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Nothing seems to go smoothly at all...
Sunday, February 21, 2010 10:51 PM

hmm, everything is wrong since that day. i dono. in fact, i dono which day either. neither do i know how am i feeling or how am i suppose to feel. somehow somewhat, i realised ive lost interest in everything and anything. ever since impt games coming up, i didnt have the mood to study. those test that were taken without studying much, i dono if i failed them. ok, more like, one failed, one tcher surely wont give back until weeks later, another passed by 3 marks? yeahh, pathetic is the word to describe myself.

the thing is, i cant seem to pull myself back on track anymore. im lagging behind in quite a lot of things alr. i havent been doing hmewrks lately. neither do i wanna give a damn to them. i just really hope the holidays could come quick. though i know it may mean more hmewrks. but perhaps, at least i could take a break and crop myself at home.

somehow, im not in the right mindset alr. the lvl of pessimistic seems to be increasing. pessimism seems to weigh more now. somehow, somewhat, i myself just have to do something to get my optimistic mind back.

OH SHIT, I JUST RMB I HAVENT FINISH READING MY STORYBOOK. GREAT, I HAVE AN EXTRA WORKLOAD NOW.

ok, i dont feel like typing anymore. since no one would get it or even ease my burden by stop letting me worry this and that.

tmr MAY be the last game we're playing together. but definitely the last game of the sec4s season. everything's over. no more competitiveness, no more early dismissal(HAHA), no more need for me to push myself so hard over. plus, no more goals. i have no idea if i could even concentrate on my studies without playing netball. ok, stop being so pessimistic. I JUST HOPE TMR WILL BE A GREAT GAME FOR AMKSS B DIVISION. IT MAY BE OVER, BUT JUST LET ME FEEL HEATED UP AND WE'VE PERFORMED UP TO STANDARD THE LAST TIME. I DO HOPE U PPL PLAY LIKE HOW U SCREAMED FOR THE VOLLEYBALLERS. JUST BE TRUE TO YOURSELF THIS ONCE WILL YOU? NEITHER DO I WANNA SAY SUCH MEAN THINGS. I KNOW U GUYS GET AFFECTED. BUT FOR GOODNESS SAKE, HOW OLD ARE U ALR? I SWEAR IM NOT PINPOINTING ANYBODY. JUST WAKE UP!
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