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worn out..
Sunday, May 20, 2012 12:41 AM

haiz...i always wanna blog about school, i mean like with pictures and not all these long chunks of words lah. ohh, talking about long chunks of words, i just realised some of my posts arent paragraphed. it wasnt my fault hor!! i did paragraphed!! i mean like i still purposely leave like two lines blank but it still appeared together. no idea why.


k, so sch is really hectic. like really. year2 is no longer like year1 man. i cant imagine year3): oh gosh, nightmare man. i have quizes every week. applied microbio(MMB) quiz is still ok. easy if i really studied. HAHAHA. i mean like when i focus, not just for the sake of reading. like i cant be thinking of other things when reading lah. but immuno is seriously madness. theres just too much to understand and whatmore remember them!!! i think immuno is gona be the hardest this sem man. oh gosh, seriously. its not exactly good to not know a single senior from the same course as me man :/ like i wont know whats going to happen in future kinda thing. and no advices): yes, i always have seniors to advise me on how to study or what to prepare to undergo kinda things. AHHAHA. i mean like at least they'll give me that mental preparation?


weekends arent even enough for me to rest!! and ytd i thought the coming week was week 7 alr man! totally scare the hell out of me. cause i freaking havent even start studying ANYTHING!! i havent even finish the assignments that are required to hand in after the CT paper!!:/


totally cant imagine if i really played enl. but whatever, even when im not playing im busy enough. sometimes i really dont get what some ppl are thinking. really. i really really dont mind being the logistic head. just like sch, im alright with it as long as ppl cooperate with me. dont tell me stupid/rubbish stuffs like 'i cant take it back because i have work/sch' or 'i cant take it back because i have work and my work requires me to go thru the x ray thingy'. like seriously wtf?! u think im seriously free is it? actually, i think ppl who work are much more free than me lah! at least the things u guys are doing are always almost the same. besides, ur are alr used to it! arghh, whatever. im alr rather pissed off now. and yes, i will show my temper when i cant take it anymore. so what if u're older? but i can see that u're so immature/irresponsible? what for should i give u the respect if u guys dont even give me mine? and seriously, for enl, i can actually jolly well just tell mshuang im too busy with sch work and wouldnt want to even help in assigning balls/bibs to ppl! its such a chore seriously! only some ppl cooperate! and fuck, I DONT HAVE A FREAKING CAR NOR A BOYFRIEND WHO KNOWS HOW TO DRIVE!!!!! seriously super pissed off ytd to the extent that i really almost just shoot my mouth off. HAH. its really u guys responsibility to tell me if ur will be late/not coming for the games yknow. if ur are short of balls/bibs, its not my business at all. cause im not even informed of! and please think ahead/plan ahead. no ifs or try to. thats how mshuang work so obviously i'll work the same. dont make me get scolded for nth, cause i wouldnt like it and i wouldnt not say it out just because u guys might me pissed with me. yes, it will be my fault for not asking, but it is also ur responsibility to have thought of it. cause i wont always be there?!


argh, whatever. seriously had enough of them. i've been starting my week like shit and ending it like shit. cause theres always ppl in club who would spoil it. luckily theres ppl in club to make my day too. if not i'll just die man. and mshuang's been really nice lately. really appreciate it. HAHAHA. like rare times like these dont come often, so seriously, make good use of it. HAHAHAHA. really got a shock that i didnt get scolded like mad for playing C!!! actually, come to think of it, i think im getting the consistency back a little. like my worst wouldnt be as bad as last time alr. AHHAHAH


okok, time to sleep alr. tmr full force on studying immuno); previously immuno quiz was a disaster!! 70+ out of hundred. not good at all.


please give me the strength to go on. or maybe just let me fall sick now. hahahha. im really tired alr. need more time on my studies. i cant drop any further. no way is that happening to my studies too. no way.
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