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Just for them!(:
Sunday, January 01, 2012 3:03 AM

they're fluffy and puffy!! HAHAHA. my younger sister named them lah!! HAHAHA. cute little chinchillas!! they're given to my sis by her friend. no idea why but yes. sadly, they're only here for a month plus? yeah, im scared of animals as quite alot ppl would know? HAHAHA. but they're really cute. i dont dare to carry them, but after so long, at least i dare to touch them in their cages alr? AHHAHA. they bite, so yeah, quite scared arh. HAHAHA. but they're really really cute. especially the boy!! i like playing with the boy. heh. apparently, it listen to me more than the girl! but yes, i dont really have much time to help my sis take care of them. and guess what? im just really sickly i guess. im actually allergic to them :/ yes, i was like sick since the time they were here? i feel so bad for blaming them. bt maybe not exactly, cause i kept falling sick AFTER i had bee stings. so yeah, who is this to blame? somehow, i feel like getting my blood tested. like seriously. just why am i so sickly when i have so much things to do. like since young, it took me how long to get rid of asthma?! k, not even get rid, is just to stablise it!! imagine always not going to sch for so long!! i ever missed sch for two weeks in a row because i had to be on the nabbing thingy!! the one like when ppl dying then need to use kind. see how pathetic i am!! i really hated it. cause it was only first week of sch, and as usual, i dont make friends fast :/ i really hated my own immune system alot. like really. i can even rmb how i always have asthma attack/pneumonia at the wrong time. like before 1.6 or 2.4-.- always hated it. or when i have important games. i always had to push myself so hard. even in sec sch same stuffs happen. yes, my asthma did stablise quite alot. but i still cant push myself too hard! i still have breathing difficulties at times. who knows i may even have heart problems. yknow what? sometimes im really jealous of my sister that they can have good immune system yet they cant run and stuffs :/ i hate myself for being so sickly and injury prone. ppl always blame me and everything. but u think i really want to? if i can choose, i would have chose to have a perfect body for exercising!! this pets thingy is another barrier for me to overcome i guess. cause i never had fur pets before. first thing my mum scared. second thing, im sickly, my family all have sensitive nose. so yeah, maybe i can try to convince my parents somehow. hopefully! with them around, at least im not talking to myself or non-living things? at least its a living animal? just that it doesnt understand me? or maybe it does, just that i dont understand it! HAHAHA. yeah, im letting my emotions overcome me again. i told myself never to be attached to anything, cause i know how i will react when it leaves. but whatever, i know it can be hidden anyway. AHHAHA. i guess im really typing a little too much. time to sleep! i hope that even if i cant keep them, they'll find an even better home! please?
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