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THIS SUCKS!
Sunday, January 08, 2012 6:39 PM

yeah, suck suck suck. i just cant seem to calm my emotions down.keep feeling so anxious/nervous/scared and whatever shit. its just not good at all. AT ALL. it gets worst when the date is nearing! really. i really hate it when i dont have the confidence. and im panicking like crazy inside yet i have such a calm/cool face. how cool can i get?-.- i need ppl to tell me its alright/im alright or whatever shit stuffs. but its just so impossible cause i look way too calm-.- i really got to do something. this is just not right. and yes, only netball can do this to me. i know it. im not even giving a damn to studies now. really. dont have the time to think about it. but luckily, test are next next week? so i still have time to study and everything. if not i'll really be panicking inside out alr. ok, so lets decipher this. AHHAA. i really need to think and calm myself down. i dont get why am i so panicky and the same time excited! arghhhh. worried of who's the first line up? maybe quite. worried of not getting court time for all games? yes, VERY. worried that i wouldnt last? yes, very too. arghh, wtf is the prob with me? seriously?! i do know this year's ivp means alot to me. so all the more i should perform well and have more confidence isnt it?! just whats with me!! arghh, really. its not like i havent been practicing/running and everything. so why the hell am i so worried?! u know that as long as u do ur best, its gona be alright. dont care who's gona be the line up, dont care whether u'll be given court time. just know it that when u're on court, do ur best and have the determination to keep going on! yes, i can do it!!! i must do it!! ur teammates alr gave u the assurance, so why in the world are u looking down on urself?! arghh, this really sucks. i really miss ms huang right now man. i miss having a properly planned game. like the goals we are suppose to achieve for each game. the game plan, though i normally dont exactly follow. HAHAHA. arghh, WHY MUST PUVA BE SO UNORGANISED?! SO IRRESPONSIBLE?! SO ARGHHHHHHHHH. DEAR GOD, PLEASE LET THIS YEAR'S IVP GO SMOOTHLY FOR OUR TEAM! REALLY HOPE NOTHING GOES WRONG OR GET SCREWED UP.
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