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sick :/
Friday, April 01, 2011 1:45 AM

im ALWAYS sick when my stamina starts improving. ok, at least i think my fitness is improving lahh. its always like that. then if i dont stop, and continue trg, i'll get tired easily and may have asthma attack too. like sucks man. then if i stop, my stamina surely go down again. haiz. but nvm, i'll just continue trg. lets just hope we dont do too much running tmr? haiz. i always thought that if my fitness was better, i'll be a better player. i mean like, others would be easier to train after that. but seems like im quite wrong. and with the im able to adapt easily/quickly thing, im starting to doubt that. yeahh, i guess everything is a matter of time. i shall give myself more time. anyway, no harm waiting since i've been waiting so long alr. i believe that as long as i work hard and try my best, my efforts will be paid off. i dont care who i know or how long i've played. yeahh, now i get it how cough syrup can get u overdosed and die. HAHAH. maybe its because i havent been sick lately or perhaps im too bored or maybe im really tired but i cant get myself to sleep. so when i ate the cough syrup just now, its like instantanously i felt so tired alr. normally i eat alr go sch still can survive in those super boring lessons. perhaps thats how ppl use cough syrup for suicide! HAHA. but i dont get it why must it be cough syrup. cause the taste sucks ALOT! maybe except for the pink one. it taste a little sweeter? but being like a medicine bin for over so many years, whatever medicine wont taste nice to u alr lahh. and there isnt any xin xian gan alr. HAHA. come to think of it, i seldom eat green pills or syrup. HAHA. so far, i dont think i saw any green syrup yet. unless u call listerine a syrup? HEH. but green pills look super nice. HAHAHA. i saw my mum and sis eating it, but i just dont get green pills. HAHAHA. okk, i sound like a sadist. kk, i shall go have some rest now. though i really dono if im really sleeping. cause ive been waking up every hour-.- and i can hear ppl talking. and its terrible. cause my brain isnt shutting down when im asleep. its like still thinking. its like u're lying on ur bed and the time is ticking. but u dont know if u actually fell asleep. cause when u woke up, the time changes, but u dont feel that tiredness when u just woke up kinda thing? i think my insomia is getting worst? or maybe i havent been working my brain and body too much. it just doesnt want to shut down.
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