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Don't you guys just miss those moments?
Sunday, February 13, 2011 1:40 AM

its kinda quite late to be talking abt such stuffs now. but yeahh, partly because i just watched something related to graduation? HAHAHA. and its late in a sense i graduated from sch so long ago. and not because of the time now. HAHHA. its nearing 2am though.

ok, so i had a valentine's day 'concert' ytd? HAHA. cause it passed 12am ya. and its obviously not abt getting a date or what lahh. valentine's not only for couples yo! so yeahh, got invited by jiamin! HAHA. yeahh, we had some good catch up session. HAHA. then we were talking abt how fun and enjoyable and all those SUPER good adjectives lahh hor time. my vocab is still cmi one. HAHAHA. the sentence structure is so weird. but if u guys understand, so be it. heh. we still love the time when we play netball together in primary. being MORE innocent makes everything so much nicer. as u grow older/mature, sometimes, whatever u do, theres this ulterior motive in them. nowadays, netball is just like a place where u want to gain fame/popularity/cca points/make more friends/improve stamina/competition against ur own teammates and whatnot. it isnt somewhere where ppl enjoy playing them, enjoying the company of each other and playing for the each other. i do not know if i do what i preach. cause like what i say, as ppl grow more mature, theres always that ulterior motive in everything. be it whether u realise it urself anot. sometimes the world is just that confusing.

ok, i dont wanna paragraph next. HAHAHA

okk, i drift off from what im suppose to say. AHHAHAH. so, primary sch graduation was really like a separation feeling to me. and to be honest, i did cried. cause 6 years is really long. ppl come and go and everything. friends who were once best friends but reach upper pri, we became strangers. friends whom were so close in p1/2, then diff class so nv talk and then back to same class and became really close and good friends. theres just so many stuffs happening in 6 years. life is just so unpredictable. the worst time i cried in p6 was that freaking emo thing in the lib. HAHHA. and yet amazingly, the person who comforted me was my p1 friend from gym. the one whom i kept scolding using chinese cause shes a malay. HAHAHA. the one whom i taught her chinese by scolding her. AHHAHA. remember all those good old times. theres just so many many happy memories there. yeahh, there are super sad ones too. at the thought of leaving all of them and going into a whole new environment scares me alot. ok, not exactly scare, but like insecure? i dono. like no one to back u up when u're in trouble or no one to comfort u when u're sad. something like that?but in sec sch, i just dono. although its just 2 years shorter, but i dont feel how i felt in pri sch graduation. maybe cause there isnt much happenings around. maybe cause there's just so many fakos around. or maybe cause i closed it. i dono which is which. but, honestly, i did made quite a number of new close friends. but the separartion feeling wasnt that big a deal that i wanted to cry. what more i dont have VERY close teammates. i guess i somehow knew some of us will still be tgt? but yes, some of them really made my sec sch life so much easier. i cant really rmb sec 1 and 2 and i dont want to rmb too. cause it was pretty much disastrous. at the start of sec3 i was pretty much in a 'OMG, DIE, ALL SO ..... ONE' state. but after a while i got used to it. and sec4 was pretty much fun when u understand more ppl. i must say theres many jokers in class lahh. in a sense, which helps brighten up the sec4 stressful life. HAHA. like those bball moments. HAHAHHA. when someone fell over a rolling ball? HAHAHAHHA. and me there laughing like mad. HAHAHAH. and those screaming for pad in the class when theres still guys. HAHAHAHA. and those irritating guys who helps to make lessons more entertaining cause the teacher was seriously too boring. HAHAHA. when im starting to enjoy my sec sch life more, it ended. perhaps that why i didnt felt too much of a detachment from them? realised i kinda didnt talk much abt netball during sec sch. cause, it was also disastrous. AHAHHA. just for the fact that i met many GREAT coaches(: but still, i have my own fav coach. HEHE.

okk, thats all for all those missing moments. HAHAHA. cause, there's a reason why stuffs in the past arent brought to the future. some great person told me that. HAHAHA. but she'll nv see this i guess. or more like, even if she sees this, she wont know its her. HAHAHA. sometimes when i taught she really grew up, she'll do stuffs to portray her little girl self. AHHAHA. i guess thats why im always sucha nag man. the feeling of always look after ppl isnt good. i want to have fun too. but theres just no one to fall back on. ok, i'll move on. surely.
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