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“Take up one idea. Make that one idea your life - think of it, dream of it, live on that idea. Let the brain, muscles, nerves, every part of your body, be full of that idea, and just leave every other idea alone. This is the way to success, that is way great spiritual giants are produced.” Swami Vivekananda
“Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.” Steve Jobs
“The truth is incontrovertible, malice may attack it, ignorance may deride it, but in the end; there it is.” Winston Churchill
Reality.
Sunday, October 16, 2011 1:44 AM

True enough, i had been through worst time. what is this to me? sometimes i really doubt myself, did i really put in 100% effort? did i really try my best? did i really wanted it so badly? in fact, no. the answer to all these questions are no. i did not. i never did. cause i never once did completed it. i never once did persist all the way. everytime im about to complete it, i quit. i give myself excuses not to finish it. i give myself chances to regret. why in the world am i doing this, i really dono. somehow, this place is the only place i can tell someone, no something how i really felt. but yet i still had to make all these sound like a mystery. how pathetic can i ever get? but yes, this time i did have someone to help me get out of this black never ending hole fast. i am somehow glad. but yes, history is gona repeat itself if i dont get myself detached again. but yet, i dont get why cant it last? k, what am i even talking about? yeahh, like what i always believe in, let it disappear itself. if its meant to be lasting, it will last no matter what. but if it doesnt, no matter how much effort u put in to make it last, it wouldnt. thats life, thats reality.

yes, it really is time to show that i really want it. its not time to give up on ur own. and make sure this arent just some empty talks. i got to do this. for myself this time. not for others, but myself. stop finding excuses. stop hypnothesing urself that u're all that great or whatnot. cause u're not. u're nothing so u've got nothing to lose to go all out. yes, thats the way. i've been through worst, so what's this? just continue trying hard, being ready and go all out when i have the chance to. dont give urself excuses. u can do this. no more regrets please.
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