAHA. cause its impossible for me to drift. i drift alr i can say byebye to my As. cause there wouldnt be anyone to teach me at all! and probability test was rather screwed. just give me that one mark so i wont be having a ugly B right! HAHAHAHAHA. and yes, for god's sake, i cant do probability either. cant really see the pattern? if u call that pattern. HAHA

ok, let skip everything till the part i saw devika darmin. HAHAHAHA. she looked SO DIFFERENT! AHAHAAH. but perhaps one thing did not change. she still walk so ugly-ly. HAHAHHAHAHHA. and, HAHA, one thing me and her did not change. our answer to how's life? will always be, suck/pain/bad/lousy and whatnot. HAHAHAHHA.

then to the part at queensway. oh man, pathetic. nothing nice :/ then to novena. AGAIN. HAHAHA. still, nothing nice. then was back home. i took a rather long bus ride. with rather weird thinking. and thats my boring day(:

hmm, i guess i have many things to say again. somehow, this year, all of us seems so weird. and im serious, us. seems like we're really badly affected. the feeling is weird. and i know that feeling of mine, is always right. i dont really wanna say cause i know some ppl are reading these. if u're smart enough, u may know what im talking abt. if not, just leave me alone.

another thing is, i realised ive been pms-ing much lately. k, perhaps its more of losing my patience and temper. its repeating again. everytime im down, lost and whatnot, i'll lose friends. and i really mean this. but somehow, its really hard to change it. i mean, im really tired. cause i know, if u're sincere and truthful, i know it wouldnt end so fast. so far, ive ignore two ppl alr. and somehow somewhat, if may be a good thing. i mean, to them of course. i know how they feel, but perhaps everything's starting again.

SO WARNING TO ALL OF U. IF U DONT WANT OUR FRIENDSHIP TO END SO FAST, U EITHER TAHAN MY FUCKED UP ATTITUDE FOR THE MOMENT TILL IM BACK AWAKE. OR LEAVE ME ALONE. i dono when i'll feel better or straighten out. but i know when that day comes, we will not talk anymore. i can only tell myself to stop talking and keep quiet. cause i know when i start talking, i may lose my temper anytime. yes, shes right. im impatience. i would like to change, but i know, without a goal, a thing for me to look forward to, i couldnt change.

i'm also afraid to be alone,
but what im more afraid of,
is to lose anyone anymore.
though i know u may be way happier without me.
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